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欲言难止
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November 26, 2025
im tired of this. this danmei gave me such a headache and made me weak and dead. i finished this through sheer will to get it over with and see what would happen but so… tired. what the fuck happened here.
the first part of this was really cute - i enjoyed reading it a lot. there was good development and the characters were pretty solid. after a certain point, i was tired of the fluff and was expecting something more, but that wasn’t a major issue. the biggest issue i had in the first part was the weirdass way the sex was done. this is fucking alpha x alpha. it’s not supposed to be like alpha x omega. why was there a pregnancy scare? why would that cause the shou to lactate and get bigger breasts? why are we always talking about wombs? why are we into breeding? like, please. treat it like a fucking alpha x alpha. there wasn’t even that much omegaverse homophobia to make this good in that aspect as well. i just felt like i was reading a traditional omegaverse with class division.
the second part and the transition to it… bro. there was this horrifically ass plot in the end of the first part that was so bad to read. i was so bored and tired. it felt so dumb as well. all the conflict that resulted from it was so stupid and could’ve been easily resolved. the second part could’ve slightly be done well with some well-done angst but that wasn’t present. there was no natural progression. there was just stupidity on stupidity and so much boring shit. everything became either so stupid or so boring.
and then it pissed me off that the main character was so passive. sometimes it’s okay but, it just got too much. he could’ve prevented so much but he was just being there and being an idiot. just use your words. and in the second part… he was grown. act like an adult.
such a horrid experience reading this. only giving this two stars because i enjoyed some of the cuteness of the first part a lot. sigh, if only it could’ve lasted…
the first part of this was really cute - i enjoyed reading it a lot. there was good development and the characters were pretty solid. after a certain point, i was tired of the fluff and was expecting something more, but that wasn’t a major issue. the biggest issue i had in the first part was the weirdass way the sex was done. this is fucking alpha x alpha. it’s not supposed to be like alpha x omega. why was there a pregnancy scare? why would that cause the shou to lactate and get bigger breasts? why are we always talking about wombs? why are we into breeding? like, please. treat it like a fucking alpha x alpha. there wasn’t even that much omegaverse homophobia to make this good in that aspect as well. i just felt like i was reading a traditional omegaverse with class division.
the second part and the transition to it… bro. there was this horrifically ass plot in the end of the first part that was so bad to read. i was so bored and tired. it felt so dumb as well. all the conflict that resulted from it was so stupid and could’ve been easily resolved. the second part could’ve slightly be done well with some well-done angst but that wasn’t present. there was no natural progression. there was just stupidity on stupidity and so much boring shit. everything became either so stupid or so boring.
and then it pissed me off that the main character was so passive. sometimes it’s okay but, it just got too much. he could’ve prevented so much but he was just being there and being an idiot. just use your words. and in the second part… he was grown. act like an adult.
such a horrid experience reading this. only giving this two stars because i enjoyed some of the cuteness of the first part a lot. sigh, if only it could’ve lasted…
April 14, 2025
A really good book I preferred the first half to the second but I still liked it a lot 💕 Xu Zu is such a simp I love him 😭 he suffered so much, Lu Heyang needs to protect him and cherish him at all cost even though he'll probably be satisfied with just being with Colonel Lu 🥹 the side couples were really interesting WHERE IS HE WEI AND CHI JIAHAN'S BOOK ?
March 17, 2025
5/5stars
Edit March 2025 - I'm upping this to 5 because the longer I'm away from it, the more I like it. This story has stayed in my mind all this time even as I've read so many other things - it's truly a stand out story
I REALLY liked this - but I did have a few too many problems to be able to say "loved."
First, the positives - this book has AMAZING characters. Xu Ze and Lu Heyang are so incredibly real, they feel like actual people rather than just characters on the page. I am so, so attached to them and loved spending so much time with them. Their relationship and dynamics are also just so perfect - the chemistry between them is incredible and it had me blushing and kicking my feet every time they interacted (which was basically 900 pages out of 1,000).
I really loved how Xu Ze and Lu Heyang (and all of the characters tbh) didn't fit into archetypes or stereotypes - again, they all felt so REAL. I loved that Xu Ze and Lu Heyang honestly had similar personalities, I'm a bit sick of the opposites attract/grumpyXsunshine dynamic we have in EVERY book nowadays. I liked reading about two quiet boys <3
The story was also interesting - tbh this isn't a story I feel like I should have liked (i'm not a big fan of stories of rich people, or poorXrich couples, or gangs/mafia/anything with organized violence) but I found myself lost in the story because it was a perfect balance (FOR ME) of romance vs these plot lines. I liked how we didn't get TOO into things that it became too much plot, but enough to keep the story moving and interesting enough.
Now, the negatives are mostly about the omegaverse elements of this story because I'd like to call myself an expert on the subject lol I'm a HUGE fan of non-traditional omegaverse, so an alphaXalpha non-trad omegaverse was absolutely up my alley but... there were so many things I just didn't love
- I felt like the author almost regretted writing alphaXalpha half way through and decided to basically just treat Xu Ze as an omega (like, why was he nesting? why did we have a whole , why did he have "ruts" that seemed to be exactly the same as omega's heats?) I really wish she leaned more into the alphaXalpha dynamic - the fact that we never saw them fight was a tragedy to me
- I feel like this story could have just not been an omegaverse and it would have basically been the same story - I only was reminded of the fact that this was a/b/o when they mentioned 'alpha' or the pheromone bracelets but even all of that was VERY minor
- going off of the last two points, I felt like the author only wrote this as omegaverse/alphaXalpha to be able to write a story about homophobia because if you got rid of the omegaverse then it really is just a normal story of two guys dealing with hiding a relationship due to judgmental, homophobic parents.
The only other negative I had was the middle gets quite boring - theres a solid 250 pages I felt were very repetitive/could have been cut. I can overlook that in danmei a lot, but 250 pages was a LONG time to feel bored
But, overall, the positives far outweighed the negatives, and I really REALLY liked this story. but i'm even more excited for book 2!! I feel like I hear about book 2 ALL THE TIME and could tell half way through this story that the author really just wanted to write about our book 2 couple lol (which I can understand, I did that with my fantasy series too), so I'll be diving right into that one next!!
September 25, 2024
Al momento de dar mi calificación, estuve bastante dubitativa. Cuando inicié la novela, me daba la sensación de que, por mucho que leyera, mi porcentaje de lectura en Goodreads no avanzaba. Aún no me acostumbro a un ritmo de lectura pausado —culpa mía, cuesta creer que pronto empezaré a pagar deudas—; por lo tanto, para mí, un indicador frecuente de que un libro me está fascinando es leerlo sino en cuestión de días, semanas.
Eternities Still Unsaid Till You Love Me ha sido un raro caso. Retomé la historia por curiosidad —y por un arte precioso de los protagonistas— y, esta vez, me hallaba ansiosa, esperando a que los veintincinco minutos de concentración en mi Pomodoro llegaran a su final para darme cinco magníficos con Xu Ze y Lu Heyang, mis dos queridos alfas. Decidí, entonces, a eso de las tres de la mañana, que sería una injusticia para ellos no darle cinco estrellas a este libro.
Eternities Still Unsaid Till You Love Me es una obra romántica, y considero que no habría mejor forma de describirla. Xu Ze y Lu Heyang, dos alfas de clase S que se conocen en una prestigiosa secundaria y que se sienten atraídos el uno por el otro como yo... como yo viendo un yogurt en la tienda frente a la universidad cuando estoy muriendo de hambre. Siento si este ejemplo quebró con todo el estilo narrativo de la reseña, pero todavía sigo fantaseando con tomarme un yogurt de fresa. Como decía: la pasión entre Xu Ze y Lu Heyang es palpable. Quedas temblando de la emoción cuando lees las escenas entre ellos. También hay algunas en donde te tapas la boca y dices «Ave María». Este par es tremendo.
Y también son tremendos en el sentido de hacerme SUFRIR, sobre todo Xu Ze. Xu Ze es el tipo de personaje al que amo. Créanme que, si quieren recomendarme una novela, solo tienen que decirme que el protagonista es del tipo que se dejaría pisotear el corazón y que, aun así, ofrecería disculpas por no tener más trozos que romper y yo correré a leer. Xu Ze me dejaba con la mano en el pecho. Me encantaría que se ame a sí mismo tanto como ama a Lu Heyang, pero es imposible. No hay fuerza en el universo que exprese más devoción hacia Lu Heyang que Xu Ze.
Lu Heyang no se queda atrás. MY MAN WAS STANDING ON BUSINESS. Qué alfa, qué hombre. Déjenlo cumplir su sueño de darle una marca permanente a Xu Ze y de preñarlo, por favor.
Las parejas secundarias también son muy lindas. GU YUNCHI TIENE UNA NOVELA AAAAAAAAAA y yo definitivamente la leeré. Esperaré a que la historia esté cerca del final porque ME CONOZCO. Chi Jiahan y He Wei eran tiernos. Pobrecito He Wei, kkkk. Fue el último en enterarse de la relación de Xu Ze y Lu Heyang.
Oh, una última cosa: LA PLUMA DE LA AUTORA ES HERMOSA. La traducción le hizo justicia.
Sin más que decir, lean Eternities Still Unsaid Till You Love Me.
