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After 20 years apart, Takara reconnects with Ema, the girl she nearly kissed in middle school—who’s now a beautiful, married woman.

Takara’s world turns upside down when her best friend from middle school reenters her life. She’s bewildered by how the shy, quiet girl she once knew has grown into a charming woman with an air of mystique. Despite Ema being married, Takara can’t help but think there’s something special about Ema’s cool, soft hands against her skin…

176 pages, Paperback

First published June 23, 2023

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91 reviews
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June 21, 2024
this is good luck, babe! by chappell roan 😭😭
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184 reviews15 followers
June 29, 2025
these girls are so gorgeous and i like it so much!! its literally like girly cotton candy romance in a book
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445 reviews285 followers
August 13, 2024
pining 20 years for your middle school bff situationship wlw or repressing any memories of feeling romantic love for your middle school bff wlw
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7,546 reviews287 followers
August 12, 2025
A thirtysomething woman fresh from a break-up with her boyfriend runs into a childhood friend and slowly remembers, despite her internalized homophobia and two decades grasping at heteronormativity, that she used to be gay. Oops!

Much angst over a revived crush ensues.

It's kind of cheesy, but I've come across so few romance manga about people in their thirties that I find that aspect appealing all on its own.


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Contents: Chapters 1-5
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1,363 reviews65 followers
May 14, 2025
The setup is convoluted. If it's any of these factors by itself, it would've been fine. When they're thrown together like this, it stretches credulity. Still, the characters definitely have chemistry together and I'm interested enough to give it a couple more volumes.
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2,368 reviews186 followers
March 9, 2026
As she talks, her voice sounds like it could just fade away, and on her breath, I smell that strawberry milk candy.

Super promising start to this yuri manga. Childhood best friends Taka and Em reconnect in their 30s, and Taka starts realising that she might have had feelings for her friend all those years ago, which propels her into questioning her sexuality and all her relationships thus far. She and Em have an undeniable bond, but Em is married to a man, and Taka has never been with another woman. I always love stories where people come out later in life, and I don't think I've ever read a manga that deals with it so earnestly and seriously. I love the art style and direction, the way Taka's eyes linger on Em's face and lips, the way the reader sees her attraction. The discussion about her own internalised homophobia, even though simple, was so raw and good. I loved it. I usually don't really care for stories that are going to lead into infidelity and stuff like that, but I have hopes that the mangaka will handle it in a way I like. Because this was a really strong start. They're both really cute, and I just love a good childhood friends to lovers romantic arc, mixed in with self discovery. It's a good mix of light-hearted and emotional, and the art is really pretty! Fingers crossed that the future volumes are just as good! 
Profile Image for Mark.
2,892 reviews285 followers
April 7, 2025
Adult yuri manga? Interest piqued! Doubly so when it comes with a recommendation I trust attached to it. And this is a good start, very good at times, to a new series.

Takara is dumped by her boyfriend when she thinks he’s on the cusp of proposing to him, but she’s not especially fussed by it. When Ema, her friend from middle school, re-enters the picture, old feelings are stirred up.

Oh, and Ema’s married. Shades of Even Though We’re Adults…, except that story focused on the aftermath of the cheating and what happened, whereas this one has yet to commit to the incoming dalliance. That one was a little bit better, but this is no slouch.

Poor Takara has never felt possessive of another person she’s dated, but she’s getting a crash course with Ema, who she can’t seem to stop wanting to be close to. For her part, Ema is very up close and personal with Takara and the way she flirts with her old friend threatens to set off the fire alarms. Chemistry is not an issue here.

The reconnection clearly means everything to Ema, but Takara’s the one grappling with her feelings. I love, love, love that they addressed that bisexuality is a thing that exists here too.

Poor Takara made her move back in the day, likely drunk on the same heady feelings that are swirling around her now. Critically, we only have her interpretation of Ema’s reaction to judge, which definitely feels like we’ll hear her side at some point.

But that assumed reaction has Takara trying to maintain a respectful distance, which contrasts well with Ema’s approach. Ema is hands-on, ear whispering, and dead set on involving Takara in her life in some capacity. Intentional or not, she is wrecking Takara here.

Like I said, fantastic chemistry between these two. The way the two of them quickly fall into the same routines of their friendship and swap inside jokes and old stories is completely believable. There just so happens to be a bit more underneath.

