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A Hue of Blu: the unforgettable love story
How much pain are you willing to endure for someone you love?
Bold, charismatic, and charming Blu Henderson wears a fake smile every day, pushing through life because she has to - not because she wants to.
Quiet, introverted, and mysterious Jace Boland catches her eye the second she sees him. After that, it's game over - not just for Blu, but for Jace as well.
Drawn together by inexplicable attraction, a whirlwind connection forms that persists and torments, mends and breaks, and forces both Blu and Jace to confront the traumas of their past while trying to make their relationship work.
A Hue of Blu explores how two broken hearts can find comfort in tragic losses, how two broken souls can find peace in pain, and how loving yourself may be the only way to love another...
No matter the consequence.
Bold, charismatic, and charming Blu Henderson wears a fake smile every day, pushing through life because she has to - not because she wants to.
Quiet, introverted, and mysterious Jace Boland catches her eye the second she sees him. After that, it's game over - not just for Blu, but for Jace as well.
Drawn together by inexplicable attraction, a whirlwind connection forms that persists and torments, mends and breaks, and forces both Blu and Jace to confront the traumas of their past while trying to make their relationship work.
A Hue of Blu explores how two broken hearts can find comfort in tragic losses, how two broken souls can find peace in pain, and how loving yourself may be the only way to love another...
No matter the consequence.
343 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 19, 2023
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January 24, 2023i saw one quote of this damn book on tiktok and that was enough for me...
January 13, 2024
Dnf at 70%
Never listening to booktok again
Never listening to booktok again
March 11, 2023
Two children whining.
February 14, 2023
I’m giving this book 5 Stars because of Blu’s journey and how relatable she and Jace are for me. It’s not fantasy .. it’s realistic and I LOVED IT.
I knew from the starting that it might not have a HEA and i was praying that maybe i’m wrong but towards the end i was just praying that please god these two shouldn’t end up together please. I’m so very happy that Jace and Blue didn’t end up together in the end.
I love Blu♥️🦋. I 100% connected to her. The façade she built, being confident and sometimes overconfident too. Being brave on the outside and all other qualities she showed to others so that they couldn’t see how broken she is. The overthinking on every single thing , the self-harm , the self-sabotaging , people walking out of her life , thinking she’s not worth it , toxic lovers and love life , suicidal ….. and so many other things that are told for her … describes me. I’ve never ever connected to a character more.
In the beginning i liked her relationship with Jace… which was sort of friendship… but later on in the book , i empathized so much with her and her situation. Being in toxic relations and not being able to get out of it. Trying to do every single fucking thing for them to just stay in your life. I understood her deeply.
Every time she ended back with Jace i was like not again. When she said “You fucked me up. And yet, you come back every time. Why? Why do you insist on doing this to me?” and he replied “You let me.” I was heartbroken for her .. even if it was true. She let him in every-time but i know that you just can’t remove some people from your life by just snapping your fingers together. Its a toxic cycle .. you just keep going back to them and they take and take unless there’s nothing more left to give and the you that remains behind is just the shell of a person you were before them.
every time they got back together .. i screamed “ girlll goo away from this guy … live your happy life somewhere else”
but just knew things don’t happen like that. Jace was not her happily ever after.
I loved her when she finally ended things with Jace. How she started her healing journey and started loving and putting herself first.
All THE MORE POWER AND LOVE TO YOU GIRL 💙♥️
I liked jace in the beginning but those feelings just went away as i progressed reading the book. I think he’s immature and just like every other boy these days. They want everything which entails a relationship but actually don’t want to put labels on it and just say there’s nothing special going on between them. I understood his need to get love and affection from his family .. to not to be treated as a Kid … to not to be judged for his looks before his glow up … to belong somewhere… to be worth fighting for…. but instead of growing up it just made him selfish , immature, jealous and a egoistic man. I think if he went to therapist he would know he had inferiority complex or something. He deserves the love of his family and everything that he didn’t get but he DIDN’T DESERVE BLU.
I love the ending of this book .. had these two ended up together i wouldn’t have given this book any star. The alternative ending was just not needed. So i’m content with how things turned out to be for Jace and Blu. Especially for Beatrice. 🫶🏻🦋
I knew from the starting that it might not have a HEA and i was praying that maybe i’m wrong but towards the end i was just praying that please god these two shouldn’t end up together please. I’m so very happy that Jace and Blue didn’t end up together in the end.
