But I was young and stupid. A sucker for the pain in her beautiful eyes. I dragged that sad little princess under the trees and claimed her with a love that ruined us both. I made her mine. And had I known she’d vanish and leave me heartbroken, I would have chained her to my bed and bred her hard before she thought to run. The untamed wilds of the mountains haven’t felt like home since she left, and there aren't enough distractions in the world to keep me from missing what could have been.
Now, two decades on, she’s come crawling back. I’ve never wanted to discipline her so severely, but she’s more broken than ever, and I’m torn between giving her hell and giving her what she needs — a second chance.
I’ve successfully dominated every other aspect of my life, is it finally time to return my firm hand to romance and master the one that got away?
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For fans of Mountain Daddy’s Milk & Honeymoon, this is Jason’s smutty and sweetly twisted second-chance romance in which two tortured souls rekindle an epic connection once ignited by young, summer love.
The story contains adult themes, breeding, lactation/milking kink, age gap, bondage, discipline, domination and submission, hand necklaces, rough stuff, butt stuff, girth fun, toys, outdoor stuff, indoor stuff… other things that may get certain juices flowing — you’ll see. ❤️
This story gets intense. It has multiple scenes intended to arouse and satisfy, but your emotions will definitely go on a journey. There is a happy ending, but these characters will work their asses off for it, battling mental health issues, loss, and familial dysfunction that may trigger some readers, so please do mind the warnings (see inside or on my website for full list of potential triggers) and read responsibly.
HOW THE FUCK THAT THIS BOOK IS THE SADDEST FUCKING BOOK I'VE EVER READ THIS YEAR???? OMYGOD. I AM SOBBING MY EYES OUT AS I'M WRITING THIS DOWN.
I am not okay. I was expecting breeding smutty galore dammit! This didn't make me horny at the fucking all. It made me fucking depressed and wanting to bawl my eyes out.
I got no warning at all. I've read books by this author before, and she definitely pulled the rug from underneath me. I did not expect this from her.
FUCK. I'M STILL CRYING.
This book reminded me of Creed by Kristen Ashley. That one was my all time favourite, one of my favourite star-crossed lovers trope. And you know what, this one too! I have soft spot for that trope, when you did it well, so very well, like this author did, you'll make me want to throw down all my towels and lay on the floor, crying like a little bitch that I am.
Okay, I'm not crying anymore.... Aww I'm crying again. That last scene got me good. I can't move on, girlies. I need something happy next. I'm not good with angsty read at all.
RED FLAG BULL is book 4 of the Spice in the Mountains series, and OMG is it another panty incinerator!! 🔥🫠 It's a steamy, kinky, gut-wrenching, slight age-gap, second-chance darker romance with plenty of smutty goodness. Jason is a 43 year old hunky billionaire with a kinky, dark, and controlling dominant side. Amanda (Mandi) is a 37 year old broken mess. Both had rough family lives even though she was from a rich family, and he was a bad boy. The two were lovers 19 years ago. Jason was light stalking her back when he was 24, and she was 18. He saw her self-destruction as a cry for help. He showed her love and fostered discipline through kinky and sometimes painful punishment. But then she left without a word, breaking Jason's heart and driving him into darkness. Now she is back. Why? Where has she been? Why did she leave? And what has broken her so bad? Can Jason forgive her? Can she forgive herself?
HOLY HOTNESS. Elena does it again!!! She delivers these gut-wrenching, yet smoking hot romances filled with panty destroying, smutty goodness. Jason and Mandi's story made me cry at times. The pain these two went through before they finally got their amazing HEA.... Woah... I say it in every Elena review...Gussie and Ash in HER MOUNTAIN MAN BEAST, are my favorite couple, and Gunnar and Jem had been second from WILD OAT MILK...But Jason and Mandi have slightly bumped them to third lol... this couple is #RELATIONSHIP GOALS when all is said and done. They saw each other and loved each other exactly as they were. Jason was able to get through to her both times when she needed him.
My two favorite quotes that summarize their relationship for me...
Jason to Mandi: "Did nobody teach you that life is f#cking precious? That, no matter how hard it feels, you get up and you keep going...Life is for living, Mandi."
