Serena Malcolm is barely keeping her head above water.
When an accident kills her father and disables her mother, Serena’s idyllic life in Birch Falls ceases to exist. Gone are the days of parties, study dates and a carefree life. At the tender age of 18, she finds herself stepping into a parental role with only her best friend, Kai, and an elderly neighbor as her support system.
After spending two years lost in a balancing act of caring for her mother, working two jobs, and graduating college, Serena forgets what it’s like to be cared for. That is, until Dominick Reeves, a devastatingly handsome cop with a sexual intensity that cannot be ignored, swoops into Serena’s life.
What starts as a whirlwind romance begins to turn sinister as Dominick increasingly asserts control over her world. Serena may have wished for escape, but she finds herself in exile.
Exile is an adult contemporary romance that deal with some darker themes, including DV, manipulation, controlling partners, police injustice, dubious consent and parental loss. It is intended for mature audiences only
Poppy Fitzgerald is an emerging author of romance novels. Poppy calls the beautiful Blue Ridge Mountains home, with her husband, two sons, mostly absentee cat, and overly affectionate Golden Doodle. Poppy enjoys any and all romance genres and tropes, but loves to play around with popular tropes and turn them on their heads to come up with something not commonly seen. When she’s not writing she usually has her head buried in her kindle, reading smut. She also communicates fluently in GIFs and sarcasm and loves making her readers cry.
If you’re looking for a low-angst romance novel where the couple gets together, maybe with some hijinks, but without big drama or feels? Exile is not that book. But if you’re looking to get frustrated, cry, and be otherwise emotionally wrecked before you’re sewn back together again for a sweet, well-deserved happy ending? Exile by Poppy Fitzgerald is that book.
Having read Fitzgerald’s previous book, Astray, I had an idea of what to expect going into Exile. Namely, that red flags would actually be red flags. And yet, despite knowing that—that Dominick was not end game for Serena, and that he was actually a danger to her—I found myself liking him in the beginning.
He said he wanted to take care of Serena. He said he could help her with her financial problems so she wouldn’t have to worry about it anymore. He literally said, “I take care of what’s mine” and despite him saying that really goddamn early (like after one date), I wanted that for her. I have several conflicted annotations in my kindle where I highlighted things Dom said that I liked and thought were hot even though I knew they were the breadcrumbs that would lead me to his controlling, violent nature.
Which, of course, they did.
And knowing that I was watching Serena fall in love with a dangerous man (in the bad way) was pretty unsettling, if I’m being honest. Especially considering Fitzgerald so skillfully set us up to fall for Dominick’s charm as well, and in doing so showed us how insidious abusive and controlling behavior can be. But I breathed through my discomfort because I knew that the payoff—her romance with Kai—would be worth it (and it was).
Something I find so special about Exile (and also Astray), is Fitzgerald’s ability to subvert expectations when it comes to the villain. Given I read a lot of dark romance where the morally-fucked man—who often says the exact same things Dominick tells Serena—is the hero, these books are a good reminder that context matters.
I can often root for a fucked power dynamic in a dark romance because of the context of the fantasy the author has developed (for example, a gritty mafia world where there are huge gender dynamics at play, and the hero is still the best choice because at least he hates human trafficking). But Fitzgerald’s Birch Falls universe mimics the real world, so real world rules apply. In that context, Dom’s behavior is terrifying.
I would be remiss if I didn’t at least briefly touch on the racial power dynamics at play in general in Exile. Dom is a white cop. Serena is biracial. Kai is Black. All of which matters a whole hell of a lot in this book. Because I wasn’t only scared for Serena, I was terrified for Kai. I white-knuckled my way through most of the latter half of the book, because of the suspense added by that racial power dynamic.
I feel like I’ve spent most of this review talking about the scary stuff! But Exile also had really sweet moments. Kai was just so supportive and caring, and without giving away spoilers, did things for Serena that showed he actually loved her (as opposed to loving the idea of possessing her). Watching them realize their feelings for each other felt real (that accidental boob grab, am I right?) and gave me the best kind of gooey feelings. So, yeah, like I said earlier, the payoff was definitely worth it. You just have to get ripped apart a bit first.
As a reader, there are certain hard lines I use to not read books I already know I will respond negatively towards and for me the white MMC, being a cop/officer, is hands down a big nope for me. It's difficult reading anything resembling a dark romance with a white male cop as the leading man.
