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A Reaper's Heart: The Forbidden Attraction

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In the heart of a grim and relentless quest for vengeance, Reaper is a man driven by the shadows of his tragic past. Ruthless, grimy, and irresistibly sexy, he is determined to destroy anyone who stands in his way. His heart, long hardened by pain and loss, knows only the cold embrace of revenge. Yet, amidst the chaos and carnage, a beacon of forbidden beauty captures his eye—Lotus. She is everything he never stunning, untouchable, and trapped in a world as dark as his own. Their attraction is forbidden, a dangerous dance neither can resist.

As their worlds collide, danger looms and passions ignite. The lines between enemies and lovers blur in this twisted dance of dominance and desire. Both Reaper and Lotus will discover that sometimes, the path to love is paved with destruction.

438 pages, Kindle Edition

Published July 19, 2024

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Kendra Necole

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Profile Image for Jahda.
1,137 reviews345 followers
August 25, 2024
Had me interested in the beginning but along the way I lost it. Felt a bit repetitive sometimes.
Profile Image for Toya  Davis-Stokley.
2,718 reviews113 followers
August 6, 2024
Ma’am, the prologue of this read took me out, and I wasn’t sure if I could read more. However, my curiosity won as I needed to know how this all turned out. Reaper, born and raised in the warzone of Congo, was traumatized and heartbroken at a young age, with the things he witnessed. Brought to America to work as a slave, he knew his life would never be the same.

Fast forward many years, we see Reaper as a strong killing machine, and it made me wonder how he became way. Was it the rage and anger of revenge that was driving him, or was he taught this and knew no other way. Reaper was cold, mean, unfeeling, with no people skills, as all he knew was to cause destruction. Until he laid eyes on Lotus.

Lotus had her own dark past to deal with, and her current situation was rocky as well. However, she never allows anyone to see her trauma. All people saw was her beauty, and the light that she brought into every room she entered. When she met Reaper the huge, intimidating man with the scowl, she was intrigued by him. Although he tried to push her away, she persisted, leaving a lasting impression on him, and a bigger imprint on her own heart.

Who is this woman that is making me come out of my comfort zone, Reaper thought. He kept her at arm’s length, as he had to keep his focus on revenge nothing else. When they both learn of their connection to each other, the kid gloves are off, and Reaper becomes everything his name implies. While he searched for answers, and truths, bodies drop, snakes are revealed, loyalties are tested, and the icing around Reaper’s heart begins to melt. As much as he tried to fight feeling anything for Lotus and Ninah, it was inevitable that he would begin to care for them. Lotus was a sweetheart who just wanted to love this unhinged man, but she wasn’t a pushover either. I loved finding out the connection between Reaper and Havoc.

This read took me through so many emotions, that I had a tension headache and tight muscles when I finished reading. Between the frowns, narrowing of eyes, hunching of shoulders, and the few laughs in between, I am spent. Great story! 👍🏾👍🏾
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88 reviews2 followers
August 27, 2024
3.5 was good then it started getting repetitive
Profile Image for Katrina.
374 reviews
February 12, 2026
A Walk Into Reaper’s World❤️🔥

Reaper had me drawn to this book from page 1. This book had just the right amount of spice, drama, action and suspense. First book read by Ms. Kendra, and I’m proud to say it won’t be my last.
Profile Image for Ashley Thomas.
399 reviews8 followers
January 28, 2026
Meh

This was a decent story. But it needs an editor badly there were so many mistakes and it was very repetitive.
Profile Image for SheaButtahBookhead.
496 reviews27 followers
May 30, 2025
Character dev: 👤👤👤👤👤
Originality: 📝📝📝📝📝
Narration: 🎙️🎙️🎙️🎙️
Plot: 📖📖📖📖
Spice: 🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️
Action: 👊🏽👊🏽👊🏽👊🏽👊🏽
Troupe: AA romantic suspense
Triggers: domestic abuse, sexual assault, child trafficking

Omg omg omg 😱‼️
What do you get when you mix foreign dictators, the bratva and the black mafia? This masterpiece right here.
The prologue thrusted me into this captivating story. (The prologue was hard to get through but I’m glad I held on)
I’m truly blown away by Raza and Lotus’s story. I will warn that it is graphic, violent and will have you laughing, crying and everything in between.

Raza is an introverted brute who is known to be intimidating, ruthless and a cut throat killer.

Lotus is a single mom with a traumatic past and an abusive husband.

