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Senpai is an Otokonoko #1
Senpai is an Otokonoko: My Crossdressing Classmate 1
176 pages, Paperback
Published June 17, 2025
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March 25, 2025
[Thanks to Netgalley and Kodansha for an ARC of this manga in exchange for an unbiased review.]
Makoto likes to be his true self at school, which for him means cross-dressing. Despite the target this puts on him, he has a very good friend and a very insistent potential love interest who both want to be his friend (or more).
This is my third encounter with this series; I’ve read part of the webtoon, watched a chunk of the anime, now here we are with a collected manga format. I’m not sure that third time will be the charm, but it’s a good story no matter its format (I just gave the attention span of a goldfish).
The three leads interact in such a way that this feels more than the sum of its parts. Makoto has mostly hardened his skin against the jabs and teasing from his schoolmates, though that doesn’t stop him from realizing Aoi will be subject to the same if she dates him.
Aoi, meanwhile, is wonderfully over-enthusiastic and without guile. She just accepts Makoto so completely that when she finds out he’s actually a guy she considers it a bonus if they were to date. She’s completely unflappable and unphased.
And then there’s Ryuji, whose clear homophobia is getting in the way of his equally clear Makoto-philia. He’s clearly feeling a lot more for Makoto than he’s saying and most of the grief he gives Aoi over her crush feels a lot like projecting.
One thing this manga delivers on with aplomb is genuine moments that just kill. The scene where Makoto reveals himself to Aoi for the first time, Aoi jumping from the tree, and Makoto saying goodnight to himself as he changes before going home. They’re all so well done.
It’s a great take on this subject matter. Makoto is not left alone, certainly, but he’s not so explicitly bullied that it needs a warning on it either. You can see his coping mechanisms all over the place, both at school and at home.
Still, having a friend group of one is a bit of a small number and the way Aoi expands Makoto’s world as she quietly wins over Ryuji is really something special. There’s a quiet message about the power of friendship, love, and being a good ally amidst everything.
Oh, it still has its sad moments. Everything involving Makoto’s mother is just heartbreaking, as he desperately contorts himself to be the boy that she wants him to be while he secretly embraces his true self at school. It’s a forced duality that will almost certainly come into conflict eventually.
The art is mostly okay, tending to really go for it when it counts the most. It’s a smart way to emphasize the important things while also not breaking your artist. You’d never call this the most striking manga, but it has it where it counts.
Strong stories about gender identity and acceptance are always welcome and this one is really well done. It could stand to be a bit more well drawn in the overall, but the content and characters make up for it.
4 stars - a really strong start to a very good look at people trying to find both themselves and one another. Highly recommended.
Makoto likes to be his true self at school, which for him means cross-dressing. Despite the target this puts on him, he has a very good friend and a very insistent potential love interest who both want to be his friend (or more).
This is my third encounter with this series; I’ve read part of the webtoon, watched a chunk of the anime, now here we are with a collected manga format. I’m not sure that third time will be the charm, but it’s a good story no matter its format (I just gave the attention span of a goldfish).
The three leads interact in such a way that this feels more than the sum of its parts. Makoto has mostly hardened his skin against the jabs and teasing from his schoolmates, though that doesn’t stop him from realizing Aoi will be subject to the same if she dates him.
Aoi, meanwhile, is wonderfully over-enthusiastic and without guile. She just accepts Makoto so completely that when she finds out he’s actually a guy she considers it a bonus if they were to date. She’s completely unflappable and unphased.
And then there’s Ryuji, whose clear homophobia is getting in the way of his equally clear Makoto-philia. He’s clearly feeling a lot more for Makoto than he’s saying and most of the grief he gives Aoi over her crush feels a lot like projecting.
One thing this manga delivers on with aplomb is genuine moments that just kill. The scene where Makoto reveals himself to Aoi for the first time, Aoi jumping from the tree, and Makoto saying goodnight to himself as he changes before going home. They’re all so well done.
It’s a great take on this subject matter. Makoto is not left alone, certainly, but he’s not so explicitly bullied that it needs a warning on it either. You can see his coping mechanisms all over the place, both at school and at home.
