Wow what a book. I went through so many emotions while reading this book, and devoured it all in one day it was that good.
Hawke and Gemma are both broken people. Hawke lost his wife and unborn baby boy in an accident while he was deployed over seas 5 years ago, and he's been living with the grief and guilt of not being able to save them, which has pretty much sucked all the life out of him, leaving him a hollow shell of a man who doesn't enjoy anything in life anymore. Gemma was attacked 6 years ago and although she has come a long way in her healing journey, she still has a lot of mistrust in her eyes, and struggles with large crowds, men, and learning how to trust people. When they meet at their mutual friends wedding, they both are uncomfortable to be there with so many people, but they spend the night hanging out after the wedding, just living for the moment and creating core memories neither of them will forget. Throughout this book, they both deal with their grief of what happened to each of them, as they also learn to open up and lean on one another and be honest in how they're feeling and how the other can support them.
This book was beautifully written. My heart broke for both of them for all they had to go through, but it was beautiful how they grieved, and both came together to support each other and help each other. The only thing I thought was kind of weird was in the first half of the book where Gemma told Hawke she was the daughter of a famous NASCAR driver and it seemed like the book was going in that direction, which was really interesting to me even though I don't care for NASCAR and then half way through, it totally goes another direction where she's photographing a band and her bestie Wesley gets a record deal, so she's doing all the music industry stuff. Don't get me wrong, it was good and it worked, but it felt kind of random. I wish the last chapter would have given us a little more closure, it felt incomplete to me or if we could have gotten two extra chapters. I just felt like I was left hanging a little, after Hawke comes to terms about his true feelings about loving Gemma, and it left me scratching my head that he hadn't said he loved her before then, especially when they both confided in one another, and spent so much time with one another. But overall, this was a great book and was a really enjoyable read about two people overcoming grief, finding one another and overcoming their grief together to create something new and beautiful.