PD. Ignoren que esta novela casi me hace vomitar por la crueldad de la autora. Todos tenemos nuestros momentos.
Eternities Still Unsaid Till You Love Me ha sido un raro caso. Retomé la historia por curiosidad —y por un arte precioso de los protagonistas— y, esta vez, me hallaba ansiosa, esperando a que los veintincinco minutos de concentración en mi Pomodoro llegaran a su final para darme cinco magníficos con Xu Ze y Lu Heyang, mis dos queridos alfas. Decidí, entonces, a eso de las tres de la mañana, que sería una injusticia para ellos no darle cinco estrellas a este libro.
Eternities Still Unsaid Till You Love Me es una obra romántica, y considero que no habría mejor forma de describirla. Xu Ze y Lu Heyang, dos alfas de clase S que se conocen en una prestigiosa secundaria y que se sienten atraídos el uno por el otro como yo... como yo viendo un yogurt en la tienda frente a la universidad cuando estoy muriendo de hambre. Siento si este ejemplo quebró con todo el estilo narrativo de la reseña, pero todavía sigo fantaseando con tomarme un yogurt de fresa. Como decía: la pasión entre Xu Ze y Lu Heyang es palpable. Quedas temblando de la emoción cuando lees las escenas entre ellos. También hay algunas en donde te tapas la boca y dices «Ave María». Este par es tremendo.
Y también son tremendos en el sentido de hacerme SUFRIR, sobre todo Xu Ze. Xu Ze es el tipo de personaje al que amo. Créanme que, si quieren recomendarme una novela, solo tienen que decirme que el protagonista es del tipo que se dejaría pisotear el corazón y que, aun así, ofrecería disculpas por no tener más trozos que romper y yo correré a leer. Xu Ze me dejaba con la mano en el pecho. Me encantaría que se ame a sí mismo tanto como ama a Lu Heyang, pero es imposible. No hay fuerza en el universo que exprese más devoción hacia Lu Heyang que Xu Ze.
Lu Heyang no se queda atrás. MY MAN WAS STANDING ON BUSINESS. Qué alfa, qué hombre. Déjenlo cumplir su sueño de darle una marca permanente a Xu Ze y de preñarlo, por favor.
Las parejas secundarias también son muy lindas. GU YUNCHI TIENE UNA NOVELA AAAAAAAAAA y yo definitivamente la leeré. Esperaré a que la historia esté cerca del final porque ME CONOZCO. Chi Jiahan y He Wei eran tiernos. Pobrecito He Wei, kkkk. Fue el último en enterarse de la relación de Xu Ze y Lu Heyang.
Oh, una última cosa: LA PLUMA DE LA AUTORA ES HERMOSA. La traducción le hizo justicia.
Sin más que decir, lean Eternities Still Unsaid Till You Love Me.
PD. Ignoren que esta novela casi me hace vomitar por la crueldad de la autora. Todos tenemos nuestros momentos.
November 20, 2024
como extrañaba leer algo omegaverse… volví a mis raíces (ojalá lo hubieran mordido más y hubiera mpreg canónico hehe).
empiezo a hablar sobre xu ze porque me dieron 50 puñetazos en el estómago con este personaje, lo sentí tan personal que pensé que la autora me había puesto cámaras en casa. lo amo, lo amo, lo amo, y me iba enamorando más de él conjuntamente con lu heyang. me sorprende que no estuviera más tiempo resfriado aún cuando lo único que hacía era mostrar su amor bajo la lluvia. (lo que me lleva a un detalle que es la cantidad de veces que mencionan que se duchan ambos, me da mucha risa pero muy bien por su higiene!!) si este chico te ama le puedes escupir en la cara y aun te va a dar las gracias o sea POR FAVOR NO PUEDES SER TAN LINDO
segundo, lu heyang… suspiro, me levanto, grito un pcoo, doy 50 vueltas por la habitación, me vuelvo a sentar y respiro hondo… LO AMO ME TENIA TODO EL RATO PENDIENTE DE ÉL ERA LEER LU HEYANG EN EL TEXTO Y TODAS MIS NEURONAS SE ACTIVABAN PENDIENTE DE QUE IBA A DECIR siempre siempre me dejaba kicking my feet por favor, el coqueteo de este cristiano, lo que causaba una increíble tensión sexual CONSTANTE (hay una parte donde xu ze dice que “últimamente se calientan solo de mirarse a los ojos” por el amor de dios lleváis toda la novela así… como para no calentarse con los coqueteos de este chico) nono pero encima super lindo yo te amo lu heyang eres perfecto ideal te voy a extrañar que chico mas AAAAA siempre decía lo más !!!! para dejar a xu ze y al lector colapsando lo amo
a he wei lo amo quien la sigue la consigue chico 🫶🏻 y estoy por ponerme a leer la novela de gu yunchi para saber más de él!!
lo de la abuela de xu ze también DESTRUCTIVO me maté 50 veces pero muy bueno muy bueno
en general: personajes principales muy lindos que te hacen querer sacarte el corazón del pecho y gritar, escenas con muchísima tensión sexual (resuelta, y de qué forma… fuegooo!!) y una historia entretenida!!
empiezo a hablar sobre xu ze porque me dieron 50 puñetazos en el estómago con este personaje, lo sentí tan personal que pensé que la autora me había puesto cámaras en casa. lo amo, lo amo, lo amo, y me iba enamorando más de él conjuntamente con lu heyang. me sorprende que no estuviera más tiempo resfriado aún cuando lo único que hacía era mostrar su amor bajo la lluvia. (lo que me lleva a un detalle que es la cantidad de veces que mencionan que se duchan ambos, me da mucha risa pero muy bien por su higiene!!) si este chico te ama le puedes escupir en la cara y aun te va a dar las gracias o sea POR FAVOR NO PUEDES SER TAN LINDO
segundo, lu heyang… suspiro, me levanto, grito un pcoo, doy 50 vueltas por la habitación, me vuelvo a sentar y respiro hondo… LO AMO ME TENIA TODO EL RATO PENDIENTE DE ÉL ERA LEER LU HEYANG EN EL TEXTO Y TODAS MIS NEURONAS SE ACTIVABAN PENDIENTE DE QUE IBA A DECIR siempre siempre me dejaba kicking my feet por favor, el coqueteo de este cristiano, lo que causaba una increíble tensión sexual CONSTANTE (hay una parte donde xu ze dice que “últimamente se calientan solo de mirarse a los ojos” por el amor de dios lleváis toda la novela así… como para no calentarse con los coqueteos de este chico) nono pero encima super lindo yo te amo lu heyang eres perfecto ideal te voy a extrañar que chico mas AAAAA siempre decía lo más !!!! para dejar a xu ze y al lector colapsando lo amo
a he wei lo amo quien la sigue la consigue chico 🫶🏻 y estoy por ponerme a leer la novela de gu yunchi para saber más de él!!
lo de la abuela de xu ze también DESTRUCTIVO me maté 50 veces pero muy bueno muy bueno
en general: personajes principales muy lindos que te hacen querer sacarte el corazón del pecho y gritar, escenas con muchísima tensión sexual (resuelta, y de qué forma… fuegooo!!) y una historia entretenida!!
August 25, 2025
This might be the best ABO book I’ve read, which, considering my general dislike for the genre, isn’t saying much, but it really was enjoyable.
Xu Ze was stubborn in his independence and noble in how he refused to endanger anyone he cared about (even to his own detriment). However, the author did a good job at portraying these qualities as being negative as well because he would purposely not ask for help and be self sacrificial to a terrifying degree.
Lu Heyang was a little mysterious because we were almost entirely in Xu Ze’s perspective, so occasionally, I thought that Xu Ze cared more, but time proved I was flawed in this assumption. Everything he did from the middle onwards was for their relationship and their future. He might have only been an enigma because Xu Ze never wanted to believe he had a chance and develop hope for something that would fail.
Their situations started off negative with both of them pursuing freedom and being unable to reach it, but it ended with them freeing themselves and starting a new relationship on more even terms.
Xu Ze was stubborn in his independence and noble in how he refused to endanger anyone he cared about (even to his own detriment). However, the author did a good job at portraying these qualities as being negative as well because he would purposely not ask for help and be self sacrificial to a terrifying degree.
Lu Heyang was a little mysterious because we were almost entirely in Xu Ze’s perspective, so occasionally, I thought that Xu Ze cared more, but time proved I was flawed in this assumption. Everything he did from the middle onwards was for their relationship and their future. He might have only been an enigma because Xu Ze never wanted to believe he had a chance and develop hope for something that would fail.
Their situations started off negative with both of them pursuing freedom and being unable to reach it, but it ended with them freeing themselves and starting a new relationship on more even terms.
January 24, 2025
Lu Heyang y Xu Ze llegaron en el momento que necesitaba sobrellevar todo el estrés laboral, me cagué de risa y también los bardee porque a veces son muy boludos. Xu Ze es de los que no hay, pero me hicieron muy feliz. E incluso la hermana de Heyang y Chi Jiahan con He Wei (las risas que me sacó este loco), les deseo felicidad eterna.
Xu Ze se merece todo lo mejor de este mundo y Lu Heyang se va a encargar de eso.
Xu Ze se merece todo lo mejor de este mundo y Lu Heyang se va a encargar de eso.