Still, having a friend group of one is a bit of a small number and the way Aoi expands Makoto’s world as she quietly wins over Ryuji is really something special. There’s a quiet message about the power of friendship, love, and being a good ally amidst everything.
Oh, it still has its sad moments. Everything involving Makoto’s mother is just heartbreaking, as he desperately contorts himself to be the boy that she wants him to be while he secretly embraces his true self at school. It’s a forced duality that will almost certainly come into conflict eventually.
The art is mostly okay, tending to really go for it when it counts the most. It’s a smart way to emphasize the important things while also not breaking your artist. You’d never call this the most striking manga, but it has it where it counts.
Strong stories about gender identity and acceptance are always welcome and this one is really well done. It could stand to be a bit more well drawn in the overall, but the content and characters make up for it.
4 stars - a really strong start to a very good look at people trying to find both themselves and one another. Highly recommended.
May 18, 2025
Special thanks to the publisher and Netgalley for providing an advanced digital copy in exchange for an honest review
This was so CUTE! For such a short story, it really had a lot to say. Makoto is such an interesting character. It's not a secret at school that he likes to dress like a girl, but it's definitely a secret at home. It's really interesting to see the contrast where he's very reserved around his classmates, but then gets really excited at the idea of cute (ie. girly) things.
I really liked seeing the friendships grow between the first page and the last. Makoto became a little less reserved and more trusting, and he's actually quite protective. He knows he's different, and he doesn't want people to get bullied simply because they associate with him.
It was pretty clear this was simply a first installment to introduce the characters and their dynamic together. I look forward to seeing what these characters get up to in future installments.
This was so CUTE! For such a short story, it really had a lot to say. Makoto is such an interesting character. It's not a secret at school that he likes to dress like a girl, but it's definitely a secret at home. It's really interesting to see the contrast where he's very reserved around his classmates, but then gets really excited at the idea of cute (ie. girly) things.
I really liked seeing the friendships grow between the first page and the last. Makoto became a little less reserved and more trusting, and he's actually quite protective. He knows he's different, and he doesn't want people to get bullied simply because they associate with him.
It was pretty clear this was simply a first installment to introduce the characters and their dynamic together. I look forward to seeing what these characters get up to in future installments.
July 2, 2025
3.5✨
"It seems that all things cute in this world... are just for girls."
Senpai is an Otokonoko follows Makoto, a boy who likes to dress up as a girl and his friends Aoi and Ryuji who both have a crush on him.
Considering the amount of manga that is queer without being fetishized is severely lacking, the premise of this volume intrigued me. The story delicately broaches the topics of self-expression and the challenges that come with it in a respectful way.
The art style is very sweet and cutesy. Enjoyable enough to the eye. I will be interested to pick up future volumes to see how the story progresses.
Thank you to NetGalley and Kodansha Comics for providing an ARC copy in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.
"It seems that all things cute in this world... are just for girls."
Senpai is an Otokonoko follows Makoto, a boy who likes to dress up as a girl and his friends Aoi and Ryuji who both have a crush on him.
Considering the amount of manga that is queer without being fetishized is severely lacking, the premise of this volume intrigued me. The story delicately broaches the topics of self-expression and the challenges that come with it in a respectful way.
The art style is very sweet and cutesy. Enjoyable enough to the eye. I will be interested to pick up future volumes to see how the story progresses.
Thank you to NetGalley and Kodansha Comics for providing an ARC copy in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own.
March 23, 2025
Thank you to Netgalley and Kodansha for the arc!!
How absolutely ADORABLE is this. I want to read it again right freaking now. Because it’s so darn cute!! I really like the idea of a boy who loves cute things and dressing like a girl but is reserved and doesn’t want anyone else around him to be bullied by talking to him. And the cute little eccentric girl who is head over heels for him. 💖 Plus we get a protective childhood friend?! Icing on the chocolate cake!
Love it. Will definitely read more!
How absolutely ADORABLE is this. I want to read it again right freaking now. Because it’s so darn cute!! I really like the idea of a boy who loves cute things and dressing like a girl but is reserved and doesn’t want anyone else around him to be bullied by talking to him. And the cute little eccentric girl who is head over heels for him. 💖 Plus we get a protective childhood friend?! Icing on the chocolate cake!
