Tropes: friends to lovers, idiots to lovers, double bi-awakening, workplace romance
Feels: 5/5
Steam*: 4/5
Kinks: praise kink, liking taking orders, dirty talk, toys
Angst: low
HEA: yes
Pairing: MM
Triggers/potential icks/content warnings: fear of parents being homophobic
Cheating between MCs: No
Any cheating: No
Other person drama: There's no real other person drama. Once they hook up, they aren't with anyone else. Miles pretends he's going to hook up with Cody's ex at one point to steal a dog.
Reread July 10, 2026
Five stars! This book is definitely a keeper and future comfort reread for me! Top tier! It had everything
Miles is 24. He is a goalie who is finally in his rookie year in the NHL after doing his time in the lower leagues. He is very close to his parents and his team is in his hometown so he lives with his parents, happily because he's so close to them. He's also afraid they're homophobic because they've always said things like Love The sinner, hate the sin. He's always identified as straight but really it's out of fear of homophobia from his parents. When he was in college he was part of the frat group in the frat wars series and he saw a bunch of his frat brothers coming out. It opens his eyes, made him curious, made him try pegging and love it which should have been a sign. Miles is a very friendly guy. He introduces himself to his team by bringing everyone friendship bracelets he made them. He's quirky, he has pet rocks that are his lucky charm but he talks to, and he names the net and talks to her. He gives off the frat boy / idiot vibe.
Cody Bilson is 31. He's been divorced four times. He didn't have a good relationship with his parents and he's always seeking a serious relationship to compensate, but he jumps too fast, gets desperate, ties people to him and is clingy and then realizes they aren't a good match. He's swearing off women even as casual hookups to prevent himself from glomping on and repeating his cycle. He's a veteran NHL player but he moves to Miles team to escape Seattle where all of his exes are.
Miles and Cody instantly have a connection. They become fast BFFs and get a bromance going. They fit well together, somehow they are exactly what the other person needs in their life. Miles volunteers to keep Cody from giving into temptation with women and becoming clingy. But that accidentally morphs into them hooking up with each other so that Miles can get someone to peg him and Cody can get someone to have sex with him that he won't immediately propose to. But they care about each other so much that there is no way this ends with them not falling in love. But there's complications of course with their relationship because their teammates they don't want to come out and create all kinds of media attention and miles is afraid that coming out will blow up his relationship with his parents and he wants them to be part of his life.
There's so much I love about this, so here's the things I loved, kind of in chronological order:
- Aleks and Gabe are my babies! I love them from their own book. Them, Ezra and Anton, and now Miles and Cody are my favorite Puckboys. At the start of the book they appeared a bunch because Cody was on their team. And every time they spoke they ate, they had beautiful effortless zingers. The way they just tolerated Cody's antics with a sigh.
- The way I clapped with all the Frat Wars references! I loved that series and I was so happy to see the friend group continuing to pal around and be supportive of each other. Love those glimpses into their lives.
- I love humor in my romance books and this had laugh out loud moments of hilarity sprinkled throughout it as well as deep emotional moments. The humor just fit right in place, it was a natural part of all the character relationship dynamics. I enjoyed every minute. I'm going to have a tough time picking my favorite moments to highlight at the end of my review because there were so many of them.
- I love Cody's ugly dog
- Slutty tapeworm. These guys are so romantic. Not. Lol
- I loved every single moment with Lucia. Damon would be proud of her. She's basically a female Damon. Also, good on the boys for communicating openly with Lucia. They made her question her life decisions. But they weren't that bad of a PR nightmare, they kept her in the loop, more TMI than she wanted, but she was prepared!
- Cody weaponizing his bisexuality against Tripp and Dex
- Tripp still having to put up with being called Human Tripp. I mildly feel bad for all the readers who haven't read the Sadenverse and are not getting the inside jokes from other books. But I enjoy them so much, Saxon and Eden keep going please I beg!
