Before I begin the review, I just want to talk about how great it is that they mention that despite what some people might think, we don't put make up on or dress nice for men, sure sometimes we do (like on a date), but most of the time it's for ourselves. I once saw a video where someone didn't believe that (I can't remember if it was a man or a woman, it doesn't really matter who it was) and to that I say, you're an idiot and who have you been hanging around and or watching online that you think that!? Can't we enjoy the things we like, without someone thinking we're only doing it for someone else?!
I also want to say that I love that despite on the surface, Marin seeming like a girl who is an airhead and only follows trends, she's not. There's a scene where she talks to someone about loving her nails and not caring that they're out of season. I love that mind set, it's the same for me. I love it even more when I see younger people thinking like that instead of constantly buying the new trend just because it's trendy and not because they actually like it. So, wait a go Marin, more respect to you!😊
Anyways, onto the actual review
I'm not sure how to articulate how I feel after reading this book, but I'll try to and I'll also try to make it short (I have a bad habit of going on and on and making these too long sometimes).
This volume focused on Gojo's inner struggles as a creative person, that he's never satisfied with what he makes and him obsessing over his current project, which, by the way, only he's stressing out on, Marin is happy with what she's seen but he's the one who's putting too much stress onto himself by focusing on so much detail that will probably never be noticed by anyone. I kind of get it, while I've never been this obsessed with perfecting, I have had times where I'll be trying too much to get things just right even though they're good enough, never to this level though. I love how there's a constant back and forth between Gojo thinking and some of what was written in the book, comparing the similarities between his current head space and the protagonist in the book, very intriguing and the story seemed pretty dark and interesting. Gojo's descent into madness reminded me of when I heard of a book or a episode from a show where the character had a similar experience when working on a masterpiece (although I could be wrong and getting mixed up with something else or maybe I had misunderstood or misremembered). I was surprised since I didn't expect this from a simple and fun romance series.
I love stuff like that, anything to do with psychology and or philosophy. The only part that really annoyed me was when Marin was so excited to spend Christmas with Gojo and then he just brushes her off and goes back to work. I understand that he's not really "there" at the moment, so he doesn't realize what he's doing, but I still felt so bad for Marin and was annoyed with him, He better redeem himself in the next volume.
It's hard to believe that there are only 3 volumes left. Volume 14 came in the mail today. I wander why vol. 15 is being published in March, it's not like they have to wait for the mangaka to catch up, I'm pretty sure the series has ended, so what are they waiting for!? Usually they publishers wait 3 months before a new volume, but this is more than that. I will probably read vol. 13 later this month and then read vol. 14 when we get closer to the release of vol. 15.
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