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468 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 2017









But to some, the very existence of a certain person in this world is in itself hope.




He lowered his head and diligently studied the gesture that Hua Cheng showed him.
"Like this?" he asked.
The smile curving Hua Cheng's lips deepened. "Hm. That's right, just like that."







"Do you like it?" Hua Cheng asked.
"I do!" Xie Lian replied.
"Do you like it a lot?" Hua Cheng asked again.
"Very much!" Xie Lian exclaimed.
[...]
"Has gege found any that he particulary fancies?" Hua Cheng spoke up again.
Xie Lian's entire face was bright and glowing, and he was unable to stop singing praises. "Yes! Yes! All of them!"
"Originally, I was thinking gege didn't have any useful weapons on hand, so if there was anything here you fancied you could just take it for yourself," Hua Cheng said. "But since gege likes them all, I'll give them all to you."









"Then, Dianxia, let me ask you. What if the heavens really do condemn you? Will you apologize then?"
"If that should happen, then the heavens are wrong. I am right. I will stand against the heavens and defy them until the end."


'When humans ascend, they become gods; when humans fall, they become ghosts.'
...
'But remember: when humans ascend, they are still human... when they fall, they are still human.'




5 'silver butterflies' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
5 'Chengzhu and his Dianxia' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
4,5 'flowers and lanterns' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐/⭐
5 '😭😢🥺' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
4 'The calm before the storm' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐
4 'Body in abyss, heart in paradise' stars ⭐⭐⭐⭐
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[...] Xie Lian lifted his eyes to sneak a peek at the other person and realized that Hua Cheng wasn’t looking at the gambling cup at all. Instead, he was watching him intently with the corners of his mouth curved up. Xie Lian couldn’t help but return that smile [...]
He gently rubbed Hua Cheng’s shoulders a few times, his voice growing soothingly soft. When Xie Lian was younger, whenever he got angry or upset, his parents would always stroke his back like this and comfort him with their gentle voices; thus, he used the same method on Hua Cheng.
I should not comment on the friends you make, but I will still say this: be careful of Hua Cheng.
Hua Cheng was always smiling, but Xie Lian knew that his true emotions were always hidden deep within.
If you want me to fill my heart with hatred like yours, I surely won’t! If you’re going to force me to abandon myself like you did, I refuse! I will never! No matter what you do to me, I will never become like you!!
“You shouldn’t idolize people or think of them as overly perfect,” [...] “If you’re just watching a shadow from afar and never interacting, then sure. But once acquainted and grown close, one day you’ll find that this person isn’t what you imagined, maybe even the complete opposite. When that happens, you’ll be very disappointed.”
[...] “You never know. I don’t care if anyone else is disappointed. But to some, the very existence of a certain person in this world is in itself hope.”