Vanna is going to be 40 in one month, and she wants to change, so she decided she is going to celebrate every weekend until her birthday. A lot happens in the 30 days, and we see the transformation in her. She has felt like she has been drowning most of her life, and just focused on being in survival mode. During the 30 days of celebrating with her girlfriends, she has had a lot more things happening that could sink her, but a friend Aden, she met when she was in college came to the funeral of her ex-husband, and didn't go away. He was always there, when she was going through all that was happening, she kept pushing him away, and when she realized that, with all those who loved and supported her, she had to find her way to the surface on her own. She had to let go of the dead weight and the shackles that she put on herself, they were chains meant to strangle her, keep her struggling to breathe, and she had to finally face them, deal with them, and let them break from her in order to find herself, and choose to give herself permission to be just who she is now, and not what others convinced her she was. This is a slower paced book, which I thought went along with the transformation in Vanna, because transforming doesn't happen overnight, it happens over time, so for me this added to the story.
I received an ARC from Montlake through NetGalley.