5.5 amazing stars!!!
Have you ever started a book and after reading just a few pages thought “This is going to be an amazing story”? That’s how I felt the entire time while reading Drowning Erin. It’s told in dual POV that kept alternating from the past to the present. Once I started I was riveted to my seat and finished it in one sitting. I felt the hairs on my arms stand up, and I had a strong sense of foreboding, almost from the start and I wasn’t disappointed. I live for stories with substance, with meat on the bone so to speak, and this story delivers it by the pound.
Make no mistake about it; it’s a romance, just not the hearts and flowers, easy breezy romance so many of us love to read. If that’s the kind of story you’re looking for, look elsewhere because, this book is not for you. If you can handle angst, this is what you’re looking for; it’s the kind of romance that’s messy and emotionally draining but leaves you satisfied at the end. All the feels, as we like to say, in spades. It’s is going on my Top Ten of the Year list.
Erin Doyle’s known and hated Brendan Langstrom, for years. He was, and probably still is, a manwhore as far as she’s concerned. He was the original one and done man who didn’t want, or believe in having, a relationship.
“Relationships were remarkably easy to avoid if you know what you’re doing: don’t take a girl out who isn’t going to sleep with you, and don’t sleep with girls who will expect a call the next day. It’s that simple.”
They met one summer working together and her best friend, Olivia, later married his brother, Will. To top it off Brendan was also Rob’s, her fiancé, best friend. He’s told Rob a thousand times he’s making a mistake. It comes as a big surprise to find out he moved back to Colorado, after living in Italy the last four years, and Rob’s offered to let him stay in their pool house while he looks for someplace to live, without consulting with her first. As upset as she is Erin should be used to Rob making decisions without informing, much less asking, her in advance. One thing he can’t seem to make her do is set a date, or make plans, for their wedding.
When Rob goes on business trip to Europe, for an extended amount of time without consulting Erin yet again, she and Brendan begin to spend time together. Everyone’s mentioned how much he’s changed, something happened with a girl he met overseas, and that relationship damaged him. With Rob so distant, figuratively and literally, Erin starts to question her life, and choices, until now. Her coworker, and friend, Harper knows something’s up and questions her relationship with Rob.
“I don’t expect her to understand because she didn’t grow up like I did. But I’m not looking for excitement. I simply aspire to the absence of pain. And therefore, I have exactly what I want.”
Not every page is heavy and wrought with emotion; there are moments of levity, especially when Erin meets Brendan’s “dates” and engages in conversation with them. I want to tell people who insist they don’t “do” angst that is the book they need to read, to dip their toes into this particular pond, and get a taste of it. And yes, in case you’re wondering, it’s a true romance with a HEA ending!