I love Blu♥️🦋. I 100% connected to her. The façade she built, being confident and sometimes overconfident too. Being brave on the outside and all other qualities she showed to others so that they couldn’t see how broken she is. The overthinking on every single thing , the self-harm , the self-sabotaging , people walking out of her life , thinking she’s not worth it , toxic lovers and love life , suicidal ….. and so many other things that are told for her … describes me. I’ve never ever connected to a character more.
In the beginning i liked her relationship with Jace… which was sort of friendship… but later on in the book , i empathized so much with her and her situation. Being in toxic relations and not being able to get out of it. Trying to do every single fucking thing for them to just stay in your life. I understood her deeply.
Every time she ended back with Jace i was like not again. When she said “You fucked me up. And yet, you come back every time. Why? Why do you insist on doing this to me?” and he replied “You let me.” I was heartbroken for her .. even if it was true. She let him in every-time but i know that you just can’t remove some people from your life by just snapping your fingers together. Its a toxic cycle .. you just keep going back to them and they take and take unless there’s nothing more left to give and the you that remains behind is just the shell of a person you were before them.
every time they got back together .. i screamed “ girlll goo away from this guy … live your happy life somewhere else”
but just knew things don’t happen like that. Jace was not her happily ever after.
I loved her when she finally ended things with Jace. How she started her healing journey and started loving and putting herself first.
All THE MORE POWER AND LOVE TO YOU GIRL 💙♥️
I liked jace in the beginning but those feelings just went away as i progressed reading the book. I think he’s immature and just like every other boy these days. They want everything which entails a relationship but actually don’t want to put labels on it and just say there’s nothing special going on between them. I understood his need to get love and affection from his family .. to not to be treated as a Kid … to not to be judged for his looks before his glow up … to belong somewhere… to be worth fighting for…. but instead of growing up it just made him selfish , immature, jealous and a egoistic man. I think if he went to therapist he would know he had inferiority complex or something. He deserves the love of his family and everything that he didn’t get but he DIDN’T DESERVE BLU.
I love the ending of this book .. had these two ended up together i wouldn’t have given this book any star. The alternative ending was just not needed. So i’m content with how things turned out to be for Jace and Blu. Especially for Beatrice. 🫶🏻🦋
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December 6, 2023
Booktok keeps making me its bitch
January 22, 2024
the best way to describe this? the plot of normal people if it was done atrociously and made you hate the mcs and not care if they ever found happiness. (so annoyed i’m over here writing run on sentences!!!)
this was like pulling teeth. i don’t recommend. i’d rather watch paint dry. i wasted 3 hours of my life. don’t do it. unless you want to, but if you end up hating it, you can’t blame me!!!
this was like pulling teeth. i don’t recommend. i’d rather watch paint dry. i wasted 3 hours of my life. don’t do it. unless you want to, but if you end up hating it, you can’t blame me!!!
October 24, 2024
if i wanted to read a wattpad level book i could’ve just opened the app itself 😃😃😃
October 11, 2023
I thought I would cry…I did not. TikTok made it seem better than it was, TikTok lied.
November 1, 2023
* sigh * * closes book * another booktok recommendation right down the toilet.
March 3, 2024
3.5/5⭐️
This wasn’t a book. This was a personal biography attack because I’m literally Blu. I think, feel and act like her so I more than understand her behavior and actions. I’ll forever defend her and am proud of her self love journey and the ending of her story.
As for Jace he can go fuck himself. I’ve never hated a man so much in my entire life and he’s not even real. But istg every time he opened his mouth I just wanted to claw my eyes out and rip off the pages. Give that man free therapy because he seriously needs it.
This wasn’t a book. This was a personal biography attack because I’m literally Blu. I think, feel and act like her so I more than understand her behavior and actions. I’ll forever defend her and am proud of her self love journey and the ending of her story.
As for Jace he can go fuck himself. I’ve never hated a man so much in my entire life and he’s not even real. But istg every time he opened his mouth I just wanted to claw my eyes out and rip off the pages. Give that man free therapy because he seriously needs it.
