Audiobook: 4/5
Ebook/ Story Overall: 3.75/5 rounded up!
Francine’s Spectacular Crash & Burn is a really layered story that has a lot of emotional range. I think the cover might throw some people off—it’s bright and appears kind of playful—but the story holds a lot of heart, as well as a lot of pain. It’s more of a coming-of-age adult story, and I’m sure there will be a lot of readers who can easily relate to Francine’s experiences.
Francine is grieving the loss of her mother. She had an amazing relationship with her mom—someone who made her feel seen and heard. And not only is Francine grieving, but she also has a lot of hard feelings catching up to her. She’s unsure about her future, unsure about her purpose, and she’s going through depression. Some of this book does discuss self-harm and someone feeling like they’re at their brink, standing at the edge. But the book also explores the ways we can be brought back to life, rediscover ourselves, and begin the journey to healing.
Francine ends up coming across a young neurodivergent boy who was being bullied. She steps in to stop it and finds out that this boy is in foster care. He’s currently being fostered by someone she used to go to school with—someone who just happens to be the crush she’s never forgotten.
I think one of the best things about this book is the relationship that develops between Francine and Davey. Davey is a young boy who’s already experienced a lot of pain early in life. He’s been sent from foster home to foster home and finds it difficult to make real connections. But Davey is undoubtedly smart and knows how to set boundaries. I also really enjoyed that Davey’s way of coping—or communicating when he’s fed up—is by stating facts about slavery. The author’s use of that, as well as the purpose behind it, was really beautifully explored. Seeing how Francine begins to see herself in Davey was a nice touch, especially as she starts to wonder and explore more about her own feelings and potential diagnosis.
Another great thing about this book is the LGBTQIA+ representation. We see that Francine quickly latches onto her old high school crush. She’s always admired her for being strong and authentically herself, but now she has to separate the version of her she imagined from the reality of who that person actually is. What I appreciated about that relationship is that it’s deeply flawed and shines a light on how we can be blinded by the things we desire. Francine craved friendship and connection and is, in some ways, overwhelmed, excited, and anxious about all she’s feeling and seeing for a possible future with this girl.
I also think it’s really powerful to have a conversation around WLW relationships and assault/abuse. It’s just not something I often see discussed in books. In my opinion, the author did a great job of sparking a necessary light on something that very much occurs in real life to real people.
So we see Francine’s journey in love and loss in different ways throughout this book: the love and loss of her mother and how that, in some ways, propels this attraction even further; the love and loss of the idea of her crush, and the acceptance of realizing that she’s not the person Francine thought she was; and even her love of Davey, which pushes her to step forward and leave behind an old version of herself to be there for him.
If you’re someone who likes to see character growth, I think this will be a book you’ll appreciate—even though there were times I wanted to yell at Francine. I enjoyed how the story wrapped everything up in the end. I also liked that there’s a darkly comedic undertone throughout. There are plenty of moments where you’ll definitely find yourself chuckling or laughing and agreeing with Francine or her inner thoughts. Her personality is so strong and present.
I also had the audiobook for this read, and I think the narrator did a really great job of capturing that and conveying it on another level beyond just reading the physical copy. Not just with Francine, but even with the other characters, the tonal changes and mood shifts were done so well. It gave readers a clear and well-executed distinction of just how layered—and even troubled—some of these characters are.
My only issue with this book is that there were a lot of serious topics that felt like they were briefly or quickly addressed. I think there could’ve been more exploration of some of the things happening in Francine’s life, especially Davey’s life, and also in the lives of some of the other characters. One of the topics in this book is child abuse. I felt it addressed this at a surface level, alongside the harm and dangers that exist in those spaces—specifically for kids who are seen as “other,” or different, or who sometimes need a little more care and attention.
Overall, I really enjoyed this read. I think I went into it expecting something a little bit lighter but was actually really pleasantly surprised and pleased by the deeper aspects of the book. What would’ve made it a five-star read for me would have been making the book a little bit longer and exploring more of the histories of this group of characters.
Thanks to NetGalley and Tiny Reparations Books for this egalley.