Ema having two sides to her personality also helps distinguish her and shows that she’s dutifully struggling under her marriage for whatever reason. There are also mother issues involved as well. The fact that Takara knew Ema’s true self is undoubtedly a factor in all this and her moves feel believable given her situation.

I have two primary quibbles with how this story goes. One, Ema’s husband having somebody who’s obviously into him, jury’s still out on whether it’s an affair in progress, seems a little too convenient as a means to enable Ema and Takara to get together without guilt.

Ema’s already viciously unhappy with things, you can see it written all over with how her body language and demeanour shift around Takara versus her husband, so I don’t know that he needs to be up to something as well.

Secondly, the art oscillates between really good and just okay, the latter of which is generous of me because the chibis in this manga are, to me, some of the most hideous I’ve come across in a while.

Still, lots of promise here. The way it explores sexuality and a past that was left behind coming back suddenly are well done and watching these two discover friendship and something more promises to be interesting.

4.5 stars - let’s wait and see for the rounding up, this had a few missteps, but I think the core of it is already really good just as it is. Nicely executed first volume.
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90 reviews
May 7, 2025
I don’t know that I believe she forgot all about her childhood crush only to instantly be in love with her again after so many years of not being in each other’s lives. The pacing of that was a little awkward to me. Also, seems like cheating might end up being a theme here, so we’ll see how that goes 😬
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1,478 reviews87 followers
April 8, 2025
3.5 stars

As a romance, this isn't working for me yet. Like Taka realizes by the end, you can't base an adult relationship on a brief middle school connection; people change. She sees and loves Ema's growth, but is not sure Ema sees hers. And this is aside from all the other reasons a relationship between them would be potentially disastrous.

Taka's personal development is the strongest element of this to me. I particularly loved a scene where she reflects on her own internalized homophobia when she was younger and apologizes to her younger self. That was wonderfully done.

As for the art, the cover is gorgeous, but the art inside doesn't necessarily reflect that. Sometimes it's very pretty and sometimes it's just not. Nevertheless, there's enough here to make me want to continue the series.
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153 reviews12 followers
March 1, 2026
this needs to get more hype ,,,, the art , the characters, the yearning >>>>

ugh i love taka and ema so much already ദ്ദി╥ ᴗ ╥)
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246 reviews28 followers
January 22, 2026
you’ll have to stop the world just to stop the feeling !!! the reviews saying this one is so good luck, babe coded and they’re not wrong but it’s also more than that.

as someone who doesn’t read a lot of manga and is picky about what i read, this one piqued my interest that i didn’t even notice i was ignoring my academic responsibilities just to dive deeper into this one. i love the art style sooo much it’s truly up to my liking. i felt like my eyes are heart-shaped as i read on because i admire the art style so much. ema and takara are gorgeous and i’m so seated for more of them!! i love sapphics <33
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59 reviews1 follower
June 4, 2025
The chemistry from the main couple is incredible from the start. Reconnecting after 20 years yet jumping right back into the familiarity they had with one another as if no time passed at all. It felt so real and complex. The art is really pretty as well, the expressions of both Taka and Ema are so cute and really build the relationship of longing that these women have for one another. It’s heartbreakingly sweet.
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30 reviews1 follower
August 26, 2025
For me personally the artstyle is a little hit or miss (though mangaka often improve skill-wise over the course of volumes released!) but I was actually pleasantly surprised by this book! A lot of GL tend to shy away from addressing matters of being queer in a societal sense (and saying words like straight or lesbian) but this book was a bit of a breath of fresh air! Still have a bit of the heebie-jeebies because the love interest is married? But I’m going to give it a chance anyway.
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April 30, 2025
Trobe que els dos personatges principals són complexos i em sembla que están desenvolupant prou bé la seva relació. No és res de l’altre món, però resulta molt entretingut i segurament continuaré la serie de manga.
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72 reviews
November 16, 2025
The BEST YURI I have EVER read. I'm SHOCKED?? This book felt so mature and elegant and REAL! From the first page, it was obvious that this wasn't going to be some fetishistic lesbian thing; it wanted to talk about all the things people are scared to talk about. Oh, and also the main pair are ADORABLE!! But just UGH, this book was such a breath of fresh air. It was also delicate in addressing the stress and pressure on women to find partners when everyone around them is getting married. Though I love how self-aware Taka is when she did not care for her ex-boyfriend, lmao. ALSO the artstyle?? Absolutely STUNNING!!! Sooooo cute and unique ahhh every page was so charming. The outfits ate every single time. Oh and did I mention, IT'S SET IN AN OCEANSIDE TOWN!!! Cute... ocean.. scenery...