April 24, 2023
yea no thanks, blu is actually the worst character ever
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October 9, 2024
“You fucked me over, you fucked me up. And yet, you come back every time. Why? Why do you insist on doing this to me?”
“You let me.”
Girl who thinks she’s unlovable.
Boy who doesn’t know how to love.
“You let me.”
Girl who thinks she’s unlovable.
Boy who doesn’t know how to love.
January 26, 2023
I truly don’t know how to describe this book. When I tell her I was carrying the weight of so many emotions through out this book and cried them out at the end. This book will be in my head forever. I loved this book but hated the way it made me feel during and after.
May 26, 2024
4.7⭐️
it was so fucking realistic and very emotional.
i'm proud of blu for choosing herself cause their relationship was toxic asf.i really liked jace at the beginning but through the book he wasn't good for her or for himself.he was telling blu to go to therapy but he was the one who needed to go, he was so selfish, jealous, immature who takes and never gives.
it was so fucking realistic and very emotional.
i'm proud of blu for choosing herself cause their relationship was toxic asf.i really liked jace at the beginning but through the book he wasn't good for her or for himself.he was telling blu to go to therapy but he was the one who needed to go, he was so selfish, jealous, immature who takes and never gives.
March 27, 2025
Edited: I’m changing my star rating to 4, just because as I get farther away from this book I can’t really remember much of what happened LOL but I do remember that I had a great time, so not knocking off more that 1 star
I’m sorry did I read the same book as some of ya’ll???? 5 stars for vibes and the emotions it made me feel. I could not have devoured this faster… I LOVE trauma, angst, pining, and emotional torture.
This was such a realistic story and idk if it’s that it hit home for me or what, but I’m obsessed.
Absolutely loved that she wrote us 2 endings. The romantic in me needed to second one ❤️🩹
I’m sorry did I read the same book as some of ya’ll???? 5 stars for vibes and the emotions it made me feel. I could not have devoured this faster… I LOVE trauma, angst, pining, and emotional torture.
This was such a realistic story and idk if it’s that it hit home for me or what, but I’m obsessed.
Absolutely loved that she wrote us 2 endings. The romantic in me needed to second one ❤️🩹
February 22, 2024
This was basically a book about two pick me adults acting like mf children who were so. frickin. ANNOYING.
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February 8, 2024I really don't know how to feel about it.
November 9, 2025
This book is considered YA.
When I think of the term YA, the show Gossip Girl comes to mind. I don’t mean this in a derogatory way. I loved Gossip Girl. Team Blair & Chuck all the way here. I even hated Serena with a passion… I was invested. It was pop culture at its finest.
But that’s all it was. Entertainment. There was nothing there to challenge me. To make me think of something in a different way. To create discomfort in me by exposing wounds I recognized but did not want scratched.
Gossip Girl was fun. Safe. It was pure and effective escapism. And there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. It all depends on what you’re in the mood for. What your need is at the moment. Perhaps mindless fun… perhaps something more.
Something more usually involves a great deal of introspection. Of scratching the veneer to reveal the ugly truths underneath. It takes courage. A willingness to sit with that uncomfortable feeling until it unlocks something within you. A realization. Perhaps about life. Perhaps about yourself. Perhaps about that person you love so deeply but that constantly hurts you. Perhaps you are the one who constantly hurts themselves…
There are shows like Euphoria… also YA. This book is Euphoria.
The writing is visceral. Some passages land like a punch to the gut. You’re a fly on the wall, bearing witness to the messy lives and choices of the protagonists. You see them at their lowest, their most toxic versions laid bare.
The author does not shy away from exposing her subjects in a very unflattering light… but the lens through which you view them is empathetic.
They're immature, selfish, and overcompensating. But they're also good-hearted, concerned, and authentic. They will remind you of someone. Someone you’ve once known… someone you might've cut off for being too toxic. Maybe… you will even recognize a version (or parts) of yourself.
And that is what this book does. Beyond providing the reader with a gripping and unflinchingly honest love story, it looks upon its players with kindness. It makes them relatable. You may not like them. But you understand them.
Ultimately, they are just two people struggling, hurting (themselves and others), and mostly… just trying their damn best. Like the rest of us.
Absolutely mind blown.
