Reading this against my will, which feels like the appropriate way to do so (it's a book club pick).
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This was... different for me.
I AM NOT A DARK READER.
(not judging, just an FYI)
There is a whole list of content/trigger warnings, but Blood play, Knife play, and the Breading kink were the front runners throughout the book.
Chapter 33 was actually the hardest for me to read, I think, as it was the most graphic, and not in a smutty way.
Believe it or not, but there was a story in addition to the mfm moments. I would have liked a little more story? But I'll take what I can get. I don't like the instant lust/obsession/love, but there was *some* development.
The thing, though, which really got me, was that the boys were sweet. Like what? idk how, but they were cute!? If you ignore everything going on?!
D is so soft, such a caretaker, he feels so deeply. And Z is so misunderstood, truly. He is unhinged, but I was here for it.
"He looks over his shoulder and smiles at me, that smile that practically turns me gooey on the inside, like I’m sunlight, and he’s lived in nothing but darkness his whole life."
“I love it when you say my name, angel.” “Stop calling me that,” I grit out, doing my best to keep my head through his fucked-up mind games. “I can’t. That’s what you are. You’re my angel, and I’ll be your devil. Bound for all eternity. I’ll do anything to protect you, always know that.”
"I’d burn heaven itself to the ground to keep you as mine."
“I’ll love you until the end of time, angel. In this life, the next and every single one to come. It will always be you.”
The fmc is kind of meah, I don't understand what makes her special. She does eventually match the guys' and they work as a group.
I'm focusing on what I like, but there was a lot I didn't like as well... and I did skim some scenes that were not my cup of tea. To each their own, I guess. Read at your own risk.
As the author said:
"This is it. Your last chance to run. Please tell me you’ve read and considered the triggers. Please know that you are about to enter a story that is dark, twisted and at times completely fucked up. We don’t yuck anyone’s yum, especially when it is this delicious, but there is nothing wrong with this book not being for you!"