Love it. Will definitely read more!
June 24, 2025
If you are searching for a manga slice of life revolving around queer teenagers and how gender expression can defy gender norms, this story is a perfect fit !
I really enjoyed this first volume with heart-warming characters, especially Makoto who reminded me of Tsubakino from Wind breakers even if the characters are not at the same stage of their journey of self-acceptance. They both embody how men are allowed to be feminine contrary to social expectations.
Thank you NetGalley for this great ARC !
I really enjoyed this first volume with heart-warming characters, especially Makoto who reminded me of Tsubakino from Wind breakers even if the characters are not at the same stage of their journey of self-acceptance. They both embody how men are allowed to be feminine contrary to social expectations.
Thank you NetGalley for this great ARC !
March 27, 2025
Quick and simple read. Basically a girl has a crush on the crossdresser in her school. They become friends. The Crossdresser also already has a best friend he grew up with who also is inlove with him. Love triangle, but it's cute overall and very accepting which is nice to see in this day in age where everyone likes to judge people based on their happiness cause their miserable fucking losers who can't mind their own fucking business and should simply shut the fuck up.
August 18, 2025
So, so cute! What a sweet story! All of the characters are adorable and I can’t wait to see where it goes. It broke my heart but it also made me smile so hard at these three kids becoming friends 💛
April 28, 2025
I received an ARC through NetGalley for an honest review.
I came very close to not picking this up because my own ignorance and fear of catching strays as Queer trans femme...but I absolutely loved this!
So, I was not familiar with what otokono actually means and, while there is absolutely no shame on anyone of any gender presenting however they want, cross-dressing is sometimes used with a negative inflection in our increasingly bigoted society. Now I I have a better understanding of it as somewhat analogous to femboys, masculine identifying, often cis men, who present femininely and/ or as a woman some or all of the time, without necessarily identifying with the gender usually associated with that presentation.
The manga is absolutely adorable, genuinely funny, and bursting with real emotion and understanding, without shying away from the prejudice people who deviate from the 'accepted norms' of society.
Our protagonist is Saki, a young school girl who absolutely hits all the manga/ anime tropes of the cutesy, but wildly intense and over the top avatar of infatuation. This infatuation is for the eponymous otokono, Makoto, a year above her at school. This intense crush, while comically over the top, is genuinely sweet and incredibly respectful of Makoto's identity and presentations. While Makoto isn't sure if he returns the affections, Saki persues him, somewhat like a less problematic Pepe le Pew, their friendship begins to blossom. Things are complicated by Makato's childhood friend, Ryuji, who is incredibly protective of his friend and has some intense and complicated feelings for Makoto.
I am just spellbound with how respectfully otokono are presented in this comic, which is reinforced by the enthusiastic and uncomplicated or fetishised regard of Saki. The ignorance and bigotry of Makoto's classmates and mother are present and important, but also aren't a major facet of his character. I am keen to see how the internalised homophobia Ryuji seems to be experiencing is explored.
I am absolutely blown away by the expectation vs. reality of this comic.
Loved it!
I came very close to not picking this up because my own ignorance and fear of catching strays as Queer trans femme...but I absolutely loved this!
So, I was not familiar with what otokono actually means and, while there is absolutely no shame on anyone of any gender presenting however they want, cross-dressing is sometimes used with a negative inflection in our increasingly bigoted society. Now I I have a better understanding of it as somewhat analogous to femboys, masculine identifying, often cis men, who present femininely and/ or as a woman some or all of the time, without necessarily identifying with the gender usually associated with that presentation.
The manga is absolutely adorable, genuinely funny, and bursting with real emotion and understanding, without shying away from the prejudice people who deviate from the 'accepted norms' of society.
Our protagonist is Saki, a young school girl who absolutely hits all the manga/ anime tropes of the cutesy, but wildly intense and over the top avatar of infatuation. This infatuation is for the eponymous otokono, Makoto, a year above her at school. This intense crush, while comically over the top, is genuinely sweet and incredibly respectful of Makoto's identity and presentations. While Makoto isn't sure if he returns the affections, Saki persues him, somewhat like a less problematic Pepe le Pew, their friendship begins to blossom. Things are complicated by Makato's childhood friend, Ryuji, who is incredibly protective of his friend and has some intense and complicated feelings for Makoto.