I can't wait for the next book, what a cliffhanger! I never thought id rate a manga 5 stars because I always feel a level of OTT from the style, but this one... fuck it, 5 stars.
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369 reviews5 followers
April 14, 2025
I love the concept and the art!! there's not enough adult Yuri manga out there, so I was really excited to read this. unfortunately, it was kinda boring :/ a lot of the same moments were repeated and not much happened. maybe I'll give it another volume?

thank you netgalley and publisher for the arc!
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Author 6 books19 followers
September 17, 2025
My main thought is “this is more of what I expected from Even Though We’re Adults!” The premise is very similar (I wonder if there’s a lot of “not the cheating trope!!” Goodreads reviews for this series as well… I’m learning not to check, lol.) but the focus of this series seems to be a romance, while Even Though is more of a drama focusing on the protagonist’s in-laws and the prospect of divorce.

The protagonist is a woman in her thirties and her relationships with men never quite seem to work out. When she meets a married childhood friend, the feelings she rediscovers cause her to question her sexuality. Like Even Though, the character ostensibly lived a “class s” life (a Japanese concept that girls may temporarily have feelings for female classmates and then grow up to have relationships with men; I believe it’s comparable to the US idea of college experimentation and/or “it’s just a phase”). However, that narrative no longer works for her in her thirties. Her feelings for her friend were real, and maybe more real than her feelings for her string of boyfriends.

The author also wrote a really touching plea in the author’s notes: “Love between people of the same sex isn’t just a passing emotion, fake love, or a matter of only lust and sex. At the same time, having sexual desires isn’t something that should be treated with disgust. I truly hope that we become a society in which people are no longer worried about ‘becoming a homosexual’ or thinking they would have been better off heterosexual so they wouldn’t have to feel the way they do.”

I’ve never read something like that in a manga (outside of an autobio comic) and I found it really touching, and (from the little I know) very political. For the record, manga that appear to be gay or lesbian to a US audience might be viewed to its intended audience as more of a fantasy genre that’s disconnected from the experiences of actual Japanese LGBT people (How many times have I read some dialogue like “I’m not gay, I just like you”?) so I found this plea for understanding and progress to be very touching. We may have gay marriage over here in the US, but I relate to her feelings, and I also truly hope things improve for us over here.
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111 reviews
July 18, 2025
Really soft and dreamy art style. Can’t wait for that girl to cheat on her husband idgaf. I feel like he can see it coming from a mile away anyhow. If you’re looking at your wife talking to a girl she hasn’t seen since 8th grade 20 years ago and think “wow I’ve never seen her look this happy or excited and expressive and warm” I think you already know what it is ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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603 reviews17 followers
October 13, 2025
3.5⭐️

Los japoneses y sus ganas de incluir infidelidad… LA PAREJA ME PARECE DEMASIADO TIERNA PERO ME LASTIMA PORQUE EL ESPOSO NISIQUIERA SE VE COMO UNA MALA PERSONAAAA 😩😩 solo espero que se divorcie antes que empiecen algo. Y SI NO, más facil, que el esposo tenga a la otra chiquilla de amante.

Sigo
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252 reviews19 followers
April 3, 2025
Cute, but I dont like how the main character is constantly saying the same thing. Every chapter she says at least once or twice “she’s such a beautiful married woman and I’m alone” basically.

But it’s still cute. Let’s go bisexuals.
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32 reviews
March 22, 2026
This book was so cute the fact she realised she had loved her and that her feelings were finally real for a girl even though she thought it wasnt possible for her to like a girl that way really changed her identity, and the fact shes 33 and has to figure this all out. I find that she is incredibly strong also considering the one she fell for is married
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673 reviews89 followers
March 1, 2026
There could be more plot but the art is lovely and the MCs likeable.
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