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514 pages, Paperback
First published January 31, 2021



“Both of us hanging here, afraid to make a move. Afraid to stay, afraid to go, afraid to talk. We’re just hurting each other, aren’t we?”
"It wouldn’t matter if I were a hundred, or five, or any age in between—I would still love and care about this man with my whole heart and soul."
"... everything you’ve done for me… It’s changed my life.”

‘He’s not pretty or polished, but he’s got that whole rugged, sexy construction worker package. Tight white T-shirt, faded dusty jeans and worn brown work boots.
Attractive dirtiness.’
‘His voice. The sudden closeness. I’m a little breathless. I’ve never been this close to a man before. A boy, yes. But not a muscular, inked-up, sandalwood-scented-aftershave-wearing grown man with hands the size of my head.’
‘Endless tousled blonde hair, long, tan legs, flat stomach, pink, pouty lips shiny with gloss, torn jeans, and cowboy boots. Those ocean eyes—always a myriad of emotion—dazzling one minute, soulful the next. And damn, that fucking smile. My favorite curve.’
‘To her, I was one of the things that belonged in her pile of stuff.’
‘Our entwined fingers slowly dance against each other. Hers long, soft and thin. Mine thick and calloused.
Resistance crumbles, and I turn toward her face, just inches from mine.
I don’t know who kissed who. Maybe it was me. Maybe it was her.
Doesn’t matter, because my mouth is on hers when it shouldn’t be. But fuck, her lips are soft and sweet, and I can’t resist one more taste of her.’
‘Connecting with someone doesn’t always have to be pretty and beautiful. It can be raw and ugly and infected with need. I want all of him—the good and the bad.’
‘I’ve laid awake at night thinking about her, worrying about her, wanting her, and missing her.
I’ve slowly fallen for her smile. My favorite curve.
Somehow, she’s squirmed her way under my skin, and surprisingly enough, I don’t want to dig her out.’
I can’t do this with you anymore. I’ve had it. This back and forth and all the confusion. It’s making me sick.jeez, you’re telling me, huh?
‘It wouldn’t matter if I were a hundred, or five, or any age in between—I would still love and care about this man with my whole heart and soul.’
“You’re the only one I ever want to stay.”The more I read of Carian Cole, the more I want to read Carian Cole. This is the second book of hers I’ve read this month and I’ve loved them both! Don’t Kiss the Bride is a fantastic slow burn romance that I couldn’t get enough of.
Audio book source: Hoopla
Story Rating: 4.5 stars
Narrators: Desiree Ketchum & Aiden Snow
Narration Rating: 4 stars
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Length: 13h 28m
I had high expectations and I love Carian Cole's writing. I am a huge age gap fan and I thought I was going to love this. The idea behind this was great, the problem was the execution.
Before I come off as unsensitive and unfair, this book did deal with several disorders that are serious and I believe Carian approached them in a very delicate matter, and as much as I appreciate that, I believe there is such a thing as too many traumas in a single book.
Let's start with the fact that we are not presented with any trigger warnings, which I believe to be a mistake, this book should have some clear labels so people know it deals with: ptsd, depression, drug abuse, an eating disorder (AFRID - avoidant/restrictive food intake disorder), anxiety, compulsive hoarding and addiction.
All In a single book. I am all for books dealing with real issues, and adding clear warnings these issues are going to be dealt with and well represented, which they were, but she added SO MANY of them that I felt like I was reading a hypochondriacs' diary.
We had over 37 chapters of our main character developing and dealing with every medical issue out there, she even got her wisdom teeth removed (random) and I feel like Carian relied so heavily on the "he takes care of me when I am sick" narrative that it not longer sounded reasonable, it just sounded forced.
With all due respect to every person who has ever dealt with any of these issues, and I know they are all corelated and can bring everything else to the mix. I myself have someone in my family who was a hoarder and have recovered from a eating disorder as a teen, but this didn't bring me any comfort.
It was the most exaggerated trauma dump I have ever experienced in my life since I've picked up a Colleen Hoover book.
All of these items, as sensitive as Carian was with them, just made so their entire relationship was built on a pity foundation. They did not have any chemistry, no intimate development and zero tension.
The idea was so great: he helps a young girl in need, offers to marry her so she can use his insurance and get treated, and they fall for each other in the process, but holy sh!t how many times can you make a character go to the hospital for 300000 different reasons in a single book?
It was long, repetitive and so heavily manipulated that their entire relationship felt like it was built on a lie, on another toxic-needy-dependent level.
I understand where she wanted to go with it but I just don't see it... I don't feel it. Their connection just wasn't there. Honestly, she wasn't just delicate with these issues, she was too delicate.
I understand facing these issues in a dark romance story where you can actually show how heavy these disorders actually are, but mixing this with a contemporary teenage like romance made everything feel heavily unbalanced; their relationship, the disorders, everything was either downplayed or overplayed.
It just wasn't for me, sorry.

Somehow, she’s squirmed her way under my skin, and surprisingly enough, I don’t want to dig her out.









“I respect your opinions, but the bottom line is, you don’t know him. Or me. I’m working on figuring my life out, but I won’t listen to you bad mouth him. He’s been very good to me. None of us are perfect, we’ve all made mistakes, and we’re all doing our best,” I point out. “But I can assure you, he’s not some kind of predator.”

