KNOCKING DOWN THE WALL by Trevor Swistchew is a profound two-part memoir that explores the depths of childhood trauma and the relentless pursuit of healing. The first section, “Knocking on the Wall,” derives its title from a literal and metaphorical defence mechanism used by Swistchew and his siblings during their tumultuous upbringing in North Edinburgh. Living with a volatile stepfather prone to outbursts of violence, the siblings would knock on the wall of their tenement home to silently signal each other, attempting to evade harm. This poignant symbol of their struggle for safety sets the stage for the stories that follow. The second section, “Knocking Down the Wall,” captures Swistchew’s transformative journey to dismantle the psychological barriers forged by years of abuse. It chronicles his efforts to confront and overcome the shadows of his past, liberating himself from the invisible shackles that have long confined his spirit. This part of the book not only continues the narrative of a life marked by adversity but also celebrates the triumph of breaking free and reclaiming one’s life. Through his powerful story, Swistchew inspires readers to acknowledge their pains, face their inner demons, and ultimately find redemption and peace.
This was not just another story about abuse and survival - it is a real look into the issues within the ‘care system’ from the 1950s including some issues that still persist today. The book is thought provoking and a very good read.
Raw, real, and ultimately uplifting The story balances painful memories with genuine hope. Trevor’s transformation feels authentic and earned, and his reflections on healing are insightful. I walked away feeling genuinely encouraged and grateful for his openness.