"sade knew that sometimes justice looked like this: it wasn't fair, and it wasn't just."
— five thousand stars.
alright. that's it. where do i sign my faridah àbíké-íyímdé stan card?
on a serious note, when ella recommended ace of spades to me last year, i literally ate it up. such an amazing book talking about really, really important topics, and i absolutely love when authors can weave more serious, real world topics into books. then to find out ace of spaces was her debut novel? say less, i'm sold. give me her second book now.
and give it to us she did, and yet again with such important topics, this time touching on topics such as rape, misogyny, sexual abuse, suicide, drugging, and so, so much more. what i thought would be a simple murder mystery/thriller turned into a spine-chilling ride that genuinely had me enticed from beginning to end.
and here is where i feel like my review is going to go from something well put together and thought out to complete word vomit. ugh. always happens. usually, what i would do here is highlight the two main characters of the book and explain what i liked or didn't like about them, but the fun thing with where sleeping girls lie is that there are so many characters—not enough for it to feel convoluted or confusing, but still quite a large cast—that i feel like simply listing them is not enough. it also doesn't help that most all of my opinions on certain characters will be completely fueled by spoilers, and i don't want to ruin the suspense for anyone who genuinely wants to read the book. so i'll leave you with a little blurb; these characters are, without a single doubt, so interesting. they're all flawed in their own ways (some more than others, as well as some not being "flawed" at all, but rather being an entire book of red flags instead............) and they are all so strongly written. when you have a large cast of characters, it becomes difficult as a writer to make sure that they all have the same amount of love and care put into them, but i think àbíké-íyímdé did an absolutely amazing job at making sure all of our side characters were strong, well written, and fleshed out, so we felt just as betrayed by them... woah, i mean what? guys, seriously? who said that...
buttttt... i can't lie, and act like i don't have a teeny, tiny issue with this book. and my issue is a similar issue that i had with ace of spades: the ending. something i hate with books is when they have like, all this tension, and all this buildup, but the ending feels super rushed and unsatisfying, and both wsgl and aos had this problem. the endings felt like more of a "recap" and less of a satisfying way to end the story. i still adored this book, but i do hope that in future works, we see more fleshed out, well rounded endings! obviously, seeing as this is only her second officially published, full length novel, i can't be too harsh, and i won't be, but i definitely hope that's something she improves on in future works. her books are sooooo so good, until the end. i just want to walk away from the final page of the book feeling satisfied with how the story wrapped up!
there are also some things i've seen mentioned in other reviews that i, unfortunately, cannot disagree with, such as the pacing (this is very slow-burn, and there were quite a few day-to-day pieces that could have been omitted). the promised sapphic representation was also there, but it felt a bit more like an afterthought than an actual plot-point, which makes sense given that it WASN'T the main plot. i think i just went into this expecting more on that front, and was let down a bit. this doesn't make the book bad by any means, i mean obviously? i gave it five stars! but just some things to take note of if you're going into this expecting something more fast paced or if you're expecting a sapphic romance that takes up a lot of the book. that's all!
anyway, i leave you with the following, since morse code has it's place in this book...
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"keep swimming. or if that's too hard, at the very least, float."