July 31, 2024
Omegaverse story featuring Alpha x Alpha relationship
The story is well-written and detailed enough that it leaves you wanting to know what happens after each chapter.
First arc centers around their high school years and is generally really fluffy, they have a falling out and that is when the second arc starts, with both the ML and MC being adults with successful careers. (if I had to compare the angst level, I'd say it's on par with Wait For Me After School, where the reencounter isn't dragged out and feels realistic and romantic)
My only complaint would be SPOILER
Overall, 4.5 read, but a definite recc for anyone who likes Alpha x Alpha pairings!
The story is well-written and detailed enough that it leaves you wanting to know what happens after each chapter.
First arc centers around their high school years and is generally really fluffy, they have a falling out and that is when the second arc starts, with both the ML and MC being adults with successful careers. (if I had to compare the angst level, I'd say it's on par with Wait For Me After School, where the reencounter isn't dragged out and feels realistic and romantic)
My only complaint would be SPOILER
Overall, 4.5 read, but a definite recc for anyone who likes Alpha x Alpha pairings!
January 27, 2025
i love them so much!!!
i was worried that xu ze would not have development and growth but i was wrong. i loved the story, i loved the protagonist and the secondary characters. really everyone had their happy ending!!! fuck lu father!!
i was worried that xu ze would not have development and growth but i was wrong. i loved the story, i loved the protagonist and the secondary characters. really everyone had their happy ending!!! fuck lu father!!
April 15, 2025
4.5.
Lu Heyang podrá olvidar su memoria e irse x veces pero aun así, Xu Ze podrá esperarle los x años para verle de nuevo y estar con él.
POR FAVOR QUE LA AUTORA ESCRIBA UNA HISTORIA CON HE WEI Y CHI JIAHAN NECESITO EL LIBRO
Lu Heyang podrá olvidar su memoria e irse x veces pero aun así, Xu Ze podrá esperarle los x años para verle de nuevo y estar con él.
POR FAVOR QUE LA AUTORA ESCRIBA UNA HISTORIA CON HE WEI Y CHI JIAHAN NECESITO EL LIBRO
January 6, 2025
me gustó bastante, pero no superó la vara tan alta que dejó imprisoned. igualmente los amo mucho 💜 familiaaa
July 2, 2025
I didn't expect to love this and Imprisoned in Eternal Night so much! They're both so good ❤️❤️❤️
Praying for a Hechi book soon !
Praying for a Hechi book soon !
August 22, 2024
I really enjoyed this novel a lot, although there was a brief period in the middle where it felt a little slow, I think it was more due to the fact that I was anticipating the amnesia tag and the time skip wondering when it would happen and worrying about how. Although the actual forgetting part was sad, the part that really hot me the most was when Lu Heyang finally remembered Xu Ze and Xu Ze finally allowed himself to process the emotions and cry after having shut them off and pretending he was okay the whole time.Xu Ze really had it tough not only does his grandma not remember him, but Lu Heyang forgot him twice, so I’m really glad Lu Heyang decided to get his memories back!
Xu Ze is too good, honestly, like he always does his best and doesn’t complain no matter the situation!! It truly hurt my heart reading sometimes since he felt like he wasn’t deserving of anything and he never held any expectations towards anyone. I know this is most likely to protect himself from being disappointed to prevent himself from breaking down but it really broke my heart reading about it.
Ah I am also really glad that Lu Heyang is a good person, given Xu Zes tendency to just go along with whatever lhy says, if it were someone with a bad personality they could easily take advantage of that.
Xu Ze and Lu Heyang are such a sweet couple even after forgetting Xu Ze when meeting again he still felt the compulsion to get close to him again. Although they kind of take it to the next level, I think it is nice that they try to solve things without trying to cause a burden on the other. They do try a bit too much which leads to complications in the story, but the idea is nice, as they show they want to look after each other. After all the pain they went through I’m glad they can finally be happy together without having others trying to ruin it or make their lives worse.
Xu Ze is too good, honestly, like he always does his best and doesn’t complain no matter the situation!! It truly hurt my heart reading sometimes since he felt like he wasn’t deserving of anything and he never held any expectations towards anyone. I know this is most likely to protect himself from being disappointed to prevent himself from breaking down but it really broke my heart reading about it.
Ah I am also really glad that Lu Heyang is a good person, given Xu Zes tendency to just go along with whatever lhy says, if it were someone with a bad personality they could easily take advantage of that.
Xu Ze and Lu Heyang are such a sweet couple even after forgetting Xu Ze when meeting again he still felt the compulsion to get close to him again. Although they kind of take it to the next level, I think it is nice that they try to solve things without trying to cause a burden on the other. They do try a bit too much which leads to complications in the story, but the idea is nice, as they show they want to look after each other. After all the pain they went through I’m glad they can finally be happy together without having others trying to ruin it or make their lives worse.
December 6, 2024
Me ha tomado más de un mes terminar esta novela porque estaba en medio de proyectos y exámenes finales pero en cada momento que podía sentarme a leer esta novela yo era muy feliz.
Es una historia Alfa x Alfa con su dosis justa de angustia y con un amor tan fuerte que pudo vencer el tiempo y la pérdida de memoria.
No puedo dejar de pensar que si Lu Heyang no hubiera recuperado su memoria aún así Xu Zhe lo habría seguido esperando toda su vida y se me rompe el corazón.
"Mientras pudiera esperar hasta verlo de nuevo, estaba dispuesto a esperar tanto como fuera necesario."
Pero por suerte no paso y ellos siempre estarán juntos y felices.🩵
Es una historia Alfa x Alfa con su dosis justa de angustia y con un amor tan fuerte que pudo vencer el tiempo y la pérdida de memoria.
No puedo dejar de pensar que si Lu Heyang no hubiera recuperado su memoria aún así Xu Zhe lo habría seguido esperando toda su vida y se me rompe el corazón.
"Mientras pudiera esperar hasta verlo de nuevo, estaba dispuesto a esperar tanto como fuera necesario."
Pero por suerte no paso y ellos siempre estarán juntos y felices.🩵
September 27, 2025
so good! i simply have no words to describe my feelings right now i read this book slowly so as not to finish it but ended up developing a great attachment to it i hope we'll get more extras in the future i love all three couples but especially luxu are dear to me i cried at the happy parts rather than the sad ones because they were hard earned xu ze is a certified yearner and heyang will find his way back to him in any situation
February 24, 2025
Eternities Still Unsaid Till You Love Me es un balance perfecto entre el romance y la angustia, tienen todo para que estés con un sonrisa mientras lo lees, así como también para sufrir.
February 1, 2025
I have to be honest: a danmei novel has to be very bad or boring for me to stop reading. Most of them are quite entertaining, but I do have mixed feelings about this one. I don't like omegaverse, but I said whatever, a meal is a meal! However, that part of the novel is surprisingly not the biggest turn-off. The novel is in general a mess: it doesn't clearly convey what it wants to tell because every story must say something, right? So at first, the MC is this poor guy who has to fight in an underground ring at 17 to help pay his bills for his sick grandmother. As his parents died, she's the only thing he has in the world, but she has dementia so she doesn't remember him (without criticizing the way mental health is portrayed. It's pretty ambiguous as I can't say it sucks, but I also can't say it's good).
The MC is in love with another rich kid from his school and has been since he met him years ago. Things happen, they become close, and the ML starts to fall for him. They're both minors, and I don't know if I'm a hag, but the sexualization of the MC in that underground ring is... well, interesting, as it's never condemned. He's seventeen! Why is he fighting with a skirt?! I agree with that review that said the author regretted making the MC an alpha at some point as he even gave him a pregnancy scare (because they fuck all the time, what happened to studying?). And the most interesting part, which I suppose it's the most criticized part of this, is that the MC is a doormat. But not your typical doormat. His self-esteem is really low, so despite fucking and being with the ML all the time before the time skip, he doesn't expect him to love him, or entertain the idea of being with him for real as the ML is rich and has a promising future and his family probably wouldn't allow them to be together. Anyway, I liked that at some point his doormat behaviors were interesting: someone deeply scarred wouldn't believe they could be happy with the pseudo prince charming of the school, but I wished that it was because he didn't love him. Not because he loved him so much that he'd allow the ML to do whatever he wanted with him. Don't get me wrong, the ML is a real lover boy most of the time, and he's very doting, but *Lestat's voice* you don't know this person. Why does he trust him so much? It makes no sense and it's unsafe as hell!
Things happen, there's a time skip, and the ML forgets him (it's on the synopsis so I don't think I'm spoiling anything) and the MC is still a doormat who trusts the ML too easily. Again, the ML is a decent man so it's not a problem in the narrative, but it should be. This novel is the #5 on Weibo regarding novels, so I must be missing something. The #1 is the companion novel of this one, with a side couple, and I have chismosa virus so I'll probably read it. Still, I imagined something completely different from this novel. At least it didn't stop me from reading, but so many things could have been better 🤒.