So why did I take the plunge with this book? Simple....the author is tots talented and amazing, and by all social media accounts, I knew she put the work & effort in to craft a beautiful love story about resilience and about abuse and gaslighting.
#SuspensefulRomance We have Kai and Serena best friends forever, but neither really see the other as more because their friendship is so important and then comes in Mr. Cop man. He's charming, sweet, and clearly sees Serena as a catch. What unfolds next is a series of small gestures and moves that snowball until the climatic suspense twists.
#Trauma What emerged was such a beautiful sweet romance within the swirling background of dark, heavy topics. Check the TW because the author isn't playing. There are forms of sexual manipulation and coercion, sexual assault, and physical battery. This author just has a light feather touch with this type of material. Plus! The suspense stories are always so unbelievably well done. I mean, the way this author layers a scene to be one way until the twisty reveal...she's just re-readable. You read the book once, and you are forced to go back and reread it again and even again. I know I did. I kept re-reading passages to get those sweet nuggets of reveals.
#sweetsummerchild Kai and Serena were... a lot at times, I had to check my experiences at the door. Black Americans are not a monolith. We don't all think the same or have the same blanket fears. Kai and Serena were really well crafted characters. You could see the carefulness that the author used. There were moments I genuinely didn't like Serena, but she was so adequately portrayed as a college student. She was such a sweetheart. And it's normal not to always like everything a character does.
I couldn't get mad. Serena from Book 1 in this series was serving Jada Pinkett cicra 94. I thought she was a small badah type pixie woman in a short hair cut with a didn't suffer fools attitude. This book she is more Halle Berry circa 92. A little unsure of herself classic beauty. Quiet, but trying to figure life out. A symbol of girl next door attraction. We watched Serena's growth throughout the novel.
And sweet ole Kai was just handled perfectly. He was pure perfection. An adorable puppy. Watching him slowly realize that he's in love with his best friend was so cute. Sooo who really is the MMC in this romance? The way he stood up for Serena was classic Poppy-coded Golden Retrieverism. However, Poppy did a great job with Dom as well. He really was a great guy. Dom came on string but knew what he wanted and guiding Serena when she was floundering in a way only an older more established man can do.
#violenceinsuspense Did I say....Poppy can write her a-s-s off! I mean, really, though. The scenes were high nail biting tension. Kai and Serena were little fluffballs in the middle of a raging storm. Them being the soft landing to the trauma was definitely nice. All the interactions with Dom leave you deeply thinking. The erie and slightly unsettling emotion Poppy sets with the protests as a backdrop, and the courtship and police presence really add so many dimensions.
Miss Poppy…wow. I was excited for Serena’s story and to learn more about what happened in her past that influenced her to become a police officer, but I was not expecting all of this. Serena’s story, while unique to her and her situation, is a story I think a lot of people can relate to. There are numerous extremely sensitive topics in this book, and Poppy handled them with such care and delicacy, while also highlighting these very real life issues.
Serena is a 20 year old, stressed out, working 2 jobs, college student with the additional task of being primary caretaker for her mom after a traumatic accident left her unable to fully care for herself. Due to all of this, Serena misses some very glaring red flags and finds herself in a very scary situation feeling like she’s lost all hope to get out.
Exile is another fast paced, keep you on your toes, put you through every emotion possible book from Poppy Fitzgerald that I absolutely recommend!
I really enjoy this authors writing, but for the wrong reasons. I love the villains she writes the bad guys especially Dominick who wanted to impregnate Serena and is abusive *swoon sigh* if only poppy the writer can come over to the dark side, but she only writes heroes aka good guys who ends up with the heroine. 😭👎🏻
I'll say this, Poppy really knows how to ratchet up the reader anxiety, and Exile is the latest example.
As someone with lived experience in some of the behaviours shown in this book, there were more than a few gut clenches at key points. I can't go into detail because spoilers, but the red and green flags and the gradual reveal of the long game was an emotional rollercoaster.
I'm a reader who will glance at trigger warnings and shrug them off because I'm a strong, independent woman, right? Right? That said, I found myself in an abusive relationship many years ago and couldn't recognise it for what it was until I was on the other side. I certainly recognised it in Exile, a few memories came back, followed by immense relief that I got out.
