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112 pages, Paperback
Published April 1, 2025
The thousand leaves of an old knowlege,
umbels of its inflorescence, conquer the road-edge
and riverbank, it's one of the indecencies of age
that landscape takes on this commemorative aspect.
Achillea millefolium --
though it was Patroclus who used the fernlike analgesic leaves,
hemostatic also and delicately furred,
to treat the wounds of fallen soldiers. With knowledge comes
that duty. Pain, mostly, and the relief from pain.
Duty performed willingly feels like kindness
to its recipients, kindness withheld like cruelty.
Patroclus, well-loved, but a person will follow his nature.
Some answers are so simple they can be awful to look at,
so obvious as to inspire anger, like a monochrome painting
that refuses the existence of any secrets
it might hide from us, that we could fight about
or pretend to ignore. There is no starting over,
never has been. And like an adage the yarrow deteriorates
quickly, yellows, smells like the back end of a festival,
all that wasted potential, while upstream
at Cahill Fabrication, an industry we can all get behind,
another simile detaches from the narrative,
searches for crisis in the action
but finds things resemble most clearly what they are,
if made a little easier to swallow. In pill and tea form
yarrow is prized, yet disapproved of in its natural state
for how it proliferates in a time
when scarcity is a strategy. I would have liked
to offer my kindness as freely to you, when it mattered,
would have liked to think I had it in me.