The MC is in love with another rich kid from his school and has been since he met him years ago. Things happen, they become close, and the ML starts to fall for him. They're both minors, and I don't know if I'm a hag, but the sexualization of the MC in that underground ring is... well, interesting, as it's never condemned. He's seventeen! Why is he fighting with a skirt?! I agree with that review that said the author regretted making the MC an alpha at some point as he even gave him a pregnancy scare (because they fuck all the time, what happened to studying?). And the most interesting part, which I suppose it's the most criticized part of this, is that the MC is a doormat. But not your typical doormat. His self-esteem is really low, so despite fucking and being with the ML all the time before the time skip, he doesn't expect him to love him, or entertain the idea of being with him for real as the ML is rich and has a promising future and his family probably wouldn't allow them to be together. Anyway, I liked that at some point his doormat behaviors were interesting: someone deeply scarred wouldn't believe they could be happy with the pseudo prince charming of the school, but I wished that it was because he didn't love him. Not because he loved him so much that he'd allow the ML to do whatever he wanted with him. Don't get me wrong, the ML is a real lover boy most of the time, and he's very doting, but *Lestat's voice* you don't know this person. Why does he trust him so much? It makes no sense and it's unsafe as hell!
Things happen, there's a time skip, and the ML forgets him (it's on the synopsis so I don't think I'm spoiling anything) and the MC is still a doormat who trusts the ML too easily. Again, the ML is a decent man so it's not a problem in the narrative, but it should be. This novel is the #5 on Weibo regarding novels, so I must be missing something. The #1 is the companion novel of this one, with a side couple, and I have chismosa virus so I'll probably read it. Still, I imagined something completely different from this novel. At least it didn't stop me from reading, but so many things could have been better 🤒.
August 23, 2025
It's not a perfect 5* but there's too many positive factors, I think the novel deserves it anyway this time. (I still need to read the extras)
This was my first omegaverse and I probably won't make a habit out of it, but I still enjoyed it very much and the reason is simple: the amazing characters.
The author is definitely the kind that writes whatever they want, without remorse and I'm happy about that because it worked in their favour.
Since the description provided isn't very reliable, typical of a danmei, I'll summarise is at such: Xu Ze (MC) has had a crush on Lu Heyang (ML) since he was 7, but he never thought their paths would cross...Boy, was he wrong about that.
Our MC is an absolute sweetheart. I thought he'd be your average aloof MC but that was not the case. Sure, he was introverted, but he was kind, hardworking and honest. He loved ML to the point of selflessness - he would be fine with anything he'd give him, even if he was just an NPC in his life. He's the kind that never asks for help and doesn't want to burden others, but wouldn't hesitate to help you instead.
As for the ML...as every Lu in danmei, he's outstanding, beautiful, amazing etc you get it. He was so weird in my eyes, I couldn't understand him but at the same I felt like it was very obvious what he was trying to do. I can't explain with proper English, but you'll understand if you read it. There's a thing I know for sure: he fell for XZ twice and he'd do it again if given the chance
This was my first omegaverse and I probably won't make a habit out of it, but I still enjoyed it very much and the reason is simple: the amazing characters.
The author is definitely the kind that writes whatever they want, without remorse and I'm happy about that because it worked in their favour.
Since the description provided isn't very reliable, typical of a danmei, I'll summarise is at such: Xu Ze (MC) has had a crush on Lu Heyang (ML) since he was 7, but he never thought their paths would cross...Boy, was he wrong about that.
Our MC is an absolute sweetheart. I thought he'd be your average aloof MC but that was not the case. Sure, he was introverted, but he was kind, hardworking and honest. He loved ML to the point of selflessness - he would be fine with anything he'd give him, even if he was just an NPC in his life. He's the kind that never asks for help and doesn't want to burden others, but wouldn't hesitate to help you instead.
As for the ML...as every Lu in danmei, he's outstanding, beautiful, amazing etc you get it. He was so weird in my eyes, I couldn't understand him but at the same I felt like it was very obvious what he was trying to do. I can't explain with proper English, but you'll understand if you read it. There's a thing I know for sure: he fell for XZ twice and he'd do it again if given the chance
July 17, 2025
A very long rant + critique on this book because I feel somehow writing this justifies all the time that I wasted on this book.
I just finished reading this, and no, don't let the gorgeously melancholic title fool you.
Because if the story carried even half the emotional weight as the title, we'd be reading a masterpiece. But alas, all the eternities, all the feelings, all the unsaid things, still stayed unsaid. Why? Because our main character - He. Froze.
Now, I came into this book with real hopes. It's written by the same author who gave us Imprisoned in the Eternal Night, and while that one had its fair share of flaws (trust me, I have notes), it still managed to be a decent time-pass read. I picked this up with genuine excitement because this time the pairing was Alpha x Alpha, which I really love and enjoy for its heated dynamic.
Instead, what I got was: Alpha x... a submissively frozen houseplant.
Let's talk about the main pairing: both Alphas. Sounds spicy? Nope. Because one of them, Xu Ze, is supposedly an Alpha, but if it hadn't been spoon-fed to us by the author, you'd think he was written as an Omega by accident and they never got around to fixing it. Actually, scratch that, I've read stronger, more commanding Omega characters than whatever his was written as. The only signs of his Alpha-ness were some [spoiler]occasional pheromone clashing mentions when they were together and some one-line action/attempt towards marking the male lead.[/
That's it.
His entire persona is composed of four actions: He froze, he dazed out, he froze again, and he nodded.
That's his entire character arc.
MC Pre-time skip? Froze. MC Post-time skip? Still frozen.
If this story had a drinking game based on the phrase "he froze," I'd have died of alcohol poisoning by chapter 15.
Now another point, I get what the author tried to do: build a "pure-hearted, uncorrupted poor boy" archetype. From the very start, Xu Ze is shown to be comically selfless to the point of absurdity. Eg: He washes and tries to return back the containers which his rich boyfriend delivered food in. Tries finding detergent to wash the face towel he used to wipe his mouth with after staying over at Lu Heyang's mansion. I mean, okay, Xu Ze, we get it. You're the poster child of humble peasantry. But please, tone it down. From the very start, we were being spoon-fed his oh-so-noble "I return everything, I accept nothing" attitude, but even that doesn't evolve. And yes, the book tries to romanticize the fact that he remains unchanged as some kind of poetic metaphor for eternal love, that their love remained unchanged, so he did too.
Like, no.
He remained unchanged because the author had no idea what kind of character he was to begin with and clearly realized this around chapter 70 that the MC had no personality, so what do they try to do? Tries to justify it in-story. Suddenly, side characters start calling Xu Ze: "robotic", "mechanized", "blindly obedient". His best friend even gets exasperated and throws some blunt, long-overdue truths at him, and for one fleeting second, I thought, finally, a turning point. But nope. That too gets buried in the echo chamber of just how poorly his character is written.
Even his backstory, which, on paper, should've screamed layered trauma and grit, just... doesn't. Xu Ze was literally an underground illegal boxer, trying to make quick money for his ill grandma, he lost both his parents in tragic, violent ways and yet somehow, even that couldn't give him a backbone. He isn't brooding or hardened or even quietly enduring, he's just faintly present, like a background blur in a photo. It's like trauma was thrown in for depth but used like a sticker, not a shovel.
Meanwhile, Lu Heyang, our main lead, gets the full deluxe treatment. He's rich, commanding, emotionally intelligent, sexually dominant, politically powerful, has BDSM kink and comes with the mandatory tragic past. Sure, he's a little too perfect, but at least he's a character, a fully-formed one. Xu Ze, the MC? He's not even orbiting around Lu Heyang he's just dissolving in his shadow. Every move, every emotional beat, every decision is filtered through "Lu Heyang." It's less romance and more emotional servitude with sparkles on top.
And then comes the seven year time skip, where you'd expect growth, recovery or maybe even some identity re-formation for Xu Ze...Nah. Still frozen. Still nodding. Still tragically loyal.
There's one scene post-amnesia that had me screaming through my phone screen...in frustration...
Lu Heyang, trying to piece things together, asks: "Was our relationship important?"
Xu Ze replies: "No."
Lu Heyang presses: "Not important to you, or not important to me?"
Xu Ze says: "To you."
Because in his inner monologue, he justifies that since Lu Heyang succeeded in life without their memories, clearly, it wasn't important.
Like... WHAT?
That scene had the potential to be heartbreakingly poignant. But nope & that's what frustrated me the most. I understand grief. I understand trauma. I understand unrequited longing. But what I don't understand is why Xu Ze is allowed to exist for 100 chapters as a hollow echo for Lu Heyang. He's a man who lived a difficult life, boxed underground to pay medical bills, watched his parents die, took care of his grandma, but came out of all of it with, no fire? no edge? no sense of "Hey, maybe I deserve to be a person too"? It's one thing to write a quiet, soft character, it's another to write one who has absolutely nothing going on except reacting (barely) to the ML's existence. And that's the thing, no matter how much the author tried to decorate Xu Ze with traits like "pure" or "dignified" or "stoic," when it came to the actual relationship, he had zero dignity and even less backbone. He didn't hold his ground even once. He never said, "Hey, I'm not the same person anymore." He didn't say, "I have my own life now." He didn't say anything, really because...say it with me - he froze. And yes, I get it, it's for the plot, it's for the drama, but at this point, it just feels pathetic.
Xu Ze doesn't have self-preservation. He doesn't have dignity. He doesn't even have that emotional fatigue. Just... a permanently stunned character.
This could've been a beautiful love ballad for dynamics steeped in angst and growth. The stage was there. The conflict was there. But instead, we got - A (probably still) "Frozen" MC.
