4.5*
Excerpts:
But what’s the point of love if people die? Ferris said, still staring down at Boomer.
That’s what music is for, said Billy Jackson, which wasn’t really an answer, but still, it seemed like one.
And then she read aloud to her from the Bible: For your dust and to dust you will return. And Whitman: I bequeath myself to the dirt to grow from the grass I love.
And Charisse clapped your hands and said dust and dirt, darling! There’s a theme!
For dessert, Pop brought her (Mrs Milk, the teacher with the vocab) a piece of peach pie Alamode. This here is on the house in honor of all you have given to my son and his friend Ferris Wilke. Because I had told pop about how you and me felt about those Milk words, that it was terrible to memorize them, but good to have them and that in the end, we felt grateful to her. I told that to pop.
He said, I don’t understand any of it, I truly don’t. The world is a mystery to me. But yet, here we are and our hearts keep on beating. They keep wanting things, don’t they? Which wasn’t really a blessing, but still, it managed to seem like one to Ferris because it gave away to talk about Charisse and the ghost.
Billy Jackson told Ferris once that everything in the whole world made music, the trees made music and the stones made music and so did the flowers and the grass and the grains of sand. The whole world is singing all the time and we don’t even know it.
Mrs. Milk was bereft. Bereft was a milk vocabulary word. Something about the circular logic of this, Mrs. Miller having provided the right word for better understanding how she, Mrs. Milk, felt made Ferris slightly dizzy. It deepened the power of words, the power that Mrs. Milk had so often talked about.
Magic, if you ask me, is mostly about believing in yourself so much that you make other people believe in you too.
And then we were up there, said her mother, we were at the top of the Ferris wheel, the very top! And I looked down and it was all so beautiful, the world. You forget sometimes how beautiful it is. That’s what the chandelier made me think of tonight, being at the top of the Ferris wheel, everything so bright and beautiful and possible you know?