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286 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 15, 2014




What I want you to see is that there is room to heal, to soar, and live your life beyond the wounds you carry around inside you. I want you to recover and be strong, I want you to be the ruler of the kingdom that is your life and roar like a tiger I know is in you.As inseparable as they were as children, a turn of events in their teenage years had torn Charlie and Nate apart. Being thrown together years later meant old wounds were reopened, the demons that had laid dormant were awakened and they were forced to face a past they had tried so desperately to hide. It was tragic, torturous reading and I was desperate for the characters to find a way out of the hell their lives had become but it didn't matter how quickly I read, it didn't seem peace would find them any time soon.
Nate stayed with me through thick and thin, hell and worse, until we were forced apart, and taught what we shared was wrong.Nate and Charlie's characters were not too dissimilar. Both had made choices that continued to eat away at them, each trying desperately to make amends for the wrongs that weren't there's to right. There was such an overwhelming sense of guilt for what the other had had to endure and there was so much self loathing as a result. Nate's life had taken a positive turn in their years apart and he had become successful in his own right but Charlie had never been far from his thoughts. Unfortunately Charlie's life was far from a bed of roses. She had literally gone out of the frying pan and into the fire but in her own mind, she deserved nothing less.
My building blocks of life are built upon guilt so thick, it's cold in here. My soul, my heart, my body, and love are all so cold. I have nothing warm and good to give anyone.
She doesn't want me to fix her, to help her, but I can't stop. I want to help her, to fix her problems if I can. Like the selfish asshole I am, I want to be the reason she doesn't give up. I want to be the one she moves forward for, and I want all these things so we can finally together because together we can be anything- fight for everything together. I did it for her, and I know she can do it for us.
"Freedom is not mine. From the moment I took Nate's hand and led him to despair, I lost that God-given right because I took his." -Charlie
"Dreams are for the innocent and naive. I am definitely neither." -Charlie
"This was going to hurt him in the short term and probably kill me forever." -Charlie

"but then I see her face in my mind and I know I can't give up~ Nathan

I want to roar, Nate"~ Charlotte



She sees why I brought her to the rescue sanctuary for injured animals, but she doesn’t quite get the moral I’m trying to teach her.
“You see the sadness, the pain, and that someone like Mrs. Fisher has rescued them and takes care of them, but that isn’t what I want you to see or get from this. What I want you to see is that there is room to heal, and roar, and live your life beyond the wounds you carry around inside of you. I want you to recover and be strong. I want you to be the ruler of the kingdom that is your life, and roar like a tiger I know is in you. I want you to never, ever, back down to anyone again.”
“Roar like a tiger?” “I wanted to take you to the zoo, but your common sense burst that bubble.”
“I want to roar, Nate”, she whispers in a breath. “You will!” If it’s the last thing in this life I will see happen, it is that.