★★★★★
I highly recommend getting this as an audiobook! The story unfolds in an interview / documentary style, and if there was ever a format made for audiobooks, this is it. There's so much to unpack in this book that I had to sit with it for a few days just to process the impact it had on me.
The story revolves around Sara Parcell, a high school student and violin prodigy who vanishes without a trace one morning. By all accounts, she's the perfect kid—great student, part-time worker at the local ice cream shop, a helpful big sister, and well-liked by everyone. Her disappearance completely shakes the small town of Frederick, MD. Desperate for answers, her parents bring in a drama-hungry producer and film crew to create a controversial ‘real-time’ docu-series, and suddenly, Sara’s story is a nationwide obsession. Ten years later, those closest to Sara's disappearance are finally ready to share what really happened and how it changed their lives forever.
My first reaction? This is macabre. Yet, I read it all in one sitting because there’s something about it that just pulls you in. The cast is huge, but each character introduces themselves at the start of their monologue, and the narrators do an incredible job of bringing these compelling personalities to life. I never felt lost. From friends and family to law enforcement, production teams, and even distant TV executives—everyone wants a piece of the action.
The concept is seriously gripping! As soon as the news breaks, you can feel the chaos unravel. The pressure on Sara’s family, the intensity of the police investigation, and the struggle to make sense of conflicting statements and misleading info—all contribute to the feeling that there’s a huge secret looming that could send shockwaves through the country.
Daniel Sweren-Becker brilliantly explores society’s obsession with true crime and how people exploit tragedy for profit, often without considering the impact on those directly affected. The story’s dramatic and sometimes satirical tone is unsettling, as each character seems to be out for their own gain, whether it’s fame or money. No one feels entirely trustworthy, which adds a layer of authenticity. Even at the end, there are still misleading elements, making it feel real—like nothing ties up as neatly as TV often portrays.
It’s a fascinating concept and best enjoyed as an audiobook. Highly recommend!