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325 pages, Paperback
First published January 15, 2015

I realize for the first time in maybe ever that I'm pretty. It's a shock, and not a pleasant one either.Another annoying trait of Serenity's is her hot-and-cold attitude towards everything. She changes her mind completely, on huge issues like her feelings towards the king and the two nations, in a matter of seconds. I'm not sure if this was due to inconsistent/sloppy characterization by the author, or if Serenity was meant to be a fickle as all hell.
In war, beauty is a curse - it catches your enemies' attention, and you don't want that.
The world doesn't stop moving, the room doesn't go quiet, but I swear something inside me just broke and reformed the moment she turned her devilish eyes on me - and that's the only way to describe those eyes of hers. Devilish. She's a wicked soul, through and through.So it takes one look for Montes to become borderline obsessed with her.
Just like me.
We are the epitome of dysfunction. We are miserable human beings. And yet, when he laces his finger through mine and I feel the thrill of contact, that tiny flame of hope I carry around flares up.
Anything's possible. From darkness to light, war to peace - hate to love.
We're two monsters who might not be so monstrous after all.
"Are you going to let me kiss you?" the king asks.
"Does my answer even matter?" I flick my gaze up to his.
"No, not when you're looking at me like that."
"I'm not a nice man," he says.Serenity later mentions that the thought repulses her.
"I couldn't agree more," I say.
"This is happening tonight."
My throat works. "I know."
"Good."
A stray tear streaks down my cheek. "I hate you," I say to him.
"You won't always feel that way," he says, thrusting into me.
"I will. I swear it."
"Give it up," he growls, pushing into me harder.











“You’re evil and deceptive,”
“And you’re a kindred spirit.”

He has the same dark soul I do; he knows and embraces my sins, and I’m learning to accept his. I know he is dangerous to be around— dangerous to love— but my heart doesn’t seem to care.

“We’re the rulers of the entire world; we can do whatever it is we want.”
“But I still want to punch you in the face.”
“My queen has never heard of angry sex. I think a woman like you would enjoy it.”




“You want to see compassion? Fine."
I take the hand pressed against my shoulders and kiss his knuckles.
"I've now kissed the hand of my mother's killer."
Before he has time to react to my chaste kiss, I bring my other hand up and slap him. His head whips to the side.
"I'm also a vindictive bitch," I say.”

“It should never have been this way....
I stare into the king's eyes. I am Isolde, I am Juliet, I am Guinevere.
I am every one of those idiots because I've fallen for the king.”
“No, I’m just stating a fact.” I have to coax my voice to sound normal.damnnnn boiiii
“Just like you hating me is also you stating a fact.” Montes replied.
“Exactly.”
“Good,” he says. “Now I know that you have absolutely no idea what a fact is.”
My mouth drops open, and he uses that opportunity to lean all the way in and kiss me.”
“I know I’m someone powerful, someone dangerous. A grim smile tugs at my lips despite my current circumstances. I know I’m not afraid of pain or death. And these men and women? They should be afraid of me. Because whoever I am, I am violent, and I will be having my revenge.”


⋰⋱⋰⋱⋰⋱*Mixed Feelings*⋰⋱⋰⋱⋰⋱
“My father killed himself,” the king finally says. “Died at the hand of his own gun. And like you, he was the last family I had.”
I stiffen in the king’s arms.
“Why are you telling me this?”
The king touches my temple. “You have that same look in your eyes he had. It’s been there from the first moment I saw you. And I fear both he and you know a secret I don’t.”
I watch the king for a long time, my throat working.
“We do.” Never had I imagined my life leading me here, to this moment. Yet now that I’m here, I wonder if there is a beautiful design to things.
“Then tell me what it is,” the king says. Those intense eyes are fully focused on me.
He doesn’t know; he really has no clue when it’s quite obvious. It’s the secret he continually hides from.
“Everything that lives must eventually die.”
The world we knew is nothing like the one I live in.
But none of this, none of it was so costly a price as the one we eventually paid. Somewhere along the way, my people lost the most precious thing of all.
Hope.
Well, most of us lost it. Most, but not all.







“You want to see compassion? Fine.”
I take the hand pressed against my shoulders and kiss his knuckles.
“I’ve now kissed the hand of my mother’s killer.”
Before he has time to react to my chaste kiss, I bring my other hand up and slap him. His head whips to the side.
“I’m also a vindictive bitch,” I say.
“What was that?” he asks.
“It’s my body’s reaction to you.”
“I’m glad I leave you short of breath.”
“Don’t flatter yourself; I was trying not to barf.”
“Just so you know, you’re not frightening at all in the morning,” he says, smirking. “You look like a pissed-off kitten.”
“Say that again, and I’ll castrate you with a butter knife.” His lips quirk.
“Ah, lucky me to have such a blushing bride.”
“Isn’t it bad luck to see me before the wedding?” I ask, folding my arms over my chest.
“What, you think our luck can get any worse?” the king says, raising an eyebrow. He has a point.


There was a time when obesity was the losing battle our people faced. Not so anymore. As soon as food become scarce, curves become coveted.

...and on his arm I see her.
The emissary's daughter.Serenity Freeman.
The world doesn't stop moving, the room doesn't go quiet, but I swear something inside me just broke and reformed the moment she turned her devlish eyes on me-and that's the only way to describe those eyes of her.Devlish.She's a wicked soul, through and through.
Just like me.
He's even more handsome than the pictures I've seen of him. Black wavy hair, olive skin, dark eyes, sensual lips.But it's more than just his features;it's how he wears them. Like he is something regal, something you want you want to draw closer to.
It's not fair that evil can wear such an alluring mask.

Finally he speaks. That first moment I saw you," Monte says," I felt a jolt right here," Monte places a hand over his heart" and I knew with a certainty that you were mine."

"I don't bite." No. I say, "you kill."
"So do you, soldier."
I'd never much cared for those epic love stories I'd heard growing up-Romeo and Juliet, Tristan and Isolde, Helen and Paris.All couples who'd placed love above all else; I thought the whole lot of them were idiots.But the way the king is looking at me...now I can see why so many loved those stories.
We're two monsters who may not be quite so monstrous after all.

I stare into the King's eyes. I am Isolde, I am Juliet, I am Guinevere. I am every one of those idiots because I've fallen for the King.


"There will be no honor to my sacrifice. Women who have filled the role of temptress have always been looked down upon."
" I was more likely to punch someone in the face than I was reasoning with them."
"Where evil is avenged with more evil. It will never be enough to remedy the world."
The King : " How do you think I came to rule the world?"
Serenity : "You're an asshole, and as an asshole, you've done a lot of asshole-ish things - including me. That's how you came to rule the world."
"I am Isolde, I am Juliet. I am Guinevere. I am every one of those idiots because I've .....
"It's not fair that evil can wear such an alluring mask."
"...to cut you up then kiss the wounds he inflicted."
"Wrong is right, and right is wrong."
This book is for you if… you’ve not yet found a book of the Stockholm-syndrome-induced-Romance that fits your taste but are still willing to give the genre a try. (Let's not talk about how weird that desire is in general.) I was SO ready to be all judgemental about this book but my will had to face defeat far quicker than I’d like to admit.

‘‘You were able to kill him,’ Will said. You, a girl. That’s what he meant. Like owning a vagina made me inferior in some fundamental way.’
1. her superiors sending her there was not out of shortage of adequate staff
2. she's not as immune to the man who killed her mother as she thought she would be3. her functioning as bait for the King to take in exchange for what the WUN want from the negotiations is working...

