Where the hell is this book? Why have I never seen it before on Instagram or in the Facebook groups? Or on a book shelf in book shops? How can it be possible that someone read this and didn't want to scream from the roof tops about it?!
This book follows three main characters. Laissa, a young woman living in one of many large cities which house only women. Arvil, a young man living outside of these cities with all other men, who believe that the world is ruled by The Goddess residing in the cities they are barred from. And Birana. A woman punished for her mother's crime by being sent out of the city to die amongst the men in the wild.
The world building of this dystopian science fiction alone is fascinating. Women took control of the Earth after men destroyed it trying to kill each other, but unfortunately they need to keep populating the earth. So they call the men to the wall that keeps them out of the cities. The men go believing they've been called by a goddess, and they leave their seed behind after being 'blessed' by the Lady. Baby girls are kept in the cities. Baby boys are kept until they're a few years old before having their minds wiped and being sent out to the men. They view sexual relationships between men and women as perverse. Women only love women and the men love each other... And the Lady.
Thankfully I no longer know anyone who would say that same sex relationships are wrong, though I know not all the world agrees. But this book is a complete reversal of our previously held view of sexual relationships, which I know still would have been the socially accepted opinion when this book was published in the 80's. So I love that this narrative makes the reader question that. I'm a cisgender straight woman and it felt bezar to have mixed gender relationships reviled and perceived as 'wrong.' I hope this part of the story made a few homophobic readers rethink their beliefs.
The book also asks many more difficult questions. Questions about the dangers of blindly following a religion as the men we're not permitted to ask questions and think for themselves. About a human's ability to control their impulses. As, despite being conditioned to worship the Goddess, the men are also conditioned to believe she will 'bless' them, which is their word for sex and orgasm. So when they come across a woman, Birana after she was sent out, they grow to believe that she owes them sex and they get slowly angrier and more violent when this doesn't happen. The presence of a woman has the same effect on more than one group of males throughout the book.
Of course they believe this because they're conditioned to. But they're also conditioned to respect the Lady and forcing themselves on her is not respectful. They live without women and yet they still force themselves on each other also. This is used as evidence for their lack of control and civility by the women and as an argument to leave the men separated from them. In this world the men are not aware of how new people are made, so can the impulse to spread their seed be so ingrained that they seek to do so even not knowing why?
There's also a moment in the book where Birana and Arvil find a group of men who have a few women with them! Their ancestor was sent out and joined a group of men, giving them children to grow their 'band'. What is fascinating about this is that they have reverted to the traditional male and female roles we unfortunately know so well. The men hunt, the women gather and have the children while serving the men and being forced to have sex on demand. Does this suggest that this will always happen? That men using their strength and propensity for violence will dominate the women unless women brainwash them into otherwise?
Thankfully we are a lot closer to equality then we used to be, but I have never understood how the person who bears the children is so disrespected and perceived as the less valuable.
The structure of this society, and every issue explored above, is questioned when Birana and Arvil begin to fall in love with each other. Their romance is so innocent but a struggle for both as they fight against their perceived truth. Birana believes her feelings are wrong and she should be disgusted. Arvil struggles with his religion being destroyed and being one amongst many who want more from Birana than friendship.
The three main characters are so well developed, helped by the narrative switching between them throughout the book. We get to see into each of their minds and experience the story from their point of view. We are also introduced to each character before things begin to change. We see how they lived their lives before they started asking questions. And I rooted for all three of them, which was difficult when they seemed to want opposite things... But I found it impossible not to, knowing exactly why they acted the way they did!
I loved every single page of this book. I was so completely invested in the story and the characters, every shocking twist and turn they experienced, that I made myself read slower because I didn't want it to end. Ultimately it ended far too quickly for my liking but the ending, while heartbreaking from one point of view, was satisfying and perfect from others.
This book is fascinating, unpredictable, heartbreaking, mind blowing and so well written! My edition has quite a few editing issues but, shockingly for me, I didn't care! The book was too good for it to matter. It's intelligent, thought provoking and absolutely worthy of the essay I've just written about it.
If you enjoy science fiction, or dystopian fiction, this book is an absolute must read! And honestly I think if you're a human being it's worth reading anyway!
This book has been added to my all time favourites list and I look forward to my many future rereads.