I am just spellbound with how respectfully otokono are presented in this comic, which is reinforced by the enthusiastic and uncomplicated or fetishised regard of Saki. The ignorance and bigotry of Makoto's classmates and mother are present and important, but also aren't a major facet of his character. I am keen to see how the internalised homophobia Ryuji seems to be experiencing is explored.
I am absolutely blown away by the expectation vs. reality of this comic.
Loved it!
March 22, 2025
"Senpai is an Otokonoko" immediately caught my attention with its intriguing premise and charming artwork. The story follows Saki, a bubbly and determined first-year high school student who is completely smitten by her cool and beautiful senpai, Makoto. Confident in her feelings, Saki wastes no time and bravely confesses her love. But things take an unexpected turn when Makoto gently rejects her, revealing that he’s actually a boy who enjoys dressing in traditionally feminine clothing - a self-described "otokonoko." Rather than giving up, Saki is undeterred by Makoto's confession and sets herself a new goal: to win Makoto’s heart, regardless of societal norms or appearances. Alongside them is Ryuji, Makoto’s childhood friend who plays the role of both protector and secret admirer, adding another layer of complexity to their budding friendship. What unfolds is a sweet, heartfelt, and sometimes bittersweet exploration of love, identity, and acceptance.
One of the things I appreciated most about this volume is how it delicately touches on themes of self-expression and the challenges that come with it. Makoto’s struggle to hide his fondness for cute things, especially from his parents who are unaware of his cross-dressing, adds a subtle sadness to the otherwise lighthearted story. It’s a reminder of how difficult it can be to stay true to oneself in the face of societal expectations.
The dynamics between the three characters are both entertaining and endearing, with each bringing their own emotional weight to the story. I especially loved Saki’s unwavering positivity and determination - she’s a refreshing character who radiates acceptance and open-mindedness.
Additionally, I want to highlight the thoughtful inclusion of word and phrase explanations at the end of the book. They provide helpful cultural context for readers who may not be familiar with Japanese terms, making the reading experience even richer and more accessible.
Overall, "Senpai is an Otokonoko" is a delightful start to what I expect will be a heartfelt and engaging series. I’m eagerly looking forward to the next volume to see how Makoto, Saki, and Ryuji’s relationships develop!
Thank you to Pom for crafting such a lovely story, and big thanks to NetGalley and Kodansha Comics for the opportunity to read this wonderful manga!
One of the things I appreciated most about this volume is how it delicately touches on themes of self-expression and the challenges that come with it. Makoto’s struggle to hide his fondness for cute things, especially from his parents who are unaware of his cross-dressing, adds a subtle sadness to the otherwise lighthearted story. It’s a reminder of how difficult it can be to stay true to oneself in the face of societal expectations.
The dynamics between the three characters are both entertaining and endearing, with each bringing their own emotional weight to the story. I especially loved Saki’s unwavering positivity and determination - she’s a refreshing character who radiates acceptance and open-mindedness.
Additionally, I want to highlight the thoughtful inclusion of word and phrase explanations at the end of the book. They provide helpful cultural context for readers who may not be familiar with Japanese terms, making the reading experience even richer and more accessible.
Overall, "Senpai is an Otokonoko" is a delightful start to what I expect will be a heartfelt and engaging series. I’m eagerly looking forward to the next volume to see how Makoto, Saki, and Ryuji’s relationships develop!
Thank you to Pom for crafting such a lovely story, and big thanks to NetGalley and Kodansha Comics for the opportunity to read this wonderful manga!
May 16, 2025
I liked it, I see potential in it, especially because I think it could open up interesting conversations around gender and identity. However, I do have some doubts. Crossdressing is mentioned as something frowned upon that the main character does in secret, but it doesn’t go much deeper into whether he simply likes cute things and that's his way of expressing himself, or if there’s something more going on. In fact, he seems uncomfortable being seen in his “male” clothes and behaving in a more traditionally masculine way, which makes me think this might be explored later on or maybe not at all, since I believe this story is a bit old, so I’m not sure what concepts it actually deals with.
