2 stars
I don't wanto to disrespect the author's work, but there were too many things I didn't like in this story to give it more than 2 stars.
The main problem is that it's all too superficial: we know Torin hurt Joshua in high school, but in order to be a good second chance at love romance, we should have known more (about their feelings, their dreams, if they had plans to stay together); moreover, two 18 years old inexperienced teenagers exploring kinks and setting their sexual dynamic into a Daddy/boy relationship felt a bit ridiculous.
We know that Torin's parents were homophobic, but after him going away to college and then graduating, they still had power over him? Why didn't he tried to make amends sooner with Joshua, if he was such a big love.
The dead wife trope is just convenient and honestly, Torin constantly saying that she was like a sister to him and that he didn't love her like he loved Joshua was just annoying.
Lastly, the story has an abrupt end and we don't get to see Joshua to be more than a nanny to Bella: Torin says they're all family, but he never calls Joshua "Dad" or "Papa", he keeps referring to him by his first name when he talks to Bella.