An intense read with a lot of kink and an unhinged male leadbthat is capable of been the sweetest and kindest soul if you let him and if you trust him….There are a lot of BDSM elements in the story, some extreme for some ppl and others not so. But all these lead to yummy smexy scenes between the characters.
Marcus is a wounded soul and a scared body and mind. He is OTTA, possessive as h3ll, unhinged, mentally unstable just a bit(!), protective, and so in love. He is in love with a call girl, but he doesn't mind, bc hebis there in her lifebto nake it better, happier, to make her fantasies and dreams come true. He pretends to play, but all he does is be serious. He panishes her as she likes, he keeps her as she asks, he commits to full powe exchange as she asked. She lives and breathes for her, for her happiness, for her to be with him forever.
Ruth is a little…..whiny, she can make up her mind, and she starts challenges she can't pull through. Although she feels deep about Markus since the very beginning, she continues to get away from him bc she can't believe this is real. Her life with him can't be really that good, she can't have that happiness, he has to give it to sooner else that deserves it! I mean…..giiiiiirl he reassures you through the whole story that this is real, this can be real if you accept it, he did all these for you, he built your dream house, with everything you told him at times that you wanted…..he keeps telling you these all are yours if YOU. JUST . ACCEPT IT….But nooooooooo, you can't accept it bc MAYBE one day he might get bored of you blah blah blah. Her indecision is hurting my brain and mental health!
The pase of the book is just at the right "speed" , the scenes are all intense, the poem that she writes heartbreaking, Marcus' inerdialogs and voices are to die for(you will laugh, you will get sad, you willn swoon). Friendships are strong and understanding, and supportive… and the smuty parts are sparce but extremely hot and intence. Overall is a great book
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.