Evil is hollow and the more evil is explored, the more clear that becomes. It is tough to grapple with such dark tragedies, but the book is manageable to read in the same way the main character manages their own thoughts.
I was told it’s best to go in blind and did so. The title got me to the first line and the first line to the rest. The hollowness of evil is shown in the hilarious set up that this is all a reaction to Arnold Palmer’s death.
The book does a great job at making you feel like a piece of shit. Good book to read if you’re feeling like a piece of shit, because you’re not as bad of a piece of shit as this guy.
The book lets you know pretty early that something bad is going to happen. A glorious brief moment where the main character nonchalantly thinks about how he got such a great deal on the house because the family before was murdered. The book never lingers on any of these dark moments, the same way the main character doesn’t really think about them; Not deeply anyway.
These dark moments sprinkle more and more, and get darker and darker. I wasn’t expecting the shoe to drop at 3/4 through the book. I had seriously wondered why people said to go in blind. I had let my guard down and threw the book when the reveal hit.
Meritocracy is a lie and certain white American men never have to deal with this reality. The main character never has to deal with reality. He has no economic hardships, yet we see him spend money constantly. He is able to buy his greatness, his “king” status, by buying enough spins at video poker until he hit a royal flush, once. He is hurt no one recognizes his greatness, but never excepts perhaps he’s not great. He often has the most obvious realizations pushed into his face for him to comically double down in the grossest way possible.
Meritocracy has a hidden promise. The great people will rise, and you are great! How else would you describe suffering, except for a lack of greatness?
Americans love power, and despite what any Arnold Palmer vision quest might say, we need violence to be great. Violence is our psychological justification for superiority. The main character often fantasies about exercising his violence to people normally interacting with him.
The main characters father robbed banks. The ideal picture of a cowboy. Able to heroically take money and pay no consequences. No mind to who the cowboys ever took from, money or land. It’s implied his father did something to him, but the truest dark secrets remain unknown and hollow. American was founded on violence and so this violence is inevitable.