Mandi to Jason: "I love you...I don't need cake or fancy things. Just you. You're perfect all on your own. You always have been. You're enough..."
I loved it so much...and that grape scene🔥🫠🥵 🍇. I will never look at them the same. Who knew grapes were so erotic 🤣🤣😉.
Please tell me Vince is getting a book!!!!.
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Elena Dawne continues to blow me away with her writing—especially the way she crafts her stories, characters, heartbreaking romance, and the smut. Her books are like crack to me. Jason and Mandi were amazing characters and my heart broke for these two tortured souls. Although they have endured so much pain, sorrow, and trauma for almost twenty years, their love for each other was everlasting. I loved this book and their all-consuming love and sexy relationship captured my attention from start to finish. I could not get enough of this book and simply devoured it. This was a fantastic second chance and opposites-attract romance between two characters who were almost meant to be with one another. Shifting between the past and present, Jason and Mandi's love story was an incredible tale of forgiveness, redemption, love/hate, and finding happiness after pain.
“If you ever think life’s not worth living, you come find me, Princess. I’ll give you the love you need.”
In the end, Jason and Mandi's passionate and highly erotic romance was everything I wanted and more. Even though this book is part of the "Spice in the Mountains" series, it can be read as a standalone. There was an exciting cameo by Vince—a character who I am really looking forward to reading about, and one of Jason's closest friends. This book is a must read for those who are looking for an emotional and exciting second chance romance. I highly recommend Elena Dawne's latest release to anyone who is looking for an angsty and steamy love story between a dominant but loving and possessive hero and his tortured but resilient heroine. I'm so happy that Jason found his happily ever after with "the one who got away" and can't wait for Vince and Daryl to get theirs!
*This ARC was generously provided by the author for an honest review*
When this series started, it was pure smut—and listen, I was happy there. But with every book, the storytelling keeps leveling up. Yes, the kink is still very much kinking (lactation? breeding? we’re not new here 😌), but this one??? This one came with PLOT.
I literally have a tag called “plot so good I skipped the smut”—and that’s the energy here… except I absolutely did not skip the smut. I dove in headfirst because Jason is HOT hot HOT 🥵🥵🥵.
This book took me through DERRRE (yes, like the song), emotionally and otherwise, and I loved every second of the ride. Could it be read as a standalone? Sure. But why would you disrespect yourself like that?
Vince’s story is next and I’m already on my way—no passing Go, no collecting $200. Elena Dawne is officially on my list.
Jason (H) thought he had it all—wealth, power, and freedom from his past. But when Mandi (h), a woman from his turbulent younger years, reappears, his carefully constructed life begins to unravel. Mandi, a product of privilege but starved of real affection, has always walked the edge of danger. Her risky behaviors and search for validation lead her back to Jason, igniting a complex and intense relationship. Together, they confront their pasts and navigate their feelings for one another. Jason's dominance and protective nature clash with Mandi's need for control and love, creating a dynamic that is as passionate as it is volatile. They have to reconnect with their past as they build a future together. Jason and Mandi show the power of connection and the resilience needed to overcome life's darkest moments. Loved how Caleb could become a part of their lives. Ultra-hot and steamy tale of love, redemption, and the struggle to find happiness. Another hot time on the mountain with plenty of kinkery to spice things up, including breath play, impact play, lactation, rough play, bondage, spanking, and more.
Red Flag Bull by Elena Dawne is part of Spice in the Mountains Series. It is a second chance romance with §müṭṭƴ mïļƙƴ-gọọɗnë§§ läctätïọṅ ƙïnƙs & §sïżżlïṅg §ėx... sometimes together, sometimes apart. 😏 TWs are included, so read beforehand. Like it's title suggests, there are a lot of 'red flags' in the individual pasts of Jason & Mandi and their combined history. Prepare yourself to experience a lot of emotions with the both of them and you will possibly question if they will find themselves heading back towards each other. This is all balanced against some serious delicious sexy times & all types of *fun* ƙïṅƙs! Another great story by Elena! 📚🩵
Jason & Mandi with their grapes in the kitchen will live rent free in my mind forever... and Elena unlocked a new ƙïṅƙ for me... 🥵🔥💋
Well, this book ripped my heart out, but thankfully it put it back together again.