I love reads like this, gritty, action packed, plot twists, comedic relief and SPICE. I’m looking forward to the rest of the series. NOW THIS IS HOW YOU WRITE 🗣️
Profile Image for Jackie J.
174 reviews16 followers
August 18, 2024
This has got to be the BEST kidnapping romance book I’ve read. Wow!
Profile Image for Jessica.
648 reviews8 followers
February 13, 2026
This book and story was very long. I felt like some parts could’ve been left out. I need a break before I can go
Onto book 2 if I do
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755 reviews2 followers
October 2, 2024
This author introduced us to Raza Kasongo raw with no Vaseline. That intro almost took me out! Like, "This may be too heavy a book for me." The atrocities that he survived; family murdered, sold into servitude. This could have all broken him, but it forged the man he became.

The man came to be known as Grim (The God of Death) his side hustle was assassin, but he was on a quest to avenge his family and lost innocence. He suffered no fools until...

Lotus

Her background was no bed of roses either. They share a common denominator.

She brought light and balance to all his anguish and darkness. He was willing to risk life and limbs to ensure she and hers are ok.

How is this Erotica you ask? Well, I think it lends more to romantic with streamy scenes. Lotus is inexplicably drawn to the broody Grim. He tries to fight his feelings but can't shake her.

Yall see the cover?? I can see him as Raza "Grim" gulp! The read is action-packed! Russian mobsters, turf wars, betrayal, and subterfuge... it's in there!

Genre: Urban Erotica
Troupe: Enemies to Lovers
Spice Level:🌶🌶🌶
Possible Triggers: Rape, child abuse, murder, physical abuse, racial slurs
Tissues: 😢😢

I said what I said and as always: don't take my word for it. Read the book, form your own opinions, and support your authors!
Profile Image for Author Jen Elle.
336 reviews1 follower
December 9, 2024
That was quite the ride! Such heartbreaking beginnings led to a world of pain and anger so deep that it was hard to break free from. The connections built throughout this story were so well put together. Each moment that led to the next, though frustrating, because we wanted Sergey gone immediately! Captivated me fully, and I enjoyed every second of it. Highly recommend.
Profile Image for Crimson.
627 reviews4 followers
April 15, 2025
Yes

Unhinged and then some. I'm not sure what took me so long to find this author, but I'm glad I did. This was a great read y'all. The plot and character development were on point. Y'all just read the damn book.
Profile Image for Madison.
295 reviews22 followers
August 5, 2025
you got to love a good Stockholm syndrome… yes that man want to kill ya daddy…. and ?!?!
Profile Image for Nakita  S..
199 reviews
January 23, 2026
This was good. There were some b parts that I felt could have been left out because it seemed like filler that wasn't needed to enhance the story.
Profile Image for Electra.
1,103 reviews16 followers
April 20, 2026
This book is ridiculous as hell. So you want to kill my father....so you kidnap me and my only child... You murder two people in my presence, and your response to that is to flirt with him and screw him in a bathroom with your daughter 10 ft away? Girl, what?! In what world is that a rational response. Lotus annoyed the hell out of me with her insane and nonsensical behavior and Reaper was just as bad. How you threatening to kill me cause you're in a rage cause you got played, and then within 30 seconds talking about "you're mine and only mine?" I rolled my eyes so many times at how bad this was.
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Profile Image for Breanna.
193 reviews11 followers
November 22, 2024
Good Story With Questionable Character Choices

I really liked the premise of this book. The captive turned lover trope is a classic and this rendition of it was well-done. Reaper was good and crazy and so was Lotus, because she was seriously attracted to him, despite her and her daughter being held captive by this crazy, emotionally unstable man.

I would rate this book higher at a 4.5, but some of the decisions by the characters left me scratching my head, the most glaring being: Reaper had clear confirmation that Chop was working with Sergey, but he belabored killing him, and it nearly cost him and Lotus their life. He was reminiscing about friendship and going out with him, but his bosses told him to make the move and he refused, which is insane. They should have killed him for that. Also, Lotus overheard Chop talking about betraying them on the phone, so why didn’t she tell Reaper? That would have given him the motivation to go after this man. Why would she keep that to herself?

Speaking of not making sense, how did Lotus and Reaper both get shot and were out of the hospital like a week later? Not only were they out of the hospital a week later, but Reaper was back on missions.