When I think of the term YA, the show Gossip Girl comes to mind. I don’t mean this in a derogatory way. I loved Gossip Girl. Team Blair & Chuck all the way here. I even hated Serena with a passion… I was invested. It was pop culture at its finest.
But that’s all it was. Entertainment. There was nothing there to challenge me. To make me think of something in a different way. To create discomfort in me by exposing wounds I recognized but did not want scratched.
Gossip Girl was fun. Safe. It was pure and effective escapism. And there is absolutely nothing wrong with that. It all depends on what you’re in the mood for. What your need is at the moment. Perhaps mindless fun… perhaps something more.
Something more usually involves a great deal of introspection. Of scratching the veneer to reveal the ugly truths underneath. It takes courage. A willingness to sit with that uncomfortable feeling until it unlocks something within you. A realization. Perhaps about life. Perhaps about yourself. Perhaps about that person you love so deeply but that constantly hurts you. Perhaps you are the one who constantly hurts themselves…
There are shows like Euphoria… also YA. This book is Euphoria.
The writing is visceral. Some passages land like a punch to the gut. You’re a fly on the wall, bearing witness to the messy lives and choices of the protagonists. You see them at their lowest, their most toxic versions laid bare.
The author does not shy away from exposing her subjects in a very unflattering light… but the lens through which you view them is empathetic.
They're immature, selfish, and overcompensating. But they're also good-hearted, concerned, and authentic. They will remind you of someone. Someone you’ve once known… someone you might've cut off for being too toxic. Maybe… you will even recognize a version (or parts) of yourself.
And that is what this book does. Beyond providing the reader with a gripping and unflinchingly honest love story, it looks upon its players with kindness. It makes them relatable. You may not like them. But you understand them.
Ultimately, they are just two people struggling, hurting (themselves and others), and mostly… just trying their damn best. Like the rest of us.
Absolutely mind blown.
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February 27, 2024i had high expectations for this book and i can’t believe i’m left disappointed. there was so much more potential for the characters, especially jace. it focused too much on blu’s growth, her development and we got nothing for jace? and can i just say that jace also needed to idk, get his shit together??? neither of them had a personality and if they did, it never was the same as if they were different kinds of people put into one. the storyline was flat ass plain and boring. and yes, the writing was overly poetic, too poetic that it couldn’t make any more sense for the characters which made them just as equally boring, i was close to dropping this in the middle of it.
October 10, 2023
I picked this up because I came across a quote that enticed me.. unfortunately the book itself fell extremely flat. So much potential but it just didn’t dig deep enough for me like I hoped it would.
November 3, 2023
Have you ever felt like a book just ruined you and you’re sitting twenty minutes in the same place? Unable to think, unable to do anything? That’s what I feel
March 9, 2024
Dnf at 40 percent. I normally don’t review books I didn’t finish but if I can spare one person I will.
If you saw a quote from this book on TikTok that made you want to read it, do not.
If you see this book on TikTok just keep scrolling.
The writing is incredibly juvenile, I was cringing from page one and the timelines were all over the place and made no sense to me. There was no flow either.
If you saw a quote from this book on TikTok that made you want to read it, do not.
If you see this book on TikTok just keep scrolling.
The writing is incredibly juvenile, I was cringing from page one and the timelines were all over the place and made no sense to me. There was no flow either.
February 24, 2024
2,5★ i would’ve hated these characters in real life. there was so much potential in here but unfortunately i felt like the approach needed more depth and maturity (it was so corny at times i wanted to scream)
January 27, 2023
WOW!! Just wow!! This is most definitely going on my favorite reads shelf, I am left completely speechless.
“You f*cked me over, you f*cked me up. And yet you come back every time. Why? Why do you insist on doing this to me?” His response may have been the most honest thing he’s ever said, and that terrified me. In one breath he shattered my soul. “you let me.”
This book broke me into pieces constantly and then put me back together, it was an emotional rollercoaster to say the least and I was here for every word of it. Beautifully written.
“You f*cked me over, you f*cked me up. And yet you come back every time. Why? Why do you insist on doing this to me?” His response may have been the most honest thing he’s ever said, and that terrified me. In one breath he shattered my soul. “you let me.”