I really liked the best friend character,I feel like the dynamic between the three main characters could turn into something really good if developed properly. On the other hand, the love interest didn’t fully convince me. The way she’s written, almost like a stalker, with some weird behavior felt a bit uncomfortable to me. Maybe it’s supposed to be part of the comedy, but if the manga took a more serious tone, I think I’d had love it more, because it does have these emotional moments where both the art and atmosphere shift and it ended up beautifully.
I’d only recommend it as a quick, light read for entertainment, especially if you’re not looking for something too deep. It has some lovely moments, but I’m still unsure whether it will handle the themes it hints at in a meaningful worthy to read way.
thanks netgally for a copy of this manga, this was an honest review.
I really liked the best friend character,I feel like the dynamic between the three main characters could turn into something really good if developed properly. On the other hand, the love interest didn’t fully convince me. The way she’s written, almost like a stalker, with some weird behavior felt a bit uncomfortable to me. Maybe it’s supposed to be part of the comedy, but if the manga took a more serious tone, I think I’d had love it more, because it does have these emotional moments where both the art and atmosphere shift and it ended up beautifully.
I’d only recommend it as a quick, light read for entertainment, especially if you’re not looking for something too deep. It has some lovely moments, but I’m still unsure whether it will handle the themes it hints at in a meaningful worthy to read way.
thanks netgally for a copy of this manga, this was an honest review.
August 11, 2025
Thank you to netgalley and Kodansha Comics for providing and eCopy of this comic!
I really enjoyed this comic! While the art style was cute, I wasn't really that big of a fan. It was pretty flat and simple. However, this was originally a webcomic, so the simple art style was likely done on purpose.
I liked Makoto and hope we learn more about him in later volumes. Saki is honestly kind of a lot. She is very pushy and quite creepy in the way she pursues Makoto. I wasn't really a fan, but she is helping Makoto with his self confidence, so I guess it's fine? I don't really have an opinion of Ryuji, but it's nice that Makoto has a close friend that he can rely on.
In terms of the actual story, I'm not super into the romance at the moment, but I feel like it could grow on me. Based on the description, I guess it is going to develop more into a love triangle, but that wasn't really the case in this volume. I personally hope Makoto ends up with no one and just grows as a person and becomes more confident, but this is a romance comic so I doubt it will end this way.
I really enjoyed this comic! While the art style was cute, I wasn't really that big of a fan. It was pretty flat and simple. However, this was originally a webcomic, so the simple art style was likely done on purpose.
I liked Makoto and hope we learn more about him in later volumes. Saki is honestly kind of a lot. She is very pushy and quite creepy in the way she pursues Makoto. I wasn't really a fan, but she is helping Makoto with his self confidence, so I guess it's fine? I don't really have an opinion of Ryuji, but it's nice that Makoto has a close friend that he can rely on.
In terms of the actual story, I'm not super into the romance at the moment, but I feel like it could grow on me. Based on the description, I guess it is going to develop more into a love triangle, but that wasn't really the case in this volume. I personally hope Makoto ends up with no one and just grows as a person and becomes more confident, but this is a romance comic so I doubt it will end this way.
October 22, 2025
Boy, girl, both, neither, other - discussions of gender have become a lot more nuanced over the last few years and honestly, one of the things that I really love about being so immersed in anime and manga culture is reading another culture’s perspective on such things. I’d like to think that I’m pretty open minded, with a good knowledge of things, especially with regard to the queer community - but that doesn’t give me any sort of leg up when it comes to the same sort of things expressed by another culture. Manga like this, that centers on a familiar and yet different experience are really my jam and I could read them endlessly. And I might just be in the middle of reading and reviewing a handful of similar series...
Read the full review on Well, Are They? A Queer Review Blog:
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Read the full review on Well, Are They? A Queer Review Blog:
https://wellarethey.blogspot.com/2025...
August 5, 2025
This was originally a webtoon, and as such, it reads like it.
Senpai is an Otokonoko is a cute slice of life manga following queer teenagers.
Makoto is encountered by Aoi when she professes her love for him. He reveals to her that he is not a girl, like she originally thought, and cross-dresses at school.