The sex scenes though were a 10/10. Even Reaper had dom energy seeping out of his pores, I didn’t see that epilogue coming. Overall, I enjoyed the story. A solid 4 stars from me.
Profile Image for Ronnie Scandrick.
21 reviews
February 26, 2025
2.5/5 This story has so much potential but I feel like the flow of the book was a bit rushed. Some of the storyline and dialogue was not adding up. For instance there was a part in the book where Reaper left the Cabin going to find Ninah after they had been nearly killed but then in the next paragraph he’s in Miami tearing through a club trying to figure out where she’s being kept. He ends up at one of the mansions but after searching the mansion he’s driving back through Vegas to grab his ex best friend’s wife. It left me confused a bit because when did they get to Miami and how did they get back to Vegas all in what seemed to be written in like a matter of only 3-4 hours? I’m not too sure if it’s just my version because I don’t utilize Kindle to get any updated versions and rather get the physical copies but I just wished it was edited a bit better because I really wanted to enjoy this and not feel like I had to finish it because I had already bought it.
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Profile Image for Lanier.
44 reviews2 followers
August 5, 2024
Pretty good

I definitely liked this. I would definitely suggest that a content warning should be added. Some content can be triggering for some. Other than that, great story.
Profile Image for Toni Swanks Bonner.
91 reviews4 followers
September 12, 2024
This would’ve top tier if it wasn’t so repetitive. The words “palpable” and “intoxicating” were used an ungodly amount of times in this book. Other than that I enjoyed the story, and all the twists.
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1,904 reviews10 followers
November 18, 2024
Reaper and Lotus, When Your Past Becomes Your Peace

This book left me emotionally spent!!!…From the beginning to the end, this was an emotional roller coaster!!!…You can feel the pain deep in Reaper’s soul and it was as if you were reliving those memories with him!!!…To watch someone take your whole family, you will never know what that does to someone mentally, emotionally and physically!!!…I was happy that 13 yo Reaper had the strength to defend his mother’s honor!!!…
Lil Miss Ninah beautiful spirit touched something in Me Angry Man and you can feel his defenses lowering!!!…
Lotus had a story within, and just like a woman, she smiled through her pain and her child brought about strength she had no clue lived inside of her!!!…Her father had a date with Karma and I waited for it!!!…When she finally opened up about what her father did to her and then passed her off to his brother broke my heart!!!…I had to put the book down for a minute!!!…
Sergey and Chop was one and the same and their desire to rule, left them with Karma standing on their neck!!!…They cared about nothing but themselves, despite the loyalty given from the ppl that surrounded them!!!…
I was glad that Lotus was able to get through to Reaper for him to let Shane go with her child because Chop left her out here on her own and in the dark!!!…
I can’t wait to see what awaits Havoc now that it’s confirmed that he has a big brother out here!!!…I hope that settles Reaper even more because he needs peace for his tormented soul!!!…
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1,027 reviews
August 20, 2024
he actually has a heart

Reaper was a cold piece of work. He had so much trauma that it buried his heart deep. His family was torn from him at a young age and endured things no one should. It turned him into a killer - a killer for hire.
He and Lotus met and an undeniable connection was made. He couldn’t fight the attraction and neither could she. She too had experienced trauma at a young age and it shaped her too. Where Reaper was a hard, cold, and callused killer, Lotus was still loving, beautiful, and caring. She was a mother to a beautiful little girl and tired of her controlling husband. She wanted a divorce and was over being with him.
There was twists and turns, betrayal, lies, deception, loyalty, attraction, plotting, revenge, death and love all within this book. Reaper found his heart inside and outside of his chest and gained what was once lost to him - love and family.

Great read!
Profile Image for Stacy Boddie.
121 reviews4 followers
July 22, 2024
Loved it!!!

OMG this book was everything. I love the storyline it flowed so well. The back story of when Reaper and Lotus first met as kids and baby girl Ninah reminding them of that encounter was just everything all due to a teddy bear they all loved.
Lotus knew she was a hot mess and knew how to use her pocket to get what she wanted from Reaper.
Reaper was protector of his girls but a beast outside of their home. Reaper being annoyed by a young hitta that act and mimic him in so many was only to find out it's his long lost brother ❤️ thanks to Lotus talikg then in to a DNA lol.
The betrayal that they both had to endure was sad but satisfaction of revenge was sweet.
Kendra your freaky A$$ did it again Boo.
NOW I NEED HAVOC STORY!!😘
Profile Image for Elle Reed.
48 reviews
February 19, 2026
4.5 ⭐️ They unexpectedly crossed paths and became each other’s only solace.

Reaper and Lotus are two souls carrying the weight of traumatizing pasts. He’s driven by a need for revenge and she’s driven by the need for safety.

What starts as a plan to avenge, turns into a journey of healing and unexpected HOT and HEAVY love.