The initial descriptions of Dom had my ovaries whispering to read just one more chapter (it was getting late), and then I was sad for best friend Kai who was so lovely, so dependable that the dude had become wallpaper in her life. Always there but just never seen. For a moment there I had a lovely sense of security in thinking I knew what was going to happen. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
Poppy's story and character development is spot on at showing how insidious the red flag behaviour can be. There can be green flags everywhere, but the red flags have a way of narrowing the line of sight, and WOW she does this oh so well. Serena isn't a weak character, but she was vulnerable, and that's the difference. Her family and financial situation was a particular pain point, and one that is so very easily manipulated. The guilt of leaning on friends made accepting it from someone outside the social circle was easier. Oh boy.
The societal issues were handled so well, and I know that's a really glib way of putting it. I'm not American, and there are similar issues where I am. All I can say is that the fear of being unable to turn to the people who should be safe is a universal truth, and was solidly written.
If you know of someone who might be in this kind of situation, check out Poppy's books - Astray and Exile. At the very least it will show you just how easily it can happen. I had emotional support snacks on standby while I was reading, because once the tension points in the story kicked off there was no way I was stopping. Oh, and cups of tea. So yes, keep up your salt/sugar and stay hydrated while reading.
When Poppy announced ARC registrations were open, I may have squealed like a pig on honeymoon. Read, remembered my experience, gave thanks, loved and reviewed. Whilst I've received my copy of Exile in the form of the ARC, I've since re-read Astray on Kindle Unlimited, and have purchased (pre-ordered in Exile's case) the e-books outright.
And now I wait for Poppy's next book. No pressure, Poppy, but ... totally pressure.
Oh my god. I have never been so stressed reading a book in my LIFE! It was captivating. I loved every second of reading this book. It is making me want to go back and read Astray. Spoilers ahead!!
First of all, Serena is hilarious. I loved her internal dialogue. She is smart, hard-working, loving, empathetic. She feels so real, like a friend you would be thankful to have. When she started noticing the red flags Dominick was waving, her rationalization and forgiveness for him was so natural. For the first roughly 30% of this book I was convinced Kai was going to end up stalking her because I believed Dominick was a good guy. What did him in for me was when he took ReRe to the cabin, after telling her he’d pack her toiletries, and he had “forgotten” her birth control. I was instantly mortified. It seems like such an innocent mistake. Beautifully (and horrifyingly, I might add) written.
Kai. Oh, sweet baby Kai. I love him. He can do no wrong in my eyes. Buying Serena’s house, never letting up on checking in on her, being THERE for her. God, how wonderful. Thank god he didn’t end up being the horrible abuser I thought he would, lol.
I could go on and on about every character and how just REAL they felt. Marie with her annoyance at being pregnant. Mrs. G. being a funny old lady. Eric with his power hungry, disgusting cop vibes. Dane, the rookie who just wants to make a difference. I was on the edge of my seat the whole time. I felt for Serena while she was working two jobs. I fell for Dominick’s charms. I was genuinely terrified for Serena when Dominick’s abuse started escalating. Right along with Serena, I was convinced something horrible was going to happen to Kai or his family or Serena’s mom. Dominick’s influence was so genuinely terrifying. I am so happy that Serena got away, and that she has a whole family that cares about her.
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So based on book one I was expecting all the yummy suspense that poppy delivers and BOY DID SHE! this book is actually set before and during the first book if that makes sense?
Sabrina who is the female officer that helps Eloise touched upon her past well this is her story and grab the popcorn babes cause it’s an intense one!
Poppy writes about a lot of things that genuinely happen and red flags that we all see to gloss over! this book had me in the feels man I didn’t know weather to love or hate both mmc’s 😂😭
This story grabs your attention from the get go and has you literally reading in suspense and a constant state of anxiety and if that doesn’t make you want to pick this book up, then idk what will 👏✨
I was an emotional wreck. I was angry at Dominick he the worst kind of person everything he did .Kai, I knew he was a good person, good man. He would do anything to protect Serena. Dominick and Eric, I truly dislike them. I more than dislike them they are vile and horrible cops .I won't say too much. Just know there is a DV in this book, so please look at the TW before reading cause this book deserves honest reviews and not hate .these aren't real people. Please make sure you understand that .I loved the ending so much . Serena mom Laura, she mamabear for sure I love that about her
This book is full of emotions. Serena is a hard working college student trying to take care of her mom after the death of her father. She struggles as any twenty something year old would with trying to balance college, work, family and friends. This is where Dominick sees his opening and where he makes her his.