In the end, I'm still mad I read 85 chapters while spiraling in frustration. But maybe that's the real genius of the author...
I just finished reading this, and no, don't let the gorgeously melancholic title fool you.
Because if the story carried even half the emotional weight as the title, we'd be reading a masterpiece. But alas, all the eternities, all the feelings, all the unsaid things, still stayed unsaid. Why? Because our main character - He. Froze.
Now, I came into this book with real hopes. It's written by the same author who gave us Imprisoned in the Eternal Night, and while that one had its fair share of flaws (trust me, I have notes), it still managed to be a decent time-pass read. I picked this up with genuine excitement because this time the pairing was Alpha x Alpha, which I really love and enjoy for its heated dynamic.
Instead, what I got was: Alpha x... a submissively frozen houseplant.
Let's talk about the main pairing: both Alphas. Sounds spicy? Nope. Because one of them, Xu Ze, is supposedly an Alpha, but if it hadn't been spoon-fed to us by the author, you'd think he was written as an Omega by accident and they never got around to fixing it. Actually, scratch that, I've read stronger, more commanding Omega characters than whatever his was written as. The only signs of his Alpha-ness were some [spoiler]occasional pheromone clashing mentions when they were together and some one-line action/attempt towards marking the male lead.[/
That's it.
His entire persona is composed of four actions: He froze, he dazed out, he froze again, and he nodded.
That's his entire character arc.
MC Pre-time skip? Froze. MC Post-time skip? Still frozen.
If this story had a drinking game based on the phrase "he froze," I'd have died of alcohol poisoning by chapter 15.
Now another point, I get what the author tried to do: build a "pure-hearted, uncorrupted poor boy" archetype. From the very start, Xu Ze is shown to be comically selfless to the point of absurdity. Eg: He washes and tries to return back the containers which his rich boyfriend delivered food in. Tries finding detergent to wash the face towel he used to wipe his mouth with after staying over at Lu Heyang's mansion. I mean, okay, Xu Ze, we get it. You're the poster child of humble peasantry. But please, tone it down. From the very start, we were being spoon-fed his oh-so-noble "I return everything, I accept nothing" attitude, but even that doesn't evolve. And yes, the book tries to romanticize the fact that he remains unchanged as some kind of poetic metaphor for eternal love, that their love remained unchanged, so he did too.
Like, no.
He remained unchanged because the author had no idea what kind of character he was to begin with and clearly realized this around chapter 70 that the MC had no personality, so what do they try to do? Tries to justify it in-story. Suddenly, side characters start calling Xu Ze: "robotic", "mechanized", "blindly obedient". His best friend even gets exasperated and throws some blunt, long-overdue truths at him, and for one fleeting second, I thought, finally, a turning point. But nope. That too gets buried in the echo chamber of just how poorly his character is written.
Even his backstory, which, on paper, should've screamed layered trauma and grit, just... doesn't. Xu Ze was literally an underground illegal boxer, trying to make quick money for his ill grandma, he lost both his parents in tragic, violent ways and yet somehow, even that couldn't give him a backbone. He isn't brooding or hardened or even quietly enduring, he's just faintly present, like a background blur in a photo. It's like trauma was thrown in for depth but used like a sticker, not a shovel.
Meanwhile, Lu Heyang, our main lead, gets the full deluxe treatment. He's rich, commanding, emotionally intelligent, sexually dominant, politically powerful, has BDSM kink and comes with the mandatory tragic past. Sure, he's a little too perfect, but at least he's a character, a fully-formed one. Xu Ze, the MC? He's not even orbiting around Lu Heyang he's just dissolving in his shadow. Every move, every emotional beat, every decision is filtered through "Lu Heyang." It's less romance and more emotional servitude with sparkles on top.
And then comes the seven year time skip, where you'd expect growth, recovery or maybe even some identity re-formation for Xu Ze...Nah. Still frozen. Still nodding. Still tragically loyal.
There's one scene post-amnesia that had me screaming through my phone screen...in frustration...
Lu Heyang, trying to piece things together, asks: "Was our relationship important?"
Xu Ze replies: "No."
Lu Heyang presses: "Not important to you, or not important to me?"
Xu Ze says: "To you."
Because in his inner monologue, he justifies that since Lu Heyang succeeded in life without their memories, clearly, it wasn't important.
Like... WHAT?
That scene had the potential to be heartbreakingly poignant. But nope & that's what frustrated me the most. I understand grief. I understand trauma. I understand unrequited longing. But what I don't understand is why Xu Ze is allowed to exist for 100 chapters as a hollow echo for Lu Heyang. He's a man who lived a difficult life, boxed underground to pay medical bills, watched his parents die, took care of his grandma, but came out of all of it with, no fire? no edge? no sense of "Hey, maybe I deserve to be a person too"? It's one thing to write a quiet, soft character, it's another to write one who has absolutely nothing going on except reacting (barely) to the ML's existence. And that's the thing, no matter how much the author tried to decorate Xu Ze with traits like "pure" or "dignified" or "stoic," when it came to the actual relationship, he had zero dignity and even less backbone. He didn't hold his ground even once. He never said, "Hey, I'm not the same person anymore." He didn't say, "I have my own life now." He didn't say anything, really because...say it with me - he froze. And yes, I get it, it's for the plot, it's for the drama, but at this point, it just feels pathetic.
Xu Ze doesn't have self-preservation. He doesn't have dignity. He doesn't even have that emotional fatigue. Just... a permanently stunned character.
This could've been a beautiful love ballad for dynamics steeped in angst and growth. The stage was there. The conflict was there. But instead, we got - A (probably still) "Frozen" MC.
In the end, I'm still mad I read 85 chapters while spiraling in frustration. But maybe that's the real genius of the author...
January 6, 2025
English title on Novel Updates: Eternities Still Unsaid Till You Love Me
This was a nice and short read set in the ABO world about two alphas getting together. I haven't read a lot of these, but honestly the ABO aspects didn't play a huge part in the romance since it's about two alphas.
It starts out with our two characters, Xu Ze and Lu Heyang, in high school. The former is a poor scholarship student who fights in illegal boxing rings after school to make money for his family's medical expenses, while the latter is from a prominent political family with lots of money and clout. Through some coincidences, they have some minor interactions, and then finally Lu Heyang starts taking more interest in Xu Ze when he sees him fighting in the ring.
I was expecting a sweet high school romance, but it's much more than that. Initially it starts out a bit like that (but with less fluff that I was expecting/hoping for), but then the author cranks up the angst and our two characters don't see each other for a couple years before finally reuniting again. My favorite part was probably the beginning, as they're just starting to get to know each other, as they have really good tension between them. Even though the start of their physical relationship was super sudden and took me by surprise, there was a nice build up to the relationship and they had some super cute moments, like when they celebrated Xu Ze's birthday together by camping.
It's inevitable given their situation in life, but one thing that always broke my heart was how passive Xu Ze was towards their relationship. He knows that Lu Heyang is high above him, and because of that he never allows himself to have any expectations for Lu Heyang to help him or even for LHY to stick around in his life. For Xu Ze, he wants to be greedy and get as much as he can from LHY before LHY leaves his life, and he's content with that. Even after many years apart and LHY comes back into his life again, Xu Ze is happy to just enjoy every moment together and not have any expectations for further interactions. Poor Xu Ze has gone through so much with all his family members leaving him one by one, and I just want him to fight a little bit harder for his own happiness.
I was a bit worried in the middle when they separated, since the circumstances in which they separated were kind of crazy with LHY's amnesia, and I had to keep reminding myself that this is a HE story. Reading about Lu Heyang rediscovering Xu Ze again wasn't as frustrating as I feared, since LHY is smart and quickly realizes there's more to their previous relationship than what Xu Ze is telling him. Everyone else might try to take advantage of his memory loss, but Xu Ze is the only one who doesn't and tries to keep the status quo. And at least now they can meet more as equals, since Xu Ze has established a career of his own and has been recognized for accomplishments in his field.
I also got a huge kick out of one of LHY's childhood friends, He Wei, only finding out about the two being together when the story was almost over. He's seriously one the most clueless side characters ever XP
This was a nice and short read set in the ABO world about two alphas getting together. I haven't read a lot of these, but honestly the ABO aspects didn't play a huge part in the romance since it's about two alphas.
It starts out with our two characters, Xu Ze and Lu Heyang, in high school. The former is a poor scholarship student who fights in illegal boxing rings after school to make money for his family's medical expenses, while the latter is from a prominent political family with lots of money and clout. Through some coincidences, they have some minor interactions, and then finally Lu Heyang starts taking more interest in Xu Ze when he sees him fighting in the ring.
I was expecting a sweet high school romance, but it's much more than that. Initially it starts out a bit like that (but with less fluff that I was expecting/hoping for), but then the author cranks up the angst and our two characters don't see each other for a couple years before finally reuniting again. My favorite part was probably the beginning, as they're just starting to get to know each other, as they have really good tension between them. Even though the start of their physical relationship was super sudden and took me by surprise, there was a nice build up to the relationship and they had some super cute moments, like when they celebrated Xu Ze's birthday together by camping.