Makoto tries to avoid her at first, afraid she’ll become a target for associating with him. Aoi doesn’t give up, and instead follows Makoto around. Later on, we meet his (protective) childhood friend, Ryuji. The friendship that blossoms between all three is heartwarming.
While the story reads as overall lighthearted, there are some serious themes that are touched upon.
[ Thank you NetGalley and Kodansha for the eARC ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊ ]
Senpai is an Otokonoko is a cute slice of life manga following queer teenagers.
Makoto is encountered by Aoi when she professes her love for him. He reveals to her that he is not a girl, like she originally thought, and cross-dresses at school.
Makoto tries to avoid her at first, afraid she’ll become a target for associating with him. Aoi doesn’t give up, and instead follows Makoto around. Later on, we meet his (protective) childhood friend, Ryuji. The friendship that blossoms between all three is heartwarming.
While the story reads as overall lighthearted, there are some serious themes that are touched upon.
[ Thank you NetGalley and Kodansha for the eARC ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊ ]
July 7, 2025
Matoko loves all things cute, and he enjoys crossdressing. Most students know this about him except our first year, Aoi, who confesses her love for him, where he tells her the truth about really being a boy. Aoi is still insistent about her feelings, and Matoko's friend Ryuji is skeptical. I really enjoyed this first volume and the little moments between the 3 new friends. This volume also had some sad moments as well that I think will play into future volumes.
Thank you to NetGalley and Kodansha for providing this digital arc in exchange for an honest review.
Thank you to NetGalley and Kodansha for providing this digital arc in exchange for an honest review.
March 25, 2025
I'd like to thank NetGalley & the publisher for the E-ARC in exchange for an honest review!
I absolutely adore this manga. I originally read it when it was published as a webtoon, and seeing it now traditionally published in English makes me so incredibly happy!
Honestly, I don’t think I have many meaningful things to say that wouldn’t just turn into intense fangirling—but that alone should tell you how much I love it. Senpai Is an Otokonoko is a beautiful story with amazing characters, dynamics, themes and stunning artwork.
This first volume includes the first eight chapters, along with some small bonus chapters and artwork, introducing us to the main trio and their budding friendship. It’s a wonderful start to what I know is an unforgettable series.
Final Thoughts:
I will always recommend this to anyone who’s willing to listen!
April 23, 2025
Representation: genderqueer Japanese protagonist, gay Japanese secondary character, queer Japanese secondary character, Japanese secondary and tertiary characters.
Content Warning: bullying, transphobia, blood.
Such a wonderful first volume! I am dying to know how it continues.
Content Warning: bullying, transphobia, blood.
Such a wonderful first volume! I am dying to know how it continues.
April 13, 2025
(Thank you NetGalley and Kodansha for the ARC)
A quick read with a cute story. Feels like most slice-of-life/rom-com type mangas but still a nice read nonetheless.
In this story, freshman Saki falls for an older schoolmate, Makoto, an otokonoko (cross dressing boy). Saki relentlessly starts pursuing Makoto and even wants the help of his best friend, Ryuji, to help her win him over to become Makoto’s first love. This book starts to show the blooming of a new friendship between the trio with hopes from Saki for more.
A quick read with a cute story. Feels like most slice-of-life/rom-com type mangas but still a nice read nonetheless.
In this story, freshman Saki falls for an older schoolmate, Makoto, an otokonoko (cross dressing boy). Saki relentlessly starts pursuing Makoto and even wants the help of his best friend, Ryuji, to help her win him over to become Makoto’s first love. This book starts to show the blooming of a new friendship between the trio with hopes from Saki for more.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 3, 2025
Thank you Netgalley & Kodansha for the arc!
The story follows Makoto navigating high school in pursuit of being his true self and expressing himself through cross dressing. Despite the difficulties he faces he’s got a support system with his best friend and his newest friend who is very persistent on wanting to become a couple.
This was my first introduction to the series as I had only heard a few things about it online and I’m so glad I finally got to read the first volume of the manga!
I really love how this volume handles the theme of self expression especially when it comes to how one identifies themselves and overcoming the challenges that come alongside it.
While the story is overall lighthearted, it does showcase the reality that some may experience getting backlash on trying to be their true self.