- I love that I never thought these guys were going to hurt each other deliberately. There was never any miscommunication trope or artificial external villains. I'm not the kind of reader that enjoys sitting on pins and needles, anxious about when/whether one MC is going to do something that hurts the other MC terribly. It's a horrible, anxious headspace. I much prefer a book like this one, where the characters care about each other so much that they wouldn't intentionally hurt them. I love when the tension in a love story is not lack of care. I have such a weakness for that.
- I love that Cody knows Miles well enough to read him. He knows he's worried about his parents and not hesitant or regretful about their relationship
- I loved how Miles came out to his parents. What he said was beautiful and and his parents reaction was a pleasant surprise to me. I wish all humans treated people who were different from them as if the most important person in their life could turn out to be that difference. I think there would be a lot less hate in the world, a lot more acceptance and understanding.
- I loved how Miles and Cody came out to their teammates. And then the world in the next moment. It was hilarious how it happened as them having a conversation in front of their teammates and their poor teammates struggling to compute what they were hearing as the bromance transformed into romance in their heads. And them immediately offering support.
- Ezra and Anton, my OG mother fucking babies. Loved every elements of their appearance in the book. Ezra was so Ezra. The attempted lesson about docking.
I'm just so happy with this book. I had 50 annotations in this book and they were all good moments. I have no negative notes for this book. Which is kind of crazy for me because I am a critical person and in my reviews I like to state what I enjoyed and what I disliked just for my record. So even if I enjoyed 98 out of 100 things in a book, I will still list the two things that I didn't like even though they were minor in comparison to everything I liked.
Also, people, I think it's happening! I've been wanting a Puckboy book to feature a hockey player and ref. It would be gold. I just know they would do it so well. And in this book Easton AKA middle Kiki made reference to his brother's best friend being a ref and how his brother would not let them hook up. Gimme, gimme. Now.
Some notable moments:
"“I’m telling you, we could be fucking center ice, and they’d still be all, ‘Aww, that’s a bromantic pregame ritual.’ I really don’t think we have anything to worry about with the media, maybe not even with the team.""
"I don’t look up as I force all the feelings out of me. “So I’m bi, and I think I have known for a while, but I’ve never given myself time to think of it as an option because the last thing I ever wanted to do was disappoint you. Or make you love me less. But then I met Bilson, and there was no way to stop myself from falling for him, and now that I know what it’s like to be loved without bullshit expectations, it’s made it pretty damn clear that I can’t change who I am. You’re the ones who have to change your mindset. If you want me in your life and if you love me how I’ve always thought you did, you need to figure it out fast. I’m not straight. I’ve never been straight. And I know that queer people scare you or make you uncomfortable or whatever the hell the Bible teaches, but please. Please try to remember you love me, a real person you made, more than some imaginary dude in the sky.”"
I love Saxon and Eden for giving us scenes like this. "Miles knocks, and as soon as Lucia answers, he turns on his boyish charm. “I have bad news for you, Chia.” She slumps. “What have you two done now?” “Nothing. Everything. Nothing bad, I mean.” Miles loses some of his confidence. “It’s that your and my impending marriage is off.” “Oh no,” she deadpans. “How will I cope? Please, tell me why we could never be?” “I’m a taken man now.” She glances between me and Miles, and she slumps. “You two didn’t run off and get married, did you?” “Why do I feel like that’s directed at you?” Miles asks me."
Little D chirping on Ezra as per usual. And Anton not even able to defend his man. "Asher rubs his jaw. “I wish I could say this was a new low for Ezra, but sadly, this is just a new medium for him.” Anton agrees. “I should protest on my man’s behalf, but I really can’t. He peeled a carrot in the shape of an uncut dick.”"
*FYI about steam: I rate steam based on a combination of quality & quantity. I note kink separate from steam because I don't want to underrate steamy reads that don't have much kink.
**Note about spoilers: I like to comment on the plot of a book in reviews, so I almost always mark my reviews as containing spoilers. But I try to avoid spoiling the big dramatic moments! As a reader, I personally like to know what I'm getting into before I read a book so I know more about the content and if it's to my taste/mood, so I try to give that information in my reviews for myself when I'm considering rereading and also for other readers.