This book broke me into pieces constantly and then put me back together, it was an emotional rollercoaster to say the least and I was here for every word of it. Beautifully written.
March 2, 2024
This book is for every mirrorball girlie. Every situationship girlie. It hurts but seeing someone clawing their back to their self is just worth it. I saw only one quote from this book and honestly? It passed the test for once. And that quote literally sums up this book. I would’ve recommended for every girl who struggles a little bit and tries to go through life bit by bit. Also I don’t want that alternative ending. I loved Beatrice very much. ❤️🩹
April 12, 2023
2 Stars. I read this because my sister really wanted me too, she even claimed I wouldn't like it. She was right.
1 star because I read the whole book.
The 2nd star is because the best thing about this book was the ending. I definitely don't mean the alternate one.
1 star because I read the whole book.
The 2nd star is because the best thing about this book was the ending. I definitely don't mean the alternate one.
January 11, 2024
“𝙬𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙜,” “𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙖𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙬𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙞𝙩.”
💔💔i saw one sad quote about this and i was SOLD, and oh did it deliver. i was in floods of tears. i really loved this, the way i related to so many aspects in this has me not okay!!! this was REALISTIC, it was not a fantasy, it was about navigating a toxic relationship and more importantly your own mental health and self worth and how others can affect that and how it plays a part in your relationships& friendships. this was one instance where i was so glad there wasn’t a hea for the characters. i could write a long long essay on this book& these characters.
"𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙪𝙥. 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙚𝙩, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚. 𝙬𝙝𝙮? 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝙙𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚?” 𝙞𝙣 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝, 𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡. "𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙚.”
this one hit a little too close to home for me!!! blu’s character development and raw journey with herself from start to finish made me so emotional. i love books like this because i love the painstaking journey. jace fucking boland. lord help me. as someone who has experienced a relationship dynamic similar to this in aspects, this was so real for me. i knew this was not a relationship to route for at the start but i did anyway, and as i progressed through the book i grew more angry along with blu. it’s such a complex relationship to look at, you can see in his pov all the struggles he deals with too& you sympathise with him, but what i was reading in his povs ab her?! i’m sorry NO. this man was never sure if he even liked her, which alone is enough. felt intrigued by her, had many of his own issues to work through, liked having her around because she was a constant and ‘made him feel good about himself’ and loved how she loved him, never having any intention of loving her back. he liked the idea but never followed through, he was never what she needed and she was begging for something from someone who planned to give nothing. SHE WAS HIS EGO BOOST AND THAT IS ALL!!!! his severe trauma from always being looked down on loved her attention and he perused her because she was there and he was ‘horny.’- something he also said himself. he told on himself the entire time!!! there was no way of redeeming his character in this for me, i can absolutely sympathise and feel for him though. he had good intentions but couldn’t deliver them, i know it too well.
“𝙞 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙞'𝙢 𝙬𝙖𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙤 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨."
what was so hard was despite it all really loving them both together and the idea of them being able to work. because he saw her and she saw him!!! you can be so blinded by wanting to take any form of love or attention somebody will give you and you can so easily convince yourself your fighting for something worth it because they’ve given you a sliver of what you so desperately want. it’s something you chase to feel even if it’s a fraction of what you deserve. i felt my heart break in their small vulnerable moments where you think oh they really get each other. but this shows you can not change someone!! if they are not willing to be what you need they never will be. never ignore how they really make you feel about yourself, that tells you everything you need. in the end blu deserved so much more than he was willing to offer her. and deserved to chose herself, love herself and find her worth, and that was the best ending to read wholeheartedly. i rooted for her the entire way through. my heart hurts now.
(this review was originally 4000 characters& i had to cut half out… that is how passionately i feel ab this book.)
“𝙗𝙮 𝙗𝙚𝙜𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙𝙚𝙙, 𝙞 𝙙𝙚𝙫𝙖𝙡𝙪𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙝, 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛-𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩.”
“𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙖 𝙗𝙤𝙮 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚.”
“𝙞 𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙖𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚, 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚.”
“𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙢𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝. 𝙖𝙣 𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙖𝙡. 𝙖 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙥𝙞𝙚𝙘𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛, 𝙖 𝙢𝙞𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙜𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨.”
“𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙢𝙚, 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙢 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙧𝙚, 𝙞’𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬.”
“𝙞 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙧. 𝙞 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛.”
“𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙜𝙪𝙮𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩, 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪." “𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪?”
𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙝 𝙞𝙩, 𝙗𝙡𝙪 𝙝𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣. 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚, 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙚.
"𝙖𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙚𝙜𝙞𝙣, 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙥 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜."
“𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙧. 𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙠. 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙪𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙩. 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙪𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙧. 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙧. 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙚. 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙪𝙚.”
“𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙣 𝙥𝙞𝙚𝙘𝙚𝙨.”
“𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙮 𝙙𝙖𝙮. 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩. 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙙𝙨, 𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙣, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙠𝙮. 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨. 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙪𝙣. 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣.”
"𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙝𝙞𝙢, 𝙗𝙡𝙪. 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙚, 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚. 𝙞’𝙢 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙡𝙮 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪." selfish indeed
“𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙠𝙚𝙥𝙩 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙖𝙙 𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙞𝙘𝙠 𝙤𝙛 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙧.” MY GOD. i have been her here.
“𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙙.”😭
"𝙞’𝙢 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤."
“𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙚. 𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙜𝙮. 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙙𝙤 𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙞𝙛 𝙞 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢. 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙞 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢. 𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙬 𝙞 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢. 𝙤𝙣𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙙, 𝙞’𝙙 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣.”
"𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩’𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤𝙙𝙖𝙮?"
“𝙖 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙚𝙙.” “𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩?” “𝙖 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙚𝙙.”
“𝙩𝙤𝙙𝙖𝙮, 𝙞 𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙚. 𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙬, 𝙞’𝙙 𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙚. 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧.”
"𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙢𝙚, 𝙞’𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙤𝙠𝙖𝙮, 𝙞’𝙡𝙡 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚."
𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙢. 𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙫𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙤𝙪𝙨𝙡𝙮, 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙧𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙧𝙖𝙬 𝙗𝙮 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚. 𝙞 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙'𝙫𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙢; 𝙝𝙚 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩. 𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙖𝙙𝙫𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩. 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙞𝙛 𝙞 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙧𝙪𝙣 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙚𝙜𝙤.
“𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩.” “𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙙," 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙. "𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚, 𝙗𝙡𝙪." PRETEND. oh my god.
💔💔i saw one sad quote about this and i was SOLD, and oh did it deliver. i was in floods of tears. i really loved this, the way i related to so many aspects in this has me not okay!!! this was REALISTIC, it was not a fantasy, it was about navigating a toxic relationship and more importantly your own mental health and self worth and how others can affect that and how it plays a part in your relationships& friendships. this was one instance where i was so glad there wasn’t a hea for the characters. i could write a long long essay on this book& these characters.
"𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙪𝙥. 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙚𝙩, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚. 𝙬𝙝𝙮? 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝙙𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚?” 𝙞𝙣 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝, 𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙤𝙪𝙡. "𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙢𝙚.”
this one hit a little too close to home for me!!! blu’s character development and raw journey with herself from start to finish made me so emotional. i love books like this because i love the painstaking journey. jace fucking boland. lord help me. as someone who has experienced a relationship dynamic similar to this in aspects, this was so real for me. i knew this was not a relationship to route for at the start but i did anyway, and as i progressed through the book i grew more angry along with blu. it’s such a complex relationship to look at, you can see in his pov all the struggles he deals with too& you sympathise with him, but what i was reading in his povs ab her?! i’m sorry NO. this man was never sure if he even liked her, which alone is enough. felt intrigued by her, had many of his own issues to work through, liked having her around because she was a constant and ‘made him feel good about himself’ and loved how she loved him, never having any intention of loving her back. he liked the idea but never followed through, he was never what she needed and she was begging for something from someone who planned to give nothing. SHE WAS HIS EGO BOOST AND THAT IS ALL!!!! his severe trauma from always being looked down on loved her attention and he perused her because she was there and he was ‘horny.’- something he also said himself. he told on himself the entire time!!! there was no way of redeeming his character in this for me, i can absolutely sympathise and feel for him though. he had good intentions but couldn’t deliver them, i know it too well.