It's inevitable given their situation in life, but one thing that always broke my heart was how passive Xu Ze was towards their relationship. He knows that Lu Heyang is high above him, and because of that he never allows himself to have any expectations for Lu Heyang to help him or even for LHY to stick around in his life. For Xu Ze, he wants to be greedy and get as much as he can from LHY before LHY leaves his life, and he's content with that. Even after many years apart and LHY comes back into his life again, Xu Ze is happy to just enjoy every moment together and not have any expectations for further interactions. Poor Xu Ze has gone through so much with all his family members leaving him one by one, and I just want him to fight a little bit harder for his own happiness.
I was a bit worried in the middle when they separated, since the circumstances in which they separated were kind of crazy with LHY's amnesia, and I had to keep reminding myself that this is a HE story. Reading about Lu Heyang rediscovering Xu Ze again wasn't as frustrating as I feared, since LHY is smart and quickly realizes there's more to their previous relationship than what Xu Ze is telling him. Everyone else might try to take advantage of his memory loss, but Xu Ze is the only one who doesn't and tries to keep the status quo. And at least now they can meet more as equals, since Xu Ze has established a career of his own and has been recognized for accomplishments in his field.
I also got a huge kick out of one of LHY's childhood friends, He Wei, only finding out about the two being together when the story was almost over. He's seriously one the most clueless side characters ever XP
July 21, 2025
🧑🏻⚕️🏥🩺👓🥊🤼♂️❤️👮🏻🎖️🪖♟️
طيب الروايه ذي لي فتره اماطل فيها بس الصراحه شسوي م ابغى اخلصها من جمالها حرفيا جدا جدا جميله ورائعه احس مستحيل انساها ابطال الروايه هم شو زي ولو هييانغ كلهم الاثنين الفا ف ذا الشي طبعا مو كويس يعتبر لانو يعني وشذا كيف الفا والفا يحبون بعض مجانين انتوا بس عادي الالفا يمديها تحمل تحت ظروف معينه احس لازم اشرح الشخصيات
اولا شو زي: هوا الفا مستوى الفيرمون عنده S (مره قوي يعتبر) بس بنفس الوقت بوتوم كيف الفا وبوتوم هل العلاقه بينهم سويتش؟ لا مو سويتش هو بوتوم المهم شو زي مر بمرحلتين في تغير الفيرمون كان الفا عنده فيرمون مستواها A بس بعدين صار مستوى S هذا شي مو دائما يصير بس مو نادر كمان وبطبيعة الحال بسبب ذا الشي كان يجيه شبق وهذا الشي كان يعتبر غريب ومو دائم عند الالفا S بس لانو م ولد بهذا المستوى فهو كذا ، شخصية شو تعتبر بريئه جدا ومره يصدق الناس م يعرف يعبر كويس عن مشاعره بس اذا حب احد يحبه من كل قلبه مستحيل ينساه وراح يسوي المستحيل عشان الشخص الي يحبه شو من الاشخاص الي لو كنتوا تسوقون السياره وفجاه نزلته ف وسط الطريق م راح يلاحقك لا راح يتسناك ف مكانه راح ينتظر وينتظر لانو اذا انت تحبه راح ترجع تاخذه هو عنده ذا المبدا مره يقدس الهدايا الي تجيه من الشخص الي يحبه ، يفهم النكت الطايره لازم تشرح له انو انت تمزح لانو راح يصدق المزحه ويرد عليك بكل صدق وجديه شخصيته جدا رائعه وكيوتي (شو زي هو الطبيب)
الحين راح اشرح شخصية لو هييانغ: لو شخصيته صعبه م اعرف كيف اوصفها اولا هوا يلو فلاغ مرات يكون كيوتي وعسل مع شو ومرات لا ذا بس لما كانو فالثانويه مرات حرفيا يحرجه احس ودي اضرب هييانغ بس كمان يحب شو ويهتم فيه ، لو هييانغ الفا من المستوى S (المستوى S تقريبا يعني الفا مهيمن) ولد بهذا المستوى من الفيرمونات ولد نعمه حرفيا جاء على الحياه وفمه ملعقه من ذهب صح انو راح يعاني كثير ف حياته بسبب ابوه بس لسى ولد فلوس شخصية لو هييانغ صعب اني اوصفها م اعرف ايش اقول عنه بس اذا احد سالني what is your type of men? I would say Lu Heyang is my type because he is literally a gentleman and wonderful man and he never hit Xu He even respected him, loved him and treated him like he was his most precious treasure
صح اني قلت انو هييانغ يلو فلاغ بس م اعرف عجزت افهمه (لو هييانغ هو العقيد والبيدق)
الحين راح اقول نبذة الروايه: الرواية حرفيًا كانت مشاعر مكبوتة لمدة سبع سنين! شو الفا فقير وكتوم يحب هييانغ الفا من عائلة قوية، بس ولا مره قاله. وبعد ما صار شي يفرقهم، يرجعوا يقابلوا بعض والي يقهر انو هييانغ م يتذكر شو الله ياخذك مريض زهايمر اهععع بس ،أكثر شي شدّني إن العلاقة Alpha × Alpha بس مو بالقوة والندية اللي متوقعتها، لا، في طراوة وخجل وصبر مؤلم. الرواية كلها تعتمد على اللي ما يُقال، على النظرات والتصرفات.
النهاية حسّيتها مستعجلة شوية، بس مشاعري كانت متورطة تمامًا. أسلوب الرواية بسيط، مو متكلف، بس يوصل لك الأحاسيس
التقييم النهائي /🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
من الاغاني الي حلوه انها تنسمع وقت القراءه هي
1-Love-wave to earth
2-Heavy-the marías
3-guilty as sin-tylor swift
4-Mr Loverman-Ricky Montgomery
5-so high school-Taylor swift
طيب الروايه ذي لي فتره اماطل فيها بس الصراحه شسوي م ابغى اخلصها من جمالها حرفيا جدا جدا جميله ورائعه احس مستحيل انساها ابطال الروايه هم شو زي ولو هييانغ كلهم الاثنين الفا ف ذا الشي طبعا مو كويس يعتبر لانو يعني وشذا كيف الفا والفا يحبون بعض مجانين انتوا بس عادي الالفا يمديها تحمل تحت ظروف معينه احس لازم اشرح الشخصيات
اولا شو زي: هوا الفا مستوى الفيرمون عنده S (مره قوي يعتبر) بس بنفس الوقت بوتوم كيف الفا وبوتوم هل العلاقه بينهم سويتش؟ لا مو سويتش هو بوتوم المهم شو زي مر بمرحلتين في تغير الفيرمون كان الفا عنده فيرمون مستواها A بس بعدين صار مستوى S هذا شي مو دائما يصير بس مو نادر كمان وبطبيعة الحال بسبب ذا الشي كان يجيه شبق وهذا الشي كان يعتبر غريب ومو دائم عند الالفا S بس لانو م ولد بهذا المستوى فهو كذا ، شخصية شو تعتبر بريئه جدا ومره يصدق الناس م يعرف يعبر كويس عن مشاعره بس اذا حب احد يحبه من كل قلبه مستحيل ينساه وراح يسوي المستحيل عشان الشخص الي يحبه شو من الاشخاص الي لو كنتوا تسوقون السياره وفجاه نزلته ف وسط الطريق م راح يلاحقك لا راح يتسناك ف مكانه راح ينتظر وينتظر لانو اذا انت تحبه راح ترجع تاخذه هو عنده ذا المبدا مره يقدس الهدايا الي تجيه من الشخص الي يحبه ، يفهم النكت الطايره لازم تشرح له انو انت تمزح لانو راح يصدق المزحه ويرد عليك بكل صدق وجديه شخصيته جدا رائعه وكيوتي (شو زي هو الطبيب)
الحين راح اشرح شخصية لو هييانغ: لو شخصيته صعبه م اعرف كيف اوصفها اولا هوا يلو فلاغ مرات يكون كيوتي وعسل مع شو ومرات لا ذا بس لما كانو فالثانويه مرات حرفيا يحرجه احس ودي اضرب هييانغ بس كمان يحب شو ويهتم فيه ، لو هييانغ الفا من المستوى S (المستوى S تقريبا يعني الفا مهيمن) ولد بهذا المستوى من الفيرمونات ولد نعمه حرفيا جاء على الحياه وفمه ملعقه من ذهب صح انو راح يعاني كثير ف حياته بسبب ابوه بس لسى ولد فلوس شخصية لو هييانغ صعب اني اوصفها م اعرف ايش اقول عنه بس اذا احد سالني what is your type of men? I would say Lu Heyang is my type because he is literally a gentleman and wonderful man and he never hit Xu He even respected him, loved him and treated him like he was his most precious treasure
صح اني قلت انو هييانغ يلو فلاغ بس م اعرف عجزت افهمه (لو هييانغ هو العقيد والبيدق)
الحين راح اقول نبذة الروايه: الرواية حرفيًا كانت مشاعر مكبوتة لمدة سبع سنين! شو الفا فقير وكتوم يحب هييانغ الفا من عائلة قوية، بس ولا مره قاله. وبعد ما صار شي يفرقهم، يرجعوا يقابلوا بعض والي يقهر انو هييانغ م يتذكر شو الله ياخذك مريض زهايمر اهععع بس ،أكثر شي شدّني إن العلاقة Alpha × Alpha بس مو بالقوة والندية اللي متوقعتها، لا، في طراوة وخجل وصبر مؤلم. الرواية كلها تعتمد على اللي ما يُقال، على النظرات والتصرفات.