Serena sees him as this sexy older guy who wants her and wants to take care of her. Thankfully she has a friend, Kai, who sees Dominick for what he really is.
This is a story of how to escape from a dangerous relationship and how love may be closer than you think. Poppy does a brilliant job taking you through the emotional upheaval of new love, dangerous love, and redeeming love.
If you aren’t into romance thrillers with dark themes this book will not be for you. Keep scrolling… But for those of you whose interest I’ve peaked and are wanting to know more, Exile is absolutely jaw dropping amazing! It had me white knuckle gripping my kindle, angry, crying, and on the edge of my seat THE 👏 WHOLE 👏 TIME 👏!!!! This was an emotional roller coaster of a book that I didn’t want to get off of! Falling in love, getting freaking gutted and then falling even more in love….this book has it all. A young college girl working 2 jobs, taking care of her mother. An extremely sexy, tall dark and handsome cop who sweeps her off her feet and will take care of everything now, and a childhood best friend who is a little more than weary. Yet, who do you trust when you can’t trust the police. Exile tells Serena’s story of overcoming gaslighting, manipulation, abuse and so much more…and that even when you feel beyond broken, true love is still possible. It portrays great mental health representation and touches on current racial issues between blacks and law enforcement. I loved this book. I also just loved Serena, the FMC. Even when broken she is still so strong. At 20 I’d be blind to the red flags too, but at 35 I’m screaming RUN GIRL RUN!!!! Not only was there plot but there was delicious spice, and I’m not talking the pumpkin spice lattes. IT WAS SPICY🥵 🌶️ !!! I will definitely be recommending this book for those who love darker romance like me!
Serena is just doing her best—working at a coffee shop, going to school and caring for her mother who still suffers from the consequences of a tragedy that changed their family dynamic forever. She feels the weight of the world on her shoulders, so when Dom, an attractive older man in uniform, comes along, his promise to take care of her feels like a welcome reprieve. That is, until Serena begins to find herself being isolated and controlled.
Kai, Serena’s BFF, knows something isn’t right, and as he begins to lose his connection to her as a result of Dom’s jealous ways, he comes to realize he and Serena were meant for more than friendship.
Fitzgerald approaches sensitive subject matters and a diverse cast of characters with care and thoughtfulness. She does an excellent job of showing how abusers groom their victims in subtle and insidious ways. Serena is such a relatable and likable character, and watching her fall into this troubling situation is gut wrenching. But the payoff will have you jumping up and down, cheering on a few unlikely heroes. I love the tie in to Fitzgerald’s first novel, Astray, and readers of this book will recognize a call back or two.
Exile is a fast-paced and compelling read that will leave you wanting to follow these characters into future stories.
Omg omg omg omg. This is an ARC review. Honestly I am just so honored I was given a chance to read Exile. My heart went on a roller coaster ride and I was grabbed in the first couple chapters. This is exactly what I needed after my reading slump. This book was perfection. I know as an author myself, the dedication and work that goes into a masterpiece and Poppy has a masterpiece. I loved Kai so much in this story. I never wanted it to end! I need sooo much more but I'm so happy with how it all turned out at the same time. I think the biggest importance of this book is the dedication it shows to the POC community as well as shedding light on some real issues we see in society and I love how inclusive it was. Don't miss out on an amazing book. This is one that I can't wait to own on my shelf. Amazing work.
Well Poppy did it again! Had me all in my feelings, like I was literally feeling how Serena felt the entire time.
The way the story slowly showed you how things can get bad really fast when ppl of authority take advantage of said authority. It literally can end lives.
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I was swept up in the wonderful persona that Dominick was at the beginning, until he threatened Kai, the nerve. After that I was sooooo done with him. I felt all the confusing emotions Serena had. All the heartache of losing a parent and then shouldering the responsibility of taking care of the remaining parent. Dominick took advantage of all of that and manipulated Serena to the point that she had to fight for life.
