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443 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 12, 2024
“I’m not a good bet, Tallus. I’m serious.”
“A date?”
“Yes. I fucking miss you. Not having you around is… It’s fucking me up even more. I’m going ballistic. I’ll do my best. I swear. It might not ever be good enough, and I’ll probably disappoint you, but—”
I closed our distance, took his face between my palms, and kissed him. “You are so good enough, and I’d love to go out with you.”
I wanted to give Tallus what he unknowingly gave me. Comfort. But I was not worthy.
We got off the phone, and I sat in confusion, unsure what exactly had happened and how I’d been talked into investigating a bullshit alleged mind-controlling psychic who Tallus thought was killing people. “Motherfucker.”
“Not everyone sees the beautiful man under the scorned exterior.”
I might never figure out what Tallus saw in me, but he made me want to be a better person. I would learn how to be a good boyfriend. I would learn how to communicate, to be intimate. I would do everything in my power not to fuck this up.
“ID,” I hissed under my breath. “What? Forget yours again?” he mumbled. “Diem. I will sit on your lap and make you discuss your feelings if you don’t show this lovely woman your ID.”
“Tallus,” he said through clenched teeth. “I’m not leaving.” “Tallus, you—” “I’m going to kiss you.” “But—” I went to my toes and kissed him.
I was the darkness, and Tallus was the light. The two of us couldn’t exist together. Didn’t he know? One would always chase the other away.
I hadn’t cried since I was eight years old, but I wanted to cry right then and there. Because the moment wouldn’t last. It was fleeting. Stolen. It wasn’t mine to have.