2.5 stars. Lots of mixed feelings with this one, but I ultimately don't think this book was for me. TBH, I was expecting to enjoy this more than I did - but there were some things that really irritated me that I couldn't ignore. I really did like a few books by this author in the past, so I'm sad to be leaving such a generally negative review.
I mostly knew what to expect going into this book - the manwhore/inexperienced girl match up. I expected to be annoyed by the hero's (Jordan) past but I fully expected it to be a minor thing based off of reviews I read. However, it was mentioned REALLY frequently, and just the level of his manwhore-ness was too much for me. The hero spends ~5 days a week hooking up with randoms. That to me is just not easy to overlook or ignore. Then, the author tried to rationalize his actions as being somehow deeper than they were. The hero's friend died and he decided to live his life having "all the fun" that his friend could no longer have. Ok fine, but does getting herpes and liver disease somehow give him a fulfilling life? I NEVER felt like the hero actually regretted any of his actions or truly chose to be different. He really only changed because he liked hanging out with Daisy (the heroine) more and kinda just went along with what she wanted to do.
Here's what I really couldn't get over... the heroine is a smart girl who desperately wants to "be popular" and get invited to parties. She has only ever been with two guys in her life (and no surprise: the sex wasn't good with either of them). She's kind of portrayed as a little pathetic tbh, because of how much she wishes she was included with the "cool kids". But why is SHE the one who somehow makes sense with this hero? Why does this girl who has always been discerning with her choices in the past somehow end up tied for life to the biggest player on campus? He literally shows the tiniest bit of interest in her and she's instantly all over him. She forgets her crush on the guy she liked for two years and throws herself at the hero - willing to take any scraps he's willing to give. She even expected him to still be sleeping with OW all the time that they were hanging out and texting, and she was fine with just ignoring it and pretending it wasn't happening. Their relationship to me should have ended in a short fling before she found someone more similar to herself. I'm all for women having fun and exploring their sexuality - but this wasn't it. This is yet another book that sends the message that men can stick their dick in anything and nbd, while the woman needs to be near-virginal or virginal to get the guy. Why wouldn't this hero end up with someone like his ex-fuck buddy - who also sleeps around? I've said it before and I'll say it again, but these match-ups are sexist and extremely overused.
Maybe Ms. Jenshak should ask herself why this heroine couldn't have AT LEAST had GOOD sex with her two ex-boyfriends? Why did it have to be so bad with both of them? She didn't even know how to give a HAND JOB FFS. Can we please level the playing fields and stop writing books that make it seem like virginity in women is a virtue? 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Overall, this book did have some good parts. I did enjoy the side characters - Daisy's friends and Jordan's friends. I'm a little unsure about the setup for the next book (seems like it will be Violet and Gavin) but I'm hoping he didn't actually cheat, and the story won't be some coming back from cheating BS. I also did like some portions of the storyline, but I'm afraid that my personal preferences against this match-up made it hard for me to fully enjoy anything or become invested in this couple.
One last thing, the ending has a separation that I felt was kinda stupid and overly dramatic. However, instead of the hero truly fighting to get the heroine back, he spends a lot of time drinking and partying. He really doesn't even plan to go after her until he randomly runs into her and realizes maybe she still has feelings for him. I can't help but think that if he REALLY wanted her, he would have behaved differently and tried to show her that he had changed. That he wanted to be a better person, and not just him immediately going back to his old ways. There's a HEA ending but tbh, I didn't really believe in these two being happy long-term.
Safety; Hero major manwhore, heroine not a virgin but has had bad sex with two guys, she's been celibate for a while, OW drama from hero's fuck buddy, he turns her down once after meeting the heroine, then she hits on him while the heroine is with him - which doesn't cause too much drama, the part that bothered me the most was that the hero was drunk at a party during their separation and I got the feeling that if his friend hadn't stopped him, he might not have stopped something happening with her in his drunken state. I don't think we ever got the confirmation that he was celibate during the separation either- he did go out drinking and partying A LOT. There's OM drama because the heroine initially liked the hero's best friend, and the hero assumes she still likes OM much longer than she did. There are no scenes with OM/OW, and hero claims to have stopped sleeping around once he started hanging out with the heroine. No cheating. I would call this one SWE just because it did irritate me how often his past was mentioned. It would have been better if *manwhore* hadn't been a core personality trait for the hero.