☆ ── four stars 💌
I decided to rewrite the reviews of the advanced readers copies I’ve received so they’ll have a cohesive theme, in a way. So, before I begin the review, I want to express a very heartfelt appreciation to NetGalley, the publisher, and Betsy Lerner for sending me an e-arc in exchange for an honest review!
I was very excited to have received the e-arc of this. I’d signed up with no hope that I’d actually get it, but I was willing to put myself out there, and alhamdulillah I did, because this would still be on my never ending tbr if not. Despite my joys thought, I procrastinated reading this till I lost my access to it on NetGalley, and actually had to wait for the widespread publication to get my hands on it. If I could go back, I’d kick myself, but really it thought me a bit about letting things out of my control go.
Shred Sisters, at its core, is a tale of forgiveness and moving on. Amy, the protagonist, has felt second to her older sister, Ollie, her whole life. Being the younger sister to a naturally talented Ollie who their parents pin all their hopes and dreams on isn’t easy, especially when you’re like meek Amy who isn’t particularly exceptional. Ollie is good at what she does, but from a young age, she never really cared for it. She’d always been erratic and she lived by her own rules. She simply can’t be tamed, no matter how many rehabilitation centers she goes to. So it’s not surprise that even when Ollie is out of the picture, her wild lifestyle still continues to hurt Amy and all the relationships she has with others, as well as everyone around Ollie.
It's been a minute since I have read a book where the author has my full attention and keeps me coming for more. This is Betsy Lerner's debut novel, and I couldn't see it going any better than it did. As I read along, I became as cynical as Amy and would prematurely judge everyone around her based on her experience with Ollie and her parents. I was as invested in their lives, as someone who has major stakes in it. I felt genuine disappointment in some of the characters' choices, and even Amy when she grapples with finding herself outside of being Ollie’s sister, and of course a lot of sadness and disappointment in Ollie. Amy is very dear to me, and I wished her relationship with [redacted] had worked out, because I feel like she was finally becoming herself again. Unfortunately, the signs of failure were already staring me straight in the eye, and I was cynical for the majority of the relationship. All the characters were well written, especially Ollie. Her mental illness was treated delicately, and I appreciated that.
⋮ "I walked out the door for the last time and knew that whatever I did next was up to me. I left the door open."
This was one of the last sentences in the book, and I feel it perectly encapsulates Amy as a person, and her growth through everything. At the end of the day, Shred sisters and Betsy Lerner accomplished what they had set out to do, and I was so happy I got to read it. I'll definitely keep my eyes open for more works by her, but if you haven't read this yet or didn't even know about it, I recommend you read it!