The action is on point, drama present, and the relationship that develops between Reaper and Lotus’s daughter, Ninah, will melt your heart. If you love a Book Bae with a protective streak and a plot that comes full circle, please tap in!


“Lotus, you're playing with fire." "Then burn me," I whispered, leaning in just enough to feel the electricity crackle between us. "Show me what it means to be with a man who isn't afraid to take what he wants.
Profile Image for Verlana Munn.
2,100 reviews40 followers
July 21, 2024
It's A Hard Place To Be In

Kendra Canty, my lord. I'm a fan of your pen. Anything you write about gets me. This was so very dark but beautiful at the same time. I can only imagine the pain Reaper endured in his life. For him to even be able to break down his walls was beautiful to me .
Lotus had so much love inside of her. She just wanted to be loved and baby, did she get it!
This read was full of self findings, of hate that turned into love, of broken trust building new relationships, of betrayal and redemption.
I saw relationships growing in a positive manner, I saw true love from children. Everyone should read Reaper. Great job!!🤗🤗🤗🤗
Profile Image for Ricci Laurelle.
105 reviews8 followers
May 5, 2026
He was supposed to destroy everything she came from…
but she’s the one thing he can’t stop craving.

Her father took his family.
Now she’s standing in the middle of his revenge—
and he doesn’t know if he wants vengeance… or her. 🔥

⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️✨

Toxic Tension Banter
Traumatic past
Single Mom/ Strong Willed FMC
Captor x captive
Hate to desire
OTT Unhinged MMC
Forbidden
Soft For ONLY Her
Mafia Dark Romance
SPICY spice spice!!

“You’re playing with fire” he warned. “Maybe I want to get burned”

“maybe I want something more than he’s ever given me, maybe I need something real, something dangerous”

“Remember this reaper, you may be the god of death but I’m the one that can bring you life”
Profile Image for Alisa.
1,577 reviews10 followers
June 1, 2026
This book grabbed me from the first page and let me know there was going to be some emotional turmoil. I wouldn't call what Reaper and Lotus had a romance, at least not in the traditional sense, but it was intense. Reaper clearly experienced some emotional growth. While Lotus seemed to revel in freedom more than show any real growth. I have to say I wasn't feeling her halfway through. My only real criticism is the incomplete editing which led to lots of repetitive statements and a confusing change up of names at one point. Overall good story and narrators. No real heroes here and definitely not for the faint hearted.
4 reviews
July 25, 2024
I LOVED THIS BOOK

When I tell yall I enjoyed this book from beginning to end . I promise you will not be disappointed. The writing style the plot and the characters everything was on point . When I tell you this could be a movie I’m not even lying Kendra Necole did her thang . I was even havoc and Shane had eyes for eachother but it didn’t happen . Either way this turned out good ..

Havoc needs a book next
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806 reviews4 followers
August 9, 2024
What A Time

4.5 ⭐️ This story was beautiful. Reaper and Lotus both had a traumatic childhood and as adults dealt with the lasting effects in different ways. Lotus became Reaper’s light; it was warming to see his growth and acceptance that his past doesn’t define him, he is still deserving of love, a family, and to not allow revenge to consume him. Lotus was loyal despite her circumstances; they were a match destined to be, even before they crossed paths many moons later from their childhood in Congo. My first book by this author and she did not disappoint!
203 reviews
August 23, 2024
Reaper

As tough as Reaper was and it came from his childhood and everything that happened to him…He really had a soft side and it took Lotus and Lil Ninah to break his tough wall down. He and Lotus didn’t get off to a great start but throughout the book changes (good) starts to happen. Never read from this author but I will now! Loved how long the book was! Everything flowed, no rushing and the story was told from beginning to end! Loved it!
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17 reviews
March 10, 2026
This book starts off heavy from the beginning so please review the trigger warnings! Reaper is an absolute menace to society and does not care who’s in his way. He will clear his path without remorse to avenge his family. I enjoyed the revelations of how interconnected Lotus and Havoc were to Reaper as well. My only critique is the repetitiveness. I was so over hearing the words palpable, primal and metallic in the air. It was a little too much detail that was overkill but overall good story.
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976 reviews14 followers
March 11, 2026
Ohhhh mylanta!!!! This is a great read. There are trigger warnings please read them. From start to finish the drama unfolded. We visit Conga and learn about the mistreatment and enslavement of the children from Raza’s experience. Lotus’ past is just as traumatic and that is where the dentist and turns. Raza’s growth is steady and motivated by love and it was awesome to experience. Lotus was walking a thin line but it worked out. The scenes are hot!!!!! Stay ready!
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