Dani McLean, emerging author of Contemporary Romance stories, writes an easy-to-read enemies-to-lovers romance about bar owner Sam and his award-winning, head bartender Tiffany.
Our thanks to NetGalley and Dani McLean for this eARC in exchange for our honest thoughts on Sex & Sours, the second instalment in Dani McLean’s The Cocktail Series.
To embrace our main character Tiff(any)’s penchant for transparent honesty, let me start by saying I spent the first one-third of this book disliking both main characters, feeling towards both of them how they felt about each other. It made the remaining 2/3 of this read so much more enjoyable and immersive because in learning more about them I grew to love them, alongside their own journey to falling in love with each other. Brilliant, Dani McLean!!
At first, Tiff reads as headstrong, standoffish and unwilling to forfeit control; as the head bartender and manager of The Basement, a cocktail bar in Chicago, Tiff is ready to hate new general manager Sam, brother of the bar’s former owner Henry. As Sam takes back control of decision-making in all areas of the bar—renovation, menu and staffing—he learns Tiff’s reluctance and tension for his influence comes from a place of deep-rooted passion for building and sustaining not just a profitable bar but one that feels like home for patrons and employees alike.
As an avid-reader of the enemies-to-lovers trope I can say with certainty this is one of the most natural and realistic I’ve had the pleasure of reading. These are two characters who legitimately hate each other but who tear down each other’s personal and professional walls with each interaction. The natural progression of their relationship from a new boss and employee who endlessly butt heads—to friends with deep mutual respect for each other’s experiences and perspectives—to two humans who genuinely see, appreciate and love each other develops so organically you feel like a patron at The Basement watching everything unfold from the other side of the bar.
“When his smile appeared, it took me a moment to realize what was happening. It felt momentous. A firm shift, more so than last night, from the cold antagonism we had to whatever this was. The sight of his grin was unique for me. I was so used to seeing it directed at others that I only just realized he had dimples. They were gorgeous. Oh, no.”
What really made this book for me was the grace and natural elegance with which McLean writes their self-awareness, growing feelings and relationship; I could bask in the warmth of their banter-turned-intimacy ALL DAY. I can’t put my finger on exactly what it is that makes their non-sexual intimacy so powerful but McLean perfectly captured the essence and beauty of those shared moments so magically I literally clutched for my heart.
“It felt natural, like an extension of who we’d always been. Nothing scary about it. I knew him. He knew me. We liked each other anyway. We’d already fought and made up or moved on a hundred times, so I didn’t have to worry about that. I’d never held back from him, and I had to believe he’d mostly done the same. The idea of more, of (fuck) forever, was more like never saying no to what we had, not saying yes to anything new…Silently, I flattened my palm against his chest, above his breast bone, feeling for his heartbeat. Did it harbor the same sense of belonging that mine did? The same recognition of a kindred, an equal? I wanted it to."
I REST MY CASE.
A transcendent theme throughout this book is acceptance—of yourself, your mistakes and past, of others and navigating relationships and a world that is unaccepting of you—and a primary function of exploring this theme is Tiff’s experience as a bisexual woman. I can’t overstate how beautifully, meaningfully and consciously McLean handles Tiff’s struggles with acceptance by partners and experience with bi-erasure. As this was only my second read with a bisexual main character behind Alexandria Bellefleur’s Annie in Hang The Moon, in continuing to diversify the voices and perspectives I read I’ll look to McLean and her recommendations. I can only imagine how empowering Tiff’s strength will be for those whose personal experiences mirror those we see Tiff overcome in Sex & Sours, and I extend heartfelt admiration to McLean, an openly bisexual woman, for the courage it must have taken to shape Tiff’s experiences around your own.