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⚾️ 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳’𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥
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✿.。.:* ☆:**:. 𝐒𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐒𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐝 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 .:*☆*.:。.✿
𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐒𝐡𝐞𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐝 (H) gets traded in by the Cobras, and requests to play for the Kodiaks in efforts to reconnect with 𝐊𝐞𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐃𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐬 (h) the Public Relations Director and the love of his life. When her brother passed away from a baseball injury, she shut Wils out from her life and eight years later they find themselves in the same environment again because of his doing. She feels responsible for her brother’s death because she thinks Jack got distracted during his final game, after discovering she was with his best friend. Therefore, she is in denial about her feelings about Wils years later and refuses to love him because all she sees is the mistake they made years ago. However, Wils is persistent and is willing to fight for her, until he leaves it up to her to fight for him. The book focuses on loss, feelings of guilt, and allowing yourself to get closure after losing a loved one — moving on but not forgetting. Wilson started the 23 Trauma Center in tribute to Jack to specialize in head traumas and severe sports injuries. He set out to have grief counseling for families and anger counseling for the families and victims.
*•.¸♡ ★·.·´ 𝑹𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 ★·.·´¯`·.·★ ♡¸.•*
“𝙅𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚? 𝙉𝙤𝙩 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙞𝙚; 𝙄 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙄’𝙢 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙥𝙚𝙣-𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙜𝙚𝙧𝙮。 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙨𝙖𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙗𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙥𝙚𝙣。 𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙖𝙢 𝙄 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙣? 𝙒𝙝𝙮 𝙙𝙤 𝙄 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙗𝙚𝙜𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚?”
The main reason I didn’t like this book was because Kenni was so indecisive and it felt like she was messing with Wils feelings. She would tell him she loved him, sleep with him and push him away the very next moment. She did that repeatedly and it was unfair to him because he fought for her so many times and put himself in a vulnerable position, only for her to reject him again. I’m not saying she didn’t love him because she did, but the way she approached her fear of loving him was standoffish. It took him crashing and being in the hospital for her to fight for him. I hated that he had to have an almost near death experience for her to realize that she really loved him. While I understand that she still blamed herself for her brother’s death and everyone grieves differently, she should have had a conversation with Wils instead of making him feel like the problem. He told her every second that he loved her, and she still doubted it and made him feel guilty when he didn’t want to fight for her anymore. She gave him mixed signals, she wanted to be with him but didn’t want to fight for him. When she did admit her feelings, she would run off but didn’t want to see him happy or moving on. She made him feel guilty for moving on and making new friends because she thought it was unfair to her brother Jack.
“𝙃𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧. 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨。 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙄 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙝𝙞𝙢。”
I hate that she made him feel like his relationship with Jack meant nothing. It was unfair of her to judge him for trying to move on with his life and form new relationships. When he developed the friendship with Patrick and he was finally allowing himself to have a best friend, she said that she was replacing Jack. It was eight-years, he was just trying to live his life, it’s not like he would ever forget his best friend. Jack will no doubt be apart of his life forever, but Kenni had no right to act like they weren’t brothers because they were, not blood but still family. It was moments like these where I didn’t like her character because she made everything about how she was feeling but never stopped to think about how Jack’s death impacted everyone else. It’s okay that she was dealing with his death her own way, but she cut off Wils with no explanation to the point where he had to transfer schools when he was younger because he had no support system anymore. She also thought about all the time they lost, but things could have been different if they had talked to each other during that rough patch — they did get closure with knowing that Jack accepted them together and the day he passed he wasn’t distracted by them. Turns out, Avery, his girlfriend at the time, told him she was pregnant so he has a kid :(( It feels like I know Jack’s character because of how present he was in the story through memories, and he deserved a better ending.
𝐎𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐥, the book could have been better without the entire story being miscommunication and on and off indecision about their relationship. Wils knew he wanted to be with her all along, it’s just Kenni that didn’t realize she truly loved him until the 80% mark.