I Write to Find Out What I Am Thinking: Collected Nonfiction

by Joan Didion, Griffin Dunne (introduction)

Genres: Essays, Memoir, Nonfiction

472 pages, Hardcover

Published September 2, 2025

About the author

Joan Didion was an American writer and journalist. She is considered one of the pioneers of New Journalism along with Gay Talese, Hunter S. Thompson, and Tom Wolfe.
Didion's career began in the 1950s after she won an essay contest sponsored by Vogue magazine. Over the course of her career, Didion wrote essays for many magazines, including The Saturday Evening Post, Life, Esquire, The New York Review of Books and The New Yorker. Her writing during the 1960s through the late 1970s engaged audiences in the realities of the counterculture of the 1960s, the Hollywood lifestyle, and the history and culture of California. Didion's political writing in the 1980s and 1990s often concentrated on the subtext of political rhetoric and the United States's foreign policy in Latin America. In 1991, she wrote the earliest mainstream media article to suggest the Central Park Five had been wrongfully convicted. In 2005, Didion won the National Book Award for Nonfiction and was a finalist for both the National Book Critics Circle Award and the Pulitzer Prize for The Year of Magical Thinking, a memoir of the year following the death of her husband, writer John Gregory Dunne. She later adapted the book into a play that premiered on Broadway in 2007. In 2013, she was awarded the National Humanities Medal by president Barack Obama. Didion was profiled in the Netflix documentary The Center Will Not Hold, directed by her nephew Griffin Dunne, in 2017.

Reviews

[Gibbs paige O · Rating 5 out of 5]

It's amazing 🤩

[loan · Rating 4 out of 5]

This collection is comprised of four books: The Year of Magical Thinking, Blue Nights, South and West and Let Me Tell You What I Mean. My ratings of the books are as follows:

The Year of Magical Thinking ⭐⭐⭐⭐1/2
Blue Nights ⭐⭐⭐1/2
South and West ⭐⭐
Let Me Tell You What I Mean ⭐⭐⭐1/2

I have more detailed reviews for the individual books on my page. As far as this collection goes, I appreciated Griffin's introduction, and it was interesting to then see him mentioned multiple times in Blue Nights. I found the pairing of these pieces really odd, though, as well as their order in the collection. To start with her most vulnerable, grief-ridden books and then end with notes on popular culture didn't feel right to me.

If I'd curated this book, I would've omitted South and West completely (not her best work and honestly not even close to being a fully fleshed out concept. I appreciate that these are genuinely just notes from a journal, but after reading her own thoughts on publishing an author's unrefined notes and outlines in "Let Me Tell You What I Mean," I struggle to see the value here). I would've started with Let Me Tell You What I Mean, which is a great sampling of her nonfiction writing, and then Blue Nights, ending with The Year of Magical Thinking.

3.5ish stars rounded up

Thank you NetGalley and Knopf, Pantheon, Vintage, and Anchor for the e-ARC.

[Jess · Rating 4 out of 5]

very much enjoy the way she wrote, particularly Blue Nights - the fragmented endless rumination WOW

truly the best gift I've ever been given :)