I’m so excited to see where this series goes and I can’t wait to learn more about Makoto, Saki & Ryuji! I hope we are able to explore more about the challenges Makoto faces, I feel like this series can be the perfect blend of comedy with tear jerking moments that really add to the character’s development and relatability!
The story follows Makoto navigating high school in pursuit of being his true self and expressing himself through cross dressing. Despite the difficulties he faces he’s got a support system with his best friend and his newest friend who is very persistent on wanting to become a couple.
This was my first introduction to the series as I had only heard a few things about it online and I’m so glad I finally got to read the first volume of the manga!
I really love how this volume handles the theme of self expression especially when it comes to how one identifies themselves and overcoming the challenges that come alongside it.
While the story is overall lighthearted, it does showcase the reality that some may experience getting backlash on trying to be their true self.
I’m so excited to see where this series goes and I can’t wait to learn more about Makoto, Saki & Ryuji! I hope we are able to explore more about the challenges Makoto faces, I feel like this series can be the perfect blend of comedy with tear jerking moments that really add to the character’s development and relatability!
April 21, 2025
⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ 2.5 stars ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆
"i like both versions of you."
i meannn this was a quick and easy read, but it was not for me. the premise of the manga sounded interesting but i just didn't enjoy the execution of the story. great art though, i loved the fact that this manga was coloured!
˗ˋˏ ୨୧ thank you to NetGalley, Kodansha Comics, and Pom for the digital arc in exchange for an honest review! ୨୧ ˎˊ˗
"i like both versions of you."
i meannn this was a quick and easy read, but it was not for me. the premise of the manga sounded interesting but i just didn't enjoy the execution of the story. great art though, i loved the fact that this manga was coloured!
˗ˋˏ ୨୧ thank you to NetGalley, Kodansha Comics, and Pom for the digital arc in exchange for an honest review! ୨୧ ˎˊ˗
September 14, 2025
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Makoto has decided to start high school as her authentic self, dressing as a girl at school. But her parents aren't as supportive, so Makoto must change clothes on the way home, and leading the double life is causing distress. When classmate Saki expresses her crush on Makoto, Makoto shares her double life, but this doesn't deter Saki. Rather, it spurs Saki to prove her feelings for Makoto. This title addresses gender dysphoria and other gender topics with care and sensitivity, and would be a good read for teens looking for acceptance and the vocabulary to understand what is happening to themselves or their peers. There is also some levity at times between Saki and Makoto's childhood friend, Ryuji, who is fiercely protective of Makoto.
Reviewed for School Library Journal.
Makoto has decided to start high school as her authentic self, dressing as a girl at school. But her parents aren't as supportive, so Makoto must change clothes on the way home, and leading the double life is causing distress. When classmate Saki expresses her crush on Makoto, Makoto shares her double life, but this doesn't deter Saki. Rather, it spurs Saki to prove her feelings for Makoto. This title addresses gender dysphoria and other gender topics with care and sensitivity, and would be a good read for teens looking for acceptance and the vocabulary to understand what is happening to themselves or their peers. There is also some levity at times between Saki and Makoto's childhood friend, Ryuji, who is fiercely protective of Makoto.
Reviewed for School Library Journal.
June 17, 2025
"So, what you're saying is, I get to enjoy both a male and female version of you?! Okay then. . .I guess we're a couple." - Saki
Makoto was ready and prepared to turn down another dare, love letter. Being a boy who cross-dresses he's used to the cruel acts' others will do to have a good time at his expense. But Saki is nothing like he expected! She declares her feelings for him and doesn't run away in disgust when he shows her that he's not a girl.
Instead, Saki is determined to win Makoto's heart! Ryuji however is there and ready to throw Saki out the nearest window if she dares to hurt his childhood friend. Saki gets the sense that Ryuji isn't just protective over Makoto because they're childhood friends. Can Makoto allow Saki to get close to him? Will he reciprocate Saki's feelings for him?
"I'm going to be your first love. Don't say I didn't warn you!" - Saki
I was interested in this read because I've heard about it and I saw the description. I hesitated a little thinking this was going to be an odd fetish thing or making fun of those who cross dress. I'm happy to say I was completely wrong!
