It's not where you start that counts... or even when you finish. It's the length of the journey that matters."
After having an outstanding experience with Terry Hayes's previous book, I Am Pilgrim, I was very excited to read the author's next book. I was pleading and begging the workers from my local library to buy the book so I could read it and when I finally saw it on the library's website as available, I immediately jumped on my bike to get there and borrow it (I might've teared up a little when I picked it up).
The book was a huge surprise. My journey with it was like an enormous rollercoaster where it brought me high to the sky, just to drop me down and then make me go high again, even higher than before. When I was reading the first three parts, I thought that I will give it a strong 4.5 or 4.0 rating. Then I got to part four of the book (if you read my update then you know what I complained about) and my enthusiasm had been brought down a little. I thought that I will end up giving the book the 3.5 rating and move on. But then I got tangled up in a mix of emotions so big that I was like 'A FIVE STAR IS A MUST' so here I am ;)
What's the book is about
Meet our protagonist known as Kane, who's CIA's super spy specialized in the Denied Access Area. His special mission starts when one of the New Islamic's Army of the Pure loyal soldiers decides not to be so loyal anymore. He wants to give Americans all the informations he was able to gather about the organization he works for in exchange for freedom, safety and overall a better life for him and his family. Kane is send in a journey through the most dangerous countries (like Pakistan, Iran and Afghanistan) to meet the traitor, and, if the fate lets him, find informations about one of the most dangerous terrorists the world only knows as Abu Muslim Al-Tundra. Kane is well aware that he might lose his life in the process. But he's also aware that the stakes of the mission are high: it's the matter of the national security. Either he will succeed or the world is doomed.
The characters.
Kane is such an easy person to like and to root for. He isn't a robot. He isn't a nameless person without any background and without anyone that he could go home to. He's a real person, with hopes and dreams and plans for the future. He was supposed to be a submarine captain, but his incredibly impressive knowledge of languages and a brilliant mind would be wasted, so "fate" decided for him to work for CIA instead. He's a well-trained spy, but sometimes makes calls that a well-trained spy wouldn't do. He has a heart of gold and makes friends quite easily - no matter if he does it on purpose or not. He loves his wife, Rebecca, deeply, and he loves his work. He knows what needs to be done and does it, regardless of complications. He trusts his instincts, no matter if other people tell him that he's wrong (or crazy).
The book has a quite small cast of characters, but I liked everyone who worked with Kane. The bonds that developed through the story between him and his co-workers warmed my heart (especially the ones with his boss and his doctor). Everyone have their role to play, but weren't just standing there like props to make Kane to shine. They all had interesting personalities and backgrounds that you could not help, but be happy wherever they shown up on a page. And I have to give applause to the author for making a great cast of female characters. Rebecca, Lelah, Margaret and Madeleine are all remarkable and strong women. So brilliant and tough, but all kind-hearted. I cheered up for them deeply (especially for Rebecca and Lelah, please trust me when I say that they are incredible).
The bad guy.
I cannot say much about Abu Muslim Al-Tundra without getting into a spoiler section. CIA knows basically nothing about him. The Al-Tundra name is obviously a fake one, but CIA cannot confirm either deny it. He's an Islamic soldier who worked for all the most dangerous terrorist organizations (like Al-Qaeda and ISIS) and, despite it, is still free. Imperceptible. More like a ghost than a human being. The common knowledge is that he died in an American attack, but it's quickly obvious to everyone that he's actually alive and well, and definitely plotting something horrifying. He lives through convinced that he's on earth from the order of the God and that he is fulfilling the God's will. He's powerful, well-trained, well-prepared, with a big authority among people - he's someone that will convince you to stand by his side either with words of by force. He's a guy that will either rule the world - or destroy it.
What you also need to know
What you need to know is that it's NOT just a thriller/suspense story with the vibe that 'it might happen in the real life'. There are a fantasy elements put into it. I probably shouldn't talk about it, because spoilers, BUT I think it's crucial to the reader's final perception of the book. If you know about it, there is a higher chance that you might enjoy it more. If you don't have this knowledge, you will end up either be pleasantly or negatively surprised. I was quite shocked while getting into part four of the book (it's written in five parts) - this is where the fantasy elements starts. I will be honest here, I did felt let down and disappointed. What I expected was a thriller/suspence story similar to I Am Pilgrim. But it's not that. Do NOT go into this book expecting that. I mean, it IS a thriller/suspence story with a spy and danger and high stakes and tough journey with the everyday fight for survival, with a great cast of characters, bonds and twists and turns in every corner. BUT there is a fantasy mixed into it. Please, be aware of it while picking this book up.
You might think that not everything adds up in this book. And you will be right. There are some plot conveniences and some plot holes that aren't quite explained - I am well aware of it and I still gave this book the highest rating. You know why? Because I think that, despite all the issues, is a brilliant and well-written story with characters that are worth rooting for. It's a story that made me turn the page with anticipation what will happen next. It's a story that I enjoyed reading and I will definitely pick up again. I recommend it with everything in me, with all the hopes that you will pick it up with an open mind, and that you will enjoy it, dare I say as much as me ☺️
Edit: I forgot to mention the ANIMALS! Sakab (a horse) and Ella (a dog) are easily one of the highlights of this book for me, as well as their treatment by the characters (like Kane and MartinLuther). I LOVE scenes with lovable animals and people that both are making the biggest sacrifices for each other. Look forward to meet these characters and please appreciate them deeply! They truly deserve it.