Throughout all of this Serena had her best friend Kai, always looking out for her, always there, always. This is definitely dark with a side of friends to lovers romance. I wish we had more of it. Like WAY MORE!! I forever ship #serenaandkai
Thanks Poppy for having me as part of your ARC team. I thoroughly enjoyed this book and can't wait for the next one. By the way this is my honest review, I really do enjoy Poppy's books 😁
Once again, Poppy has done it! I’ve been hooked since her debut novel Astray. Her second book did not disappoint! I am actually very impressed with the depth of her ability as a writer and how this story was so unique! For me it still held the romantic suspense subplot, but it was so much more than that. It was about discovering who you are, learning about love, navigating through hardships, and finding the strength to get out of a bad situation.
Her characters were once again, incredibly relatable. The story one that needed to be told. I love REAL stories that make me feel like these characters could be some of my best friends in real life and Poppy achieved that! I hope that those who have suffered from being in an abusive or unhealthy relationship can find strength and hope in Serena’s story.
WOW!! Just wow!! I LOVED THIS BOOK!! This is Dom, Serena & Kai's story & it wasn't an easy read at all. This deals with RL issues. She meets Dom & is really attracted to him, but he has issues. Kai has loved her for a long time & has really been trying to keep it from her. Dom isn't a good guy at all & is so awful to her, after he gets her in his clutches. By then she's so involved with him, she doesn't even realize what's happening. Justice is served, although it takes a while. I loved that Kai was there for her through it all & they make such a great couple. They deserve the HEA, it was well fought for. Please, please keep in mind this isn't an easy read. Highly recommend this book & author.
This was my first Poppy Fitzgerald book and it won't be my last! Her writing is phenomenal and this story is fantastic! Serena is so likable and I can't think of anyone who wouldn't want to be best friends with her. She's smart, witty, and serves coffee which is my favorite thing on the planet. Yep, we could be best friends. 😂 If you're into friends to lovers, this is the book for you. Heed the trigger warnings, as it gets heavy, but it's 100% worth the read! A+++ all around. I'm excited for another!
CW: Ooh, lots! It's definitely a darker romance. Domestic violence, sexual assault, police violence.
Tropes: Secondary love interest/love triangle, friends to lovers, angsty
Review: If you're looking for a more traditionally romance novel version of It Ends With Us, this is it. This book is plot-driven and has a good cohesive storyline. I thought it was missing some depth that would have given some extra oomph to the emotional resonance. It actually would have done better with more length to it.
HEA includes marriage and talk of starting having babies.
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Poppy has an incredible way of drawing you into the story. I truly could not put this book down! I need so much more when it comes to hearing about Serena and Kai!! She truly deserves all the credit for showing how discreet DV can be while still delivering an incredible happy ending.
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I’m normally too lazy to leave a review but I really enjoyed this read. The story is well written and had me on my toes wanting to know what would happen next.
Literally Poppy outdid herself on this one. Serena's backstory was tragic and beautiful. I LOVE Kai, and he reminds me a lot of my own guy. I love what happened to Dom, but omg I was biting my acrylic thru this one.
What I liked most about Exile is that it demonstrates how easy it is to fall into an abusive relationship and how difficult it can be to get yourself out of it, especially if the abusive partner is in law enforcement. Watching Serena fall in love with Dom is like watching a slow moving train wreck - you can see what is going to happen but you are absolutely powerless to stop it. While she misses the red flags, it is easy for the reader to see what Serena is blind to - Dom engineering her dependency on him, his manipulation, the attempts to baby trap her, the attempts to isolate her, the emotional abuse, the progression to physical abuse, and his possessiveness. Dom’s abuse of his power as a decorated Birch Falls police officer is also apparent as is how he uses that power to trap Serena and terrorize her best friend Kai. This is a nail biter of a romantic suspense with a satisfying happy ending. *Check Trigger Warnings as there are some difficult situations that may be triggering to some people.
After reading Astray, I loved Serena and wanted nothing more than to find out about her past and what made her such a strong, resilient woman. Exile perfectly portrays the sensitive subject of abuse. As you read you slowly learn with Serena to see the red flags of Dom and how quickly they escalate, leaving her feeling trapped and helpless. This story really shows us the inter-workings of both toxic love and true pure love, as you ride the rollercoaster of life and emotions with Serena, Dom and Kai. Poppy did a fabulous job building these characters and giving us a way to feel connected to them.