3 Stars..... Oh Gosh, this was another very conflicted read for me:(
SPOILERS AHEAD: Read with CAUTION!!!!!!!
OK, so I finished this last night and when I woke up, I still felt the same. Sometimes I read a book and while left to ponder, it actually gives me time for it to sink in and sometimes I realize, hey, I loved it. This story wasn't that feeling for me.
What I didn't like:
Sex with OW...yea for me I don't want to read a graphic sex scene with lead male with other women, yes, it was just one and before they got together BUT I hated every second of it:( Sorry, sometimes I can be ok with it but in this story, no I wasn't!
Depressing, depressing, depressing, YES, I KNOW that was the "theme" of the story in a sense but gosh, it was just a sad read from start to finish, even their time together which btw wasn't long enough at all for me, was overshadowed by doom and gloom!
I truly hated knowing how he treated her way back when, ughhhh, sorry I know it was when they were "kids" but it just was a total turn off for me. I found it so hard to connect with them and then learning his brother was really near perfect didn't help either, lolololol, sometimes you get a back story on what you thought was perfect only to realize, hmmmm he wasn't but in this case yes, the dead brother Gage WAS near perfect. I get that Crew's "sacrifice" was part to do with it for giving her up BUT, no, just a big no for me.
Ever, omg, I LOVED this kid. She may have been the brightest star in this story for me.....
I wanted and needed to see Crew's reaction to the pregnancy and yet didn't get that. The epilogues were ehhhh just ok and I feel that way because I wanted, no actually I NEEDED so much MORE on these 2 together. The last part of the book was rushed and I didn't enjoy it because it was like BAM, all over, I even went back to re-read thinking did I miss stuff??? I felt like between the end of fight and epilogue so much was missing for me personally.
What I loved: Sorry, this is so hard for me but here goes:
Crew, I truly loved him, but again the past sort of dictated my hard time to connect. He was so freaking good to them though and I loved seeing it but just wished I had "more" if that makes sense.....
Ever and Julia, LOVED them. Ever was such a beautiful little girl and like I said the brightest star of the story for me. Julia, I really did love her BUT she was too depressing for me. I get it, yes, I know BUT still......... I guess Julia and Crew's coming back together just didn't play out convincing enough for me. Maybe because I needed a lot more of their relationship building, etc.....
Olivia, what a wonderful lady, OMG, loved her:)
Overall, this story that I was excited to read just sort of fell flat for me and this is just my own personal feelings! I know I am in the minority but I can't help how I felt while reading and how I still feel after digesting it. This was my first read by this author but certainly not my last. I always give a new author that I read a second chance if I am not completely sold on that first book I read and I definitely plan on giving her another go in the future!