“𝙞 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙞'𝙢 𝙬𝙖𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙤 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨."
what was so hard was despite it all really loving them both together and the idea of them being able to work. because he saw her and she saw him!!! you can be so blinded by wanting to take any form of love or attention somebody will give you and you can so easily convince yourself your fighting for something worth it because they’ve given you a sliver of what you so desperately want. it’s something you chase to feel even if it’s a fraction of what you deserve. i felt my heart break in their small vulnerable moments where you think oh they really get each other. but this shows you can not change someone!! if they are not willing to be what you need they never will be. never ignore how they really make you feel about yourself, that tells you everything you need. in the end blu deserved so much more than he was willing to offer her. and deserved to chose herself, love herself and find her worth, and that was the best ending to read wholeheartedly. i rooted for her the entire way through. my heart hurts now.
(this review was originally 4000 characters& i had to cut half out… that is how passionately i feel ab this book.)
“𝙗𝙮 𝙗𝙚𝙜𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙙𝙚𝙙, 𝙞 𝙙𝙚𝙫𝙖𝙡𝙪𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙝, 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛-𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩.”
“𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙖 𝙗𝙤𝙮 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚.”
“𝙞 𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙤𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙖𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚, 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚.”
“𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙢𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝. 𝙖𝙣 𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙖𝙡. 𝙖 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙥𝙞𝙚𝙘𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛, 𝙖 𝙢𝙞𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙨𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙜𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨.”
“𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙚𝙮𝙚𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙢𝙚, 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙢 𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙧𝙚, 𝙞’𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬.”
“𝙞 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙧. 𝙞 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙮𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛.”
“𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙜𝙪𝙮𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩, 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪." “𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙗𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪?”
𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙝 𝙞𝙩, 𝙗𝙡𝙪 𝙝𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙤𝙣. 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚, 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙘𝙚.
"𝙖𝙨 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙚𝙜𝙞𝙣, 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙥 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜."
“𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙧. 𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙠. 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙪𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙩. 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙪𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙧. 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙧. 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙪𝙚. 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙪𝙚.”
“𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙬𝙖𝙮𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙣 𝙥𝙞𝙚𝙘𝙚𝙨.”
“𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙮 𝙙𝙖𝙮. 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩. 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙙𝙨, 𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙞𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣, 𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙣, 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙠𝙮. 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨. 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙪𝙣. 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣.”
"𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙝𝙞𝙢, 𝙗𝙡𝙪. 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙚, 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚. 𝙞’𝙢 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙡𝙮 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪." selfish indeed
“𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙠𝙚𝙥𝙩 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙖𝙙 𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙨𝙞𝙘𝙠 𝙤𝙛 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙧.” MY GOD. i have been her here.
“𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙙.”😭
"𝙞’𝙢 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤."
“𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙚. 𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙜𝙮. 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙙𝙤 𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙞𝙛 𝙞 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢. 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙞 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢. 𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙬 𝙞 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢. 𝙤𝙣𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙙, 𝙞’𝙙 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣.”
"𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩’𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤𝙙𝙖𝙮?"
“𝙖 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙚𝙙.” “𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩?” “𝙖 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙚𝙙.”
“𝙩𝙤𝙙𝙖𝙮, 𝙞 𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙚. 𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙬, 𝙞’𝙙 𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙢𝙚. 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧.”
"𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙢𝙚, 𝙞’𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙤𝙠𝙖𝙮, 𝙞’𝙡𝙡 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚."
𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙢. 𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙫𝙞𝙘𝙞𝙤𝙪𝙨𝙡𝙮, 𝙢𝙮 𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙧𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙧𝙖𝙬 𝙗𝙮 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚. 𝙞 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙'𝙫𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙞𝙢; 𝙝𝙚 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩. 𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙖𝙙𝙫𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩. 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙞𝙛 𝙞 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙧𝙪𝙣 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙚𝙜𝙤.
“𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩.” “𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙙," 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙. "𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚, 𝙗𝙡𝙪." PRETEND. oh my god.
January 21, 2024
two very complicated but real characters whom i think if written about on a more deeper and more mature level would’ve been incredible but the writing in this book felt very… wattpad… very young… and just very surface level.
October 12, 2023
I never write reviews. Ever. I am tonight though. Don’t read this. Ok? Just don’t. I did so you don’t have to.
October 29, 2024
God that was painful to read. Unfortunately all the terrible reviews are correct. Imagine normal people met wattpad met an angsty teenage girl’s definition of “morally grey” characters. This handled sensitive topics in the most juvenile way possible. My first one star read of the year 🤧…
PLS GOD LET ME STOP TAKING RECOMMENDATIONS FROM BOOKTOK
PLS GOD LET ME STOP TAKING RECOMMENDATIONS FROM BOOKTOK
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