النهاية حسّيتها مستعجلة شوية، بس مشاعري كانت متورطة تمامًا. أسلوب الرواية بسيط، مو متكلف، بس يوصل لك الأحاسيس
التقييم النهائي /🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟
من الاغاني الي حلوه انها تنسمع وقت القراءه هي
1-Love-wave to earth
2-Heavy-the marías
3-guilty as sin-tylor swift
4-Mr Loverman-Ricky Montgomery
5-so high school-Taylor swift
December 9, 2025
I just realized this story took me three months to finish. However, the reason is not because of anything negative but because I was crying so hard at many parts and then, I seriously didn’t want to finish it. My heart and soul were not ready to let my favorite reading of the year go.
Even now that I finished the last chapter and the extras published, I am not ready to let them go. I found everything in this story so well done. Even the moments I couldn’t stop crying. It has been so long since I found myself in another character, reading Xu Ze’s thoughts was like diving into my head. Usually I find it hard to read characters that I relate too closely to. But Xu Ze was different. I truly understood Lu Heyang’s love for him. Or how much Chi Jiahan wanted to protect him. Or why He Wei was so comfortable with him. I love Xu Ze so much. I was crying my ass off in the last pages. He truly deserved that happiness and even more.
And let’s not talk about Lu Heyang, God, I feel like I was having true feelings every time he sacrificed himself, every time he protected Xu Ze, every time he teased him and treasured him. Everything about this story was so good.
This is my third story from the author and I seriously love the way she develops her stories. At times, it might feel too dramatic and maybe it is but she knows how to develop it and crush my heart in an instant. Hugeee fan of everything she has going on here.
I feel like I could talk hours about these characters and story but I kinda feel like crying so I will just start praying for a Chi Jiahan and He Wei story. The extras got me craving for more. Also, please, I need to know what Lu Heyang and Xu Ze’s married life looks like. I seriously do! Let them get married now.
Even now that I finished the last chapter and the extras published, I am not ready to let them go. I found everything in this story so well done. Even the moments I couldn’t stop crying. It has been so long since I found myself in another character, reading Xu Ze’s thoughts was like diving into my head. Usually I find it hard to read characters that I relate too closely to. But Xu Ze was different. I truly understood Lu Heyang’s love for him. Or how much Chi Jiahan wanted to protect him. Or why He Wei was so comfortable with him. I love Xu Ze so much. I was crying my ass off in the last pages. He truly deserved that happiness and even more.
And let’s not talk about Lu Heyang, God, I feel like I was having true feelings every time he sacrificed himself, every time he protected Xu Ze, every time he teased him and treasured him. Everything about this story was so good.
This is my third story from the author and I seriously love the way she develops her stories. At times, it might feel too dramatic and maybe it is but she knows how to develop it and crush my heart in an instant. Hugeee fan of everything she has going on here.
I feel like I could talk hours about these characters and story but I kinda feel like crying so I will just start praying for a Chi Jiahan and He Wei story. The extras got me craving for more. Also, please, I need to know what Lu Heyang and Xu Ze’s married life looks like. I seriously do! Let them get married now.
January 22, 2025
PRIMER LIBRO DE 5 ESTRELLAS y qué grandiosa manera de estar comenzando el año con tan buenas lecturas 🥺
Anyway… DIOS MÍO LO QUE HE AMADO ESTÁ NOVELA NO TIENE PRECIO.
En esta historia conocemos a dos alfas, Xu Ze y Lu Heyang. Nos cuentan sus vidas desde pequeños hasta adultos de una forma tan dinámica e interesante que simplemente no pude dejar de leer por lo adictiva que era.
Sentí que crecía con estos personajes a través de toda la trama y se me hizo tan hermoso ese sentimiento de pertenencia que podía a llegar a sentir con ellos que me sentí muy triste al ver que había terminado ya la novela. PERO LOS EXTRAS FUERON LO MÁS GRACIOSO QUE HE LEÍDO.
Puedo decir con mucha seguridad que la novela cumplió su propósito: hacerme sufrir pero acabar con un happy ending tan hermoso y nostálgico que ni yo me lo podía creer de lo bonito que era. Amo a estos dos (sobre todo a Xu Ze) y espero que solo tengan lo mejor de lo mejor.
Mención especial a Chi y a He Wei quienes fueron los que me hicieron reír mucho en los extras, sin mencionar a Gu y a todos los personajes secundarios de quienes me encariñé demasiado porque, OMG, todos tenían un propósito en la trama que se me hizo tan difícil no amarlos.
Psdt1: Fue re fuerte saber que Lu Heyang se había encargado de todo incluso antes de perder la memoria por segunda vez :(
Psdt2: LOS AMO A LOS DOS DIOSMIO BASTA NO PUEDO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Psdt3: estoy ansiosa de leer la novela complementaria donde ahora sabremos sobre Gu y su omega a quien ya nos estaban tirando hints en esta novela Dios q emoción saber q no me voy a separar de este universo todavía 🥹🥹🥹
Anyway… DIOS MÍO LO QUE HE AMADO ESTÁ NOVELA NO TIENE PRECIO.
En esta historia conocemos a dos alfas, Xu Ze y Lu Heyang. Nos cuentan sus vidas desde pequeños hasta adultos de una forma tan dinámica e interesante que simplemente no pude dejar de leer por lo adictiva que era.
Sentí que crecía con estos personajes a través de toda la trama y se me hizo tan hermoso ese sentimiento de pertenencia que podía a llegar a sentir con ellos que me sentí muy triste al ver que había terminado ya la novela. PERO LOS EXTRAS FUERON LO MÁS GRACIOSO QUE HE LEÍDO.
Puedo decir con mucha seguridad que la novela cumplió su propósito: hacerme sufrir pero acabar con un happy ending tan hermoso y nostálgico que ni yo me lo podía creer de lo bonito que era. Amo a estos dos (sobre todo a Xu Ze) y espero que solo tengan lo mejor de lo mejor.
Mención especial a Chi y a He Wei quienes fueron los que me hicieron reír mucho en los extras, sin mencionar a Gu y a todos los personajes secundarios de quienes me encariñé demasiado porque, OMG, todos tenían un propósito en la trama que se me hizo tan difícil no amarlos.
Psdt1: Fue re fuerte saber que Lu Heyang se había encargado de todo incluso antes de perder la memoria por segunda vez :(
Psdt2: LOS AMO A LOS DOS DIOSMIO BASTA NO PUEDO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Psdt3: estoy ansiosa de leer la novela complementaria donde ahora sabremos sobre Gu y su omega a quien ya nos estaban tirando hints en esta novela Dios q emoción saber q no me voy a separar de este universo todavía 🥹🥹🥹
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August 12, 2025
lời muốn nói, trói chẳng đặng - mạch hương kê ni.
ôi hay ĐIÊN. chắc chắn top 1 đam mỹ lòng t cmnr hay một cách khó tả huhu. công thụ đều quá đỉnh trời ơi t k thích thụ luỵ thâm tình quá đâu nhưng em hứa tắc quá ngoan ಥ_ಥ còn lục hách dương phải gọi là chồng quốc dân í huhuhuhuhuhu mê vcl. 2 đứa đoạn đầu tension quá đẳng cấp lục hách dương cứ trêu em mà em nó thì ngoannnn. k có từ nào để tả về hứa tắc ngoại trừ ngoan, quá biết điều, rất cố gắng nỗ lực, nhưng k có nghĩa là em tôi nhược trời ơi nó đấm cho vỡ mồm. do hoàn cảnh nên ẻm phải nhún nhường thôi đọc mà thương dã man may là em tìm được anh lục bảo vệ em!!! vậy mà ẻm vẫn cứ cảm thấy mình k bằng k xứng với lục hách dương trời ơi em ơi m mở mắt m cho t xem thg kia nó luỵ m dữ lắm e ơi😭😭😭 2 đứa cno yêu nhau nhưng người xao xuyến là tao!!!!
tất nhiên thì vẫn phải có đoạn xa cách tí dcm lúc đọc t nhìn quả tag “gương vỡ lại lành” mà t sầu kinh khủng mà t cx hoang mang do t k thể tưởng tượng dc 2 đứa cno ctay luôn á=)))) nhưng uh đoạn này thra k hẳn là ctay và k bị buồn đến mức thế đâu. nhưng vẫn rất thương 2 nhỏ vì phải chia cách nhau quá lâu😢 thsu phải khen tác giả và editor là nhà cấp ngã giang sơn hàng nghìn lời vì văn phong quá đỉnh. nó cứ mang mác, cứ đi vào lòng người. phải đọc ms thấu đc mng ạ.
