5/5 "She's my patient. My too-young, too good for me patient, and I'm fucking in love with her."
TROPES:
~forbidden love: doctor x patient
~age gap
~instalove
~unrequited love
~autism representation
~sports: snowboarding
~roommates
Wow. I read this book back in December 2022 as an ARC. This newly-revised, updated version is phenomenal. I loved the story before, but I absolutely ADORE the story now. Cleo White is a goddess.
Delta is a famous snowboarder who got second place in the Olympics. Unfortunately she has an injury that involves her hip so her father, the famous River, sets her up with an appointment with a new doctor in town. That doctor, Brooks, meets her when she's 17. She's infatuated with him but he pushes away his feelings because he doesn't want her to tie herself down with an "old man" with autism.
"Delta is the only person in my life who makes me feel like who I am is enough."
Things change when, 3 years later, Delta isn't improving. Her father is pressuring her hardcore to be the very best. He's been abusive to her and her brothers, trying to train them to be winners of the Olympics. Delta's past is sad and heartbreaking, but the strength she has now shines through the pages. She's determined to show Brooks that he's what she wants.
"I've battered my body, broken my own heart, and pieced it all back together again. I can do anything. Even convince the stubborn doctor we're meant to be together."
Due to shit hitting the fan, Delta winds up at Brooks' house, and is his new roommate. He tries to push her away once more but fails miserably. She wants him. He wants her. What's the worst that can happen?
"...as I fall asleep, Delta's soft breath ghosting over my chest and our naked bodies tangling between the covers, it occurs to me that I don't feel alone anymore."
Y'all. MY HEART! I absolutely adore this book. The changes Cleo White made to it are incredible. I genuinely loved the first book... but this, this is a masterpiece. Full of forbidden love, angst, heartbreaking moments, and SPICE THAT IS SPICY! I love all the additional scenes, the changes she made to it- it's amazing. Give it a try, you won't be disappointed.
SAFETY:
Ages: 20h, 38H
Virgin/celibate?: virgin heroine, celibate hero
OM/OW?: no
Cheating/sharing?: no
Triggers: prescription drug abuse, abuse of child by parent
Kinks: BDSM, "just the tip", anal play, dirty talk, dry humping, "good girl"/praise, hand necklace, light degradation, rough sex, praise
HEA? yes!! with an amazing epilogue <3