I wanted to love this book. I really did. But it just fell so flat for me. I didn’t like James’ book but then LOVED Cooper’s so I came in with hopes that Sebastian’s book would go along with the momentum of the previous book. It did not. For a few reasons:
-There’s a difference in being a grumpy girl and just being a bitch. Mia was incredibly unlikable as the main female protagonist. I struggled to find one thing that made me like her or sympathize with her character. Even her “struggles” were half baked. The whole “coming from a traditional Italian family who doesn’t understand why a woman wants to go into science instead of being a wife and mother” storyline was, to be Frank, lame and not executed well. It could have been better but we just didn’t see enough of it to build any sympathy. (One chapter at the 75% mark of the book is not enough if this was supposed to be the FMC’s biggest struggle.) She’s supposed to be this badass, femme fatale chick but then turned into an absolute doormat the second she’s around anyone from her family. And then when Sebastian tries to point out how poorly they treat her and how she deserves better she magically gets that backbone back and is just nasty to him. I can see that the author was trying to show how one person can have dichotomies in them and how people internalize pressures of familial obligations but it just missed the mark.
-Mia was just a shitty person. The way she treated Sebastian throughout the book was honestly uncalled for and there was not nearly enough groveling (or even just basic apologizing!) to detract from the way she consistently treated him. If there’s one thing I’m beyond tired of when it comes to books, it’s what I call the “martyr trope”. It’s how characters will sabotage their relationships because they’re “scared” it won’t work out or they don’t “deserve” the other person. The martyr trope consistently causes a 3rd Act Break Up. And let me tell you something, I am fcking sick and tired of the 3rd act break up. It’s done. It’s tired. It’s lazy. Can a 3rd ABU add something to a story? Sure! When it’s done WELL. However when it follows the martyr trope, it’s a shitty climax of a book. Give me something new, please!!
-Sweet, sweet Sebastian. I liked the internal conflict he had throughout the book of baseball vs cooking. I liked how he was self aware enough to go after what he wanted in life. What I didn’t like was how his “golden retriever” personality was portrayed. You can be a sweet guy without being, sorry, pathetic. And the pining he had for Mia was honestly pathetic. They had zero chemistry and we just didn’t get to see their relationship grow in a way I wish it would have. He was happy to accept crumbs from her and she just wasn’t worth it. I felt like he was constantly censoring himself around her or changing himself just to hold onto her when she gave nothing in return. Oh his sister in law is pregnant? How exciting! Oh wait, Mia makes the entire thing about her. Unsurprised.
-Similarly to the first book in this series, the ending was rushed. The pacing was off and everything was neatly wrapped together in less than 3 chapters. Even though her family showed up in the end, the resolution just wasn’t there. She got to say her piece (a little) but I was left wanting more. For her family dynamics being her biggest struggle in the book, we should have seen more. Even with her Lab partner, Alice. One little exchange in the bathroom wasn’t enough. For someone who had no problem treating her boyfriend and best friend poorly, she sure was nice and complacent with the “villians” of the book.
Overall, I’m disappointed. Will I read Izzy’s book? For sure. Her little cameos were one of the good parts of this book. (Oh, I almost forgot how Mia judged Izzy for the majority of the book because she had an “easy” life. Sure okay Mia.) I also lived for the Cooper and Penny cameos. But other than that, I found myself angry and irritated while reading this book. I wanted to DNF but I was too far in so I just powered through. I’m so tired of these unlikable characters and unnecessary conflicts that could truly be solved with some communication and trust.
Rant over.