The storyline and themes are well described in the book description, so I am not going to go into them in this review.
I loved how young Jason and Mandi are both broken, yet perfect for each other, they are ripped apart and only years later find their way back to each other more broken than before - but together they are able make each other whole.
If you like your smutt with substance and a side of sweet, this is a must read book.
The books in this series keep getting better, I really loved Wild Oat Milk, the previous book in this series, but Red Flag Bull certainly gives it a run for its money - in fact I don't think I can pick a favourite between them.
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This was pretty good. A spicy read with quite a bit of character depth.
I wasn’t really here for the character development and plot, but if an author is going to give it to me, I want it fleshed out.
I wasn’t left with too many questions about Mandi. Her parents kidnap her and send her to a home for wayward girls, which then steals her baby. Except she’s 18. I needed to know why she didn’t just walk out of there. I needed to know why she couldn’t call Jason or the police. I needed to know why she didn’t name him for the birth certificate to throw a wrench in the adoption.
And Jacob… did it not occur to him to question the story of her leaving for art school when he wasn’t able to find a trace of her for 19 years? And how hard did he look if she’s been living down the road at her sister’s house?
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I really loved this story. Jason is from the wrong side of the tracks and Mandi is from a wealthy family that wants nothing to do with her. She is always getting herself in bad situations but Jason likes being there to save her. One day Mandi disappears without a word and Jason doesn't see her until 19 yrs later. She has a lot of secrets to tell but will Jason forgive her for disappearing and breaking his heart? This book was a very spicy, age gap, second chance romance with a lactation kink. It was a different feel from Elena's other books that I've read. Jason is a very aggressive alpha male while Mandi has a more submissive passive personality. Together their chemistry is explosive. I highly recommend reading this book!
Los personajes de Elena cobran vida en algún momento te identificas y entiendes la personalidad de cada personaje. Para mi me hubiera encantado leer un poco más de la “lista” y las consecuencias de los actos de la familia Warren … pero no fue así y entiendo que se ofreció paz y tranquilidad emocional a los personajes sin abundar en el odio, dolor inseguridades, etc y prevalece el amor a la vida . Personajes inteligentes que en algún momento se dejaron llevar por sus inseguridades (etapa de juventud )
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I expected the heat in this book. I expected the kink in this book. What I didn't expect was for it to be so heart-wrenching. Sadly I can relate to the younger version of Mandi. For everything her and Jason went through completely broke me. I had a feeling that not everything was by her choice and then I was proving right. I love that they now have Caleb in their life. I need more of the entire family.
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I’ve read all the books in this series and at book three I started thinking “wait a minute, this is actually becoming more than just smut” and book four delivered!
I really wasn’t expecting the kind of story I ended up reading because it gave so much more! More drama, more emotions, more problems, family madness! A lot actually went down.
I love this series and I am so glad to have found this author! The story between Jason and Mandi is so intense, I couldn’t put it down. This was so well written, you feel all of the anguish and heartache. So many details to live through. I loved how the story ended!
So much emotion. I was not prepared for this tear jerker but so glad I managed to get through the hard stuff to see their hea. A lot of spice and ofc 🥛😋 check the TW as there is some tough themes. Absolutely loved this but I deserve a medal for my bookshelf
I'm new to this Author, this is my first book. I think it was a free book, I so glad I got this one. I enjoy a variety of genres and this did not disappoint. I'm looking forward to more from this author. 🤓💖💖💖
Another great read by a great author. Well rounded, believable characters, chemistry with spice. A compelling story with emotion and thought. This authors writing is so vibrating to me, I can just fall into these stories and it’s delightful .
It's weird, that it is weird that this is the first book in the series in which the main characters are relatively around the same age. He is a touch her and die man, and they are both traumatized, but they're going to grow together, and I love that for them.
These books just hot every dam time! And this one packed a hell of an emotional punch along with the kinky fun times and I ate it up like no one's business
Couldn’t rate this one. I know what I’m getting into when I pick up one of her books. It will be SMUTTY and very kinky but these two MCs were kind of annoying and I hated them.
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