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470 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 19, 2024

“And I knew I was hurting her. When we had sex, I left immediately after. When the talks got too deep, I’d close myself off to her and be a grumpy sonofabitch until she left me alone.
I wasn’t too blind to see the hope in her eyes turn to disheartened pain every time this happened, but I was too emotionally stunted to do a damn thing about it.“
“She rested her head on my chest, and I played with her wet hair, my eyes on the ceiling and hers somewhere across the room.
And I hated myself more in that moment than I ever had in my entire fucking life.
Because I was just counting down the minutes before I could leave.
“But the longer I was at the rink, the more I worked my body into the ground, the more I realized it wouldn’t stop my mind from racing. It wouldn’t change the fact that I didn’t know what all this meant or what came next.”