chưa đọc bộ nào mà thấy thương và qtam nhân vật chính như thế này đâu. yêu 2 nhỏ lắm. thật hạnh phúc vì 2 đứa cũng happy ending😭 ngày nào bộ này xuất bản ở vnam t mua về đầu tiên thề
ôi hay ĐIÊN. chắc chắn top 1 đam mỹ lòng t cmnr hay một cách khó tả huhu. công thụ đều quá đỉnh trời ơi t k thích thụ luỵ thâm tình quá đâu nhưng em hứa tắc quá ngoan ಥ_ಥ còn lục hách dương phải gọi là chồng quốc dân í huhuhuhuhuhu mê vcl. 2 đứa đoạn đầu tension quá đẳng cấp lục hách dương cứ trêu em mà em nó thì ngoannnn. k có từ nào để tả về hứa tắc ngoại trừ ngoan, quá biết điều, rất cố gắng nỗ lực, nhưng k có nghĩa là em tôi nhược trời ơi nó đấm cho vỡ mồm. do hoàn cảnh nên ẻm phải nhún nhường thôi đọc mà thương dã man may là em tìm được anh lục bảo vệ em!!! vậy mà ẻm vẫn cứ cảm thấy mình k bằng k xứng với lục hách dương trời ơi em ơi m mở mắt m cho t xem thg kia nó luỵ m dữ lắm e ơi😭😭😭 2 đứa cno yêu nhau nhưng người xao xuyến là tao!!!!
tất nhiên thì vẫn phải có đoạn xa cách tí dcm lúc đọc t nhìn quả tag “gương vỡ lại lành” mà t sầu kinh khủng mà t cx hoang mang do t k thể tưởng tượng dc 2 đứa cno ctay luôn á=)))) nhưng uh đoạn này thra k hẳn là ctay và k bị buồn đến mức thế đâu. nhưng vẫn rất thương 2 nhỏ vì phải chia cách nhau quá lâu😢 thsu phải khen tác giả và editor là nhà cấp ngã giang sơn hàng nghìn lời vì văn phong quá đỉnh. nó cứ mang mác, cứ đi vào lòng người. phải đọc ms thấu đc mng ạ.
chưa đọc bộ nào mà thấy thương và qtam nhân vật chính như thế này đâu. yêu 2 nhỏ lắm. thật hạnh phúc vì 2 đứa cũng happy ending😭 ngày nào bộ này xuất bản ở vnam t mua về đầu tiên thề
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 16, 2025
I’ve spent months reading this book, not because it was bad but because I take my time with it. It’s not even that long (at least for danmei standards), but the pace of the story makes you want to savor every chapter instead of devouring the book.
Xu Ze is going to stay with me forever, remembering him as one of the most selfless but also longing characters I’ve ever read. Reading him was like a soft, tender hug with a bittersweet loosening. I can’t describe how much I adore and care for him, he truly suffered a lot and had to grow up very quickly, losing the happy childhood he was supposed to live. I’m so glad he had Heyang to rely on finally making him to feel loved and protected.
As for Lu Heyang, that man has everything you would want for a Gong: reliable, respectable, caring and loving. He never let Xu Ze carry all his problems and deep sorrows all by himself, Heyang is always there for him, always reassuring him, not with word but actions. His love for Xu Ze is strong and real enough to go against the odds and even after life takes away precious memories and time from him, he’s still sweet and kind to Xu Ze.
Definitely these two suffered more than enough in their lives, but fortunately they got the happy ever after they deserved. I’m so in love with this book, the slow burn and our main characters. I will never forget them. ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
Xu Ze is going to stay with me forever, remembering him as one of the most selfless but also longing characters I’ve ever read. Reading him was like a soft, tender hug with a bittersweet loosening. I can’t describe how much I adore and care for him, he truly suffered a lot and had to grow up very quickly, losing the happy childhood he was supposed to live. I’m so glad he had Heyang to rely on finally making him to feel loved and protected.
As for Lu Heyang, that man has everything you would want for a Gong: reliable, respectable, caring and loving. He never let Xu Ze carry all his problems and deep sorrows all by himself, Heyang is always there for him, always reassuring him, not with word but actions. His love for Xu Ze is strong and real enough to go against the odds and even after life takes away precious memories and time from him, he’s still sweet and kind to Xu Ze.
Definitely these two suffered more than enough in their lives, but fortunately they got the happy ever after they deserved. I’m so in love with this book, the slow burn and our main characters. I will never forget them. ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
October 1, 2025
genres that i usually stay away from (abo and high school) but this was actually so good 😔😔 an easy read and surprisingly light hearted despite the angst... but then again i read modu last which had me shitting my pants so. definitely more romance than anything and any plot is done for the romance yk. i love both main characters their love is very sweet and i love xu ze with everything he is so dumb but its ok bc lu heyang never explicitly told him he loved him thats why he was insecure the whole time. he thought they were nothing meanwhile lu heyang told his dad they were ex boyfriends. (they "broke up" when he had amnesia hes stupid too) so im gonna blame their lack of communication for that. lu heyang you better communicate your love from now on so he knows you wont leave or something. also i think its so funny that two alphas being together is considered gay in this universe not that they're both men 😭 diversity!!
if anyone actually reads this my bad idk why its so long i am actually passionate about this i could talk about it more and i have in ishikas msgs sorry about that (she had no idea what was going on)
if anyone actually reads this my bad idk why its so long i am actually passionate about this i could talk about it more and i have in ishikas msgs sorry about that (she had no idea what was going on)
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April 1, 2025
i think chu wanning finally has some competition when it comes to underestimating one's position in their beloved's heart 😂 even though the rich high society elite x poor and destitute orphan in debt trope has been done to death, it was so beautifully written here that it didn't feel corny at all. i love when the MC has self awareness and realistic expectations about where their relationship is going and in this case xu ze's constant pessimism (which totally makes sense from a rational point of view like I would probably feel the same way if I were him) was so bittersweet and ANGSTY i loved every moment of reading it. i do feel that And also the last few sentences of the book were truly ALARMING I really don't know why the author wanted to end the book in such a way. Thankfully it gets cleared up in the extras.
August 5, 2024
!favoritado!
Simplesmente uma das melhores histórias com abo que eu já li.
O Xu Ze é um anjo, acho que nunca mais vou encontrar um alfa tão querido como ele. A forma que ele ama o Lu Heyang é simplesmente linda demais, mas também é muito dolorosa. É um dos poucos personagens que, quando ama, realmente não espera nada em troca da outra parte.
Diferente de outras histórias que tem o tópico de amor não correspondido como drama central, é muito difícil de desgostar do Lu Heyang ou achar que o Xu Ze é um personagem ruim e sem personalidade por insistir em um sentimento assim. Acima de tudo, é muito lindo ver como o Xu Ze fica genuinamente feliz com a felicidade e liberdade do Lu Heyang.
É uma história muito linda e, apesar de ter a tag de amnésia que é a que eu mais abomino na minha vida, eu amei a história do começo ao fim.
Gostaria de mais extras, especialmente sobre o casamento dos HeZe. Os personagens secundários são ótimos também.
Simplesmente uma das melhores histórias com abo que eu já li.
O Xu Ze é um anjo, acho que nunca mais vou encontrar um alfa tão querido como ele. A forma que ele ama o Lu Heyang é simplesmente linda demais, mas também é muito dolorosa. É um dos poucos personagens que, quando ama, realmente não espera nada em troca da outra parte.
Diferente de outras histórias que tem o tópico de amor não correspondido como drama central, é muito difícil de desgostar do Lu Heyang ou achar que o Xu Ze é um personagem ruim e sem personalidade por insistir em um sentimento assim. Acima de tudo, é muito lindo ver como o Xu Ze fica genuinamente feliz com a felicidade e liberdade do Lu Heyang.
É uma história muito linda e, apesar de ter a tag de amnésia que é a que eu mais abomino na minha vida, eu amei a história do começo ao fim.
Gostaria de mais extras, especialmente sobre o casamento dos HeZe. Os personagens secundários são ótimos também.
August 16, 2024
an alpha x alpha omegaverse story with wonderful characters and great plot.
this was so so good. xu ze my little baby 🥹🥹 he never expected anything from lu heyang no matter at what stage in life they were in and just took whatever life threw at him. lu heyang doing everything he can to make xu ze become happier and honest with him🥹
the amnesia plot was good and i loved how lu heyang still felt connected to xu zhe even after it all when they met again.
read this back in may and happy to see the book on goodreads🥺
FULL REVIEW SOON CAUSE I HAVE TOO MANY QUOTES HIGHLIGHTED 💕
this was so so good. xu ze my little baby 🥹🥹 he never expected anything from lu heyang no matter at what stage in life they were in and just took whatever life threw at him. lu heyang doing everything he can to make xu ze become happier and honest with him🥹
the amnesia plot was good and i loved how lu heyang still felt connected to xu zhe even after it all when they met again.
read this back in may and happy to see the book on goodreads🥺
FULL REVIEW SOON CAUSE I HAVE TOO MANY QUOTES HIGHLIGHTED 💕
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August 9, 2024
it was genuinely an easy read!
the storyline is straightforward, no unnecessary information or plot holes. the characters are all likeable (well at least the main ones are) and lu heyang & xu ze relationship development is well written and isn’t rush at all. i love a good dynamic where two people are calm and chill towards each other rather than sunshine x grumpy/ energetic x tired (these two are the best example!)
after months of reading historical danmeis, i can say that this book is like a fresh breath of air for me. gosh i really wish this would get official english release.
the storyline is straightforward, no unnecessary information or plot holes. the characters are all likeable (well at least the main ones are) and lu heyang & xu ze relationship development is well written and isn’t rush at all. i love a good dynamic where two people are calm and chill towards each other rather than sunshine x grumpy/ energetic x tired (these two are the best example!)
after months of reading historical danmeis, i can say that this book is like a fresh breath of air for me. gosh i really wish this would get official english release.
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