For someone with borderline personality disorder, your traumas are like infinite parallel worlds of mirrors that are your bad experiences, and you're trapped in the middle, trying to figure out which reflection of yourself is the true you. Redemption is not an option... When you have BPD, nothing feels real except for what you are feeling at a particular moment in your life. That's who you are. It becomes your concrete reality... Now, imagine how many identities you create over hundreds of X, Y, and Z moments in your life!
Stay... In Morse Code is a powerful and unflinching exploration of love, trauma, and self-discovery through the lens of borderline personality disorder (BPD). For someone living with BPD, life is a maze of emotional extremes, where every moment feels like a mirror reflecting a distorted version of oneself. Trapped between these infinite reflections, the protagonist grapples with understanding who they truly are amidst the chaos of their own feelings.
This book delves into the heart-wrenching realities of living with a mind that constantly shifts, creating countless identities based on past traumas, fleeting relationships, and the desperate search for validation. For the protagonist, redemption feels out of reach—an elusive concept in a world where nothing seems real except the emotions in the present moment. With each passing interaction, they try to make sense of their fractured self, battling a sense of abandonment and self-doubt.
Through this raw and honest narrative, Stay... In Morse Code offers a glimpse into the often-overlooked struggle of those with BPD, illustrating the complexity of love, loyalty, and personal healing. Yet, in the midst of this emotional turmoil, there lies a message of hope and resilience. This story is a testament to the courage it takes to confront one’s past, rebuild self-worth, and ultimately find peace in the most unexpected places.
A must-read for anyone seeking to understand the deep emotional complexity of BPD or anyone who has ever struggled with finding themselves amidst the echoes of their past, Stay... In Morse Code is a story of survival, self-empowerment, and the painful, yet empowering journey toward self-love.