Not like other girls
Scars Like Wings does everything right. If this was a B movie that was solely created to include as much representation with the least amount of effort as possible. I'm not saying the author didn't put her heart and soul into this novel, or that she didn't put a lot of work into building this world and the characters, but I can't believe that anyone that beta read this actually cared enough to be honest with the author so that it wasn't quite so cringe-y and at some points completely nonsensical.
First there's the intro, or part one. It is five chapters of the MC (Byrd) telling us the entire point of the story in first person narrative through the eyes of a thirteen year old. That's not bad in and of itself, except all of the mystery is gone by her revealing that by her mother being killed she triggered her dragon metamorphosis prematurely and almost died. To prevent that from happening her aunt, uncle, and father have to take away her ability to shift into a dragon and remove her memory of ever being a dragon shifter. This story is long. Very, very long, so for the author to destroy any potential mystery behind why Byrd has tattoos that only her love interest (Quinn) can see ruined this book for me. Why would I want to read a book where I'm witnessing these characters bumble around trying to figure out a mystery that was already revealed to me?
The second thing that almost made this a dnf for me was the way Byrd came across. I already hated the fact that her name is Brydgette but people call her Byrd (I hate this for no good reason) when I came into this story, but as I read more and more of it I truly learned to hate all the characters but especially Brydgette. Firstly, I don't like the MCs I read to come across as pick me girls/guys. Ones that talk about how they are so this and so that, but you can tell they are only saying these supposedly negative things about themselves because they want draw more attention to the fact that they are actually perfect. I come from a family of diabetics that are by no means "slim". I don't know anyone personally that has a perfect body and I have some insight into what it's like to be chubby. That being said, you can be hot and fat, that's a fact. Weight doesn't matter when it comes to attractiveness as much as society wants you to believe. I appreciate the author's attempt at portraying an MC that is overweight and also pretty confident in themselves, but she missed the mark for me. She didn't make me believe that Brydgette actually felt insecure about her weight, it just felt like she wanted you to know she was fat so you would know she was fat. There were other things, like how she acted like she couldn't fall for Quinn after five seconds of knowing her because she had a tendency to do that with others and that's why her other relationships didn't work. Bullsh*t! The entire first 24 hours these two were together they talked about U-Hauling and being so lesbian for moving so fast, but this woman is claiming that in her other wlw relationships this was a turn off? Come on now. Maybe I would believe it more if she wasn't fighting this pull to go all in with Quinn while Quinn was actively admitting to being totally smitten with Brydgette. She was creating drama for the sake of it and it was super pick me girl.
I think I would've liked this story more if the entire beginning was removed, Quinn and Brydgette had s*x sooner, and it was a completely different story.
I didn't like or love this story in any capacity, but I do want to give props to the author for writing this book regardless of the fact that I could barely stomach it. It's definitely a story that needed to be written in the sense that more representation does need to exist in media. I won't be reading the sequel, but I hope she continues to write and to put out content that would make people feel seen.
I was given an ARC of this story in exchange for my honest review.