✰ 2.75 stars ✰
“If The Sanctuary failed, where would they go? He had to do everything he could to save this special place.”
So, I did not know that this is also labeled as a Christian read, as NetGalley has not mentioned that, so if that may be difficult for others to read, then please keep in mind. For me, however, the inclusion of appreciating God's benevolence and aid, didn't bother me at all. ' I believe God was loving you, steering you, even when you didn’t sense him there.' 😔 Paradise was a young woman who had lost her faith; for her to find God in the events that he placed her in, was important for her to feel and accept with every fiber of her being, so that she could go forward in her life - with the purest and strongest of convictions. To restore her own feelings for Blake, to reassure herself that she is on the right path - I thought renewing that connection was heartfelt and sincere. 🙏🏻
“Someone either wants the refuge to close down or they’re seeking revenge against Blake for something.”
I was intrigued by the premise, and thankfully, this is the start of a new series, so there was not much that I felt I was missing; yes, knowing that it is a start to a series was something I was aware of. However, because of it being a start - it is also setting up the storylines of future storylines. One being the most prominent and significant of all - the murder of Paradise's parents when she was only nine years old. Returning to the Gulf Shores in Alabama to work in the Sanctuary where she has previously worked as a teen, and run by her ex is enough to send off warning bells that things can go awry. 😥
And awry they did. 😟 Someone is out to sabotage the Sanctuary and endanger not only the lives of her and Blake, but Blake's mother and younger brothers, and the animals entrusted to their care. As they slowly peel back the possibilities of anyone's ill-gained intentions to harm their place - 'murder, the fire, the constant intruders' - so, too do Paradise and Blake slowly peel away and softly rekindle the very flames that once burned so deeply between the two, but blew out because of one ill-advised decision, leading to Paradise feeling even more hurt and alone than when she was with Blake. It is a time of healing and nurturing past grievances - of forgiveness and retribution, as well as uncovering the truths of secrets and betrayals buried longer than anyone could have anticipated. 😟
“But her only answers were here in this place, where shadows from the past still reached out to shape her life.”
Paradise and Blake grew close again in a believable and slow way, despite how the feelings were still very present between the two, I liked how they worked together - not only to figure out who was behind everything, but also to take the tentative steps for deepening their relationship. I liked Blake's steady patience, his kindness, his gentleness of reminding Paradise that even if she felt alone - she was never truly alone, for he was always praying for her. 'One thing he knew for sure— a piece of his heart still belonged to her and maybe always would. ❤️🩹❤️🩹 The importance of reminding her that God had never abandoned her was a reassuring touch that made her be braver and more willing to do better to belong and forgive. She was courageous; anyone working with wild animals has my respect! And even after surviving a violent attack, she never lost her love for animals. She has a lot of love to offer - a lot of hope for a future that she's kept suppressed for so long, but returning home has, in a way, given her a small sense of closure - on a personal level. 🥲
What created the imbalance of the story, was not the pacing, but that it had to carry two separate plots running parallel to the other that prevented one from being more impressive. When I wanted to try and eliminate the clues to who might be behind the attacks, I also had to pay attention to revealing the history of Paradise's parents that could lead her to their suspect. 'Time changes people. So many wear masks.' It was hard to stay connected to either, which, in turn, did not develop either constructively enough. On top of that, we're being introduced to the small town characters - setting the stage for the future, as well as shedding light on the groundwork of the threats and responsibilities of being an animal keeper - which I did like! But, it became overwhelming. It was difficult to stay focused entirely on one aspect rather than just laying the foundation for it. I also did not like how the culprit was eventually revealed, because there really was no evidence suggesting said involvement, so that also rang rather flat for me. 😮💨
“Nothing is a sacrifice when you love someone.”
It was a truth she was only beginning to realize herself.”
Still, I don't think it was entirely bad, just not exactly what I am used to. I did love Blake's relationship with his siblings, I did enjoy the maturity and growth Paradise showed - how she is allowing her scars to heal, and her heart to open to fresh starts, relying on her own inner strength and resolve not to lose hope, and let go of the sting of betrayal and painful loneliness. 🥺 I liked that despite how she paraded Blake on a pedestal, he had his own share of ghosts that he had to forgive himself for and it took Paradise to be a part of his life again, for him to bring a sense of closure to that part of his life, as well. I liked the soft and gentle way in which they first faced their past and then hoped they could have a present to pave the way for the future. And the mystery lover in me does want to know what really led to her parents' murders, because there seems to be a lot of secrets buried there that I am curious to see how it will come to light. 🕵🏻♀️
*Thank you to NetGalley for an ARC in exchange for an honest review.