This was really sweet!! I think the chronic pain rep will be difficult for some to read because Vale has so much internalized ableism, but her growth was fantastic, and I couldn’t truly be mad at her because her actions felt very on-par with a kid dealing with the pressure and grief that she does. I also enjoyed the complexities in how her disability shaped her relationships with her family members, there was a lot about different ways people can unintentionally be unhelpful. (Especially in the isolating experience of being the only disabled person in a household.)
I also loved how the sometimes complicated nature of first crushes was handled, and that it didn’t lead to a full-fledged romance!! Again, appropriate for the age group, and I feel like this is probably the best way I’ve seen how crushing and envy can intersect with each other (especially with gay people, but Vale being newly disabled adds another layer)! Vale’s initial denial was kinda funny, too. Myrka was sweet, even if it was a little painful how much Vale questioned her intentions. However, I’m not sure if she feels the same way?
Another element I really appreciated was Vale moving on from her former friendship with Stephanie. I’d normally be angry about the slight ambiguity in their fallout, but it’s clearly intentional, and imo it ties into the multiple complicated dynamics in this book. (Like… although she clearly noticed Vale’s issues with perfectionism, and it put a wedge in their friendship, Stephanie also sucks, and I think those two truths can coexist LOL.) I thought the interactions between Amanda and Vale were adorable, Amanda’s definitely doing her best to help but it doesn’t just feel like pity.
The reason I didn’t rate this book higher is that none of the prose particularly wowed me? Nothing memorable was done with the poetry format. Some of the emotions feel more vivid than others, and this is another novel in-verse where the free verse feels akin to regular prose being broken into pieces. It did at least make it very easy to breeze through, though. And in the vein of several other middle grades, the resolution happened a little quickly in my opinion, and I feel like a couple issues—particularly ones with the parents— weren’t properly addressed??
I’m not sure if this is the strongest of Andrea Beatriz Arango’s catalogue, but I liked it for what it was, and I’m curious about her other middle grade novels.