Saki's a very genuine, a little weird, and very bold girl. Makoto warned her about what others would think if they were seen in public together. I mean high school is high school no matter where in the world you attend. Kids will be cruel, and vicious judgements will always be there. Saki could care less about all that because she found someone she likes! Doesn't care that Makoto dresses like a girl. Excited and open to seeing both sides of Makoto, dress or pants!
Makoto has walls up and keeps everyone at arm's length except for Ryuji. I could relate to Makoto a lot. Hiding who he truly is and being forced into a gender box. Trying to play the part for someone else outside of school to keep the peace. Our world is so consumed by gender and what's considered "girl" or "boy" things. Refusing to enjoy things or interests because it would be deemed too girly or masculine. When in fact it isn't that simple or strict black and white. I admired Makoto and how he continued being himself at school despite his peers.
This manga had very mild language. High school age MCs, so YA rating and I feel like this is going to be a bit of a slice-of-life read. Hints at a dark past and the reasoning behind Makoto's walls. Funny blackmail that's had between two of the characters. This first installment was light and fluffy with nothing really triggering, but I can tell there are going to be some heavy moments to come.
"She sure is something. Her craziness makes all the stuff I fixate on seem so insignificant." - Makoto
Romance is blooming very slowly! It's one sided as of right now along with an unrequited for another character. I love the cute romance and how Saki is cracking Makoto's armor a little bit at a time. He can't help but allow her in as the read continues and he begins to understand her more. I just love her genuineness and how confident she is! Not to mention this girl has resilience! Ryuji completing the trio and I'm wondering where it will all end!
LGBTQ+ with this read and some questions regarding sexuality. I adored this installment and really want to continue reading the series! I loved the bonus stories at the end and the gorgeous art in between those stories. Pom also includes translation notes at the end! Cannot wait for the next installment!
Enjoy the beginning of a new romcom series! Don't forget to give the author some stars!
Thank you, NetGalley and Kodansha!
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Makoto was ready and prepared to turn down another dare, love letter. Being a boy who cross-dresses he's used to the cruel acts' others will do to have a good time at his expense. But Saki is nothing like he expected! She declares her feelings for him and doesn't run away in disgust when he shows her that he's not a girl.
Instead, Saki is determined to win Makoto's heart! Ryuji however is there and ready to throw Saki out the nearest window if she dares to hurt his childhood friend. Saki gets the sense that Ryuji isn't just protective over Makoto because they're childhood friends. Can Makoto allow Saki to get close to him? Will he reciprocate Saki's feelings for him?
"I'm going to be your first love. Don't say I didn't warn you!" - Saki
I was interested in this read because I've heard about it and I saw the description. I hesitated a little thinking this was going to be an odd fetish thing or making fun of those who cross dress. I'm happy to say I was completely wrong!
Saki's a very genuine, a little weird, and very bold girl. Makoto warned her about what others would think if they were seen in public together. I mean high school is high school no matter where in the world you attend. Kids will be cruel, and vicious judgements will always be there. Saki could care less about all that because she found someone she likes! Doesn't care that Makoto dresses like a girl. Excited and open to seeing both sides of Makoto, dress or pants!
Makoto has walls up and keeps everyone at arm's length except for Ryuji. I could relate to Makoto a lot. Hiding who he truly is and being forced into a gender box. Trying to play the part for someone else outside of school to keep the peace. Our world is so consumed by gender and what's considered "girl" or "boy" things. Refusing to enjoy things or interests because it would be deemed too girly or masculine. When in fact it isn't that simple or strict black and white. I admired Makoto and how he continued being himself at school despite his peers.
This manga had very mild language. High school age MCs, so YA rating and I feel like this is going to be a bit of a slice-of-life read. Hints at a dark past and the reasoning behind Makoto's walls. Funny blackmail that's had between two of the characters. This first installment was light and fluffy with nothing really triggering, but I can tell there are going to be some heavy moments to come.
"She sure is something. Her craziness makes all the stuff I fixate on seem so insignificant." - Makoto
Romance is blooming very slowly! It's one sided as of right now along with an unrequited for another character. I love the cute romance and how Saki is cracking Makoto's armor a little bit at a time. He can't help but allow her in as the read continues and he begins to understand her more. I just love her genuineness and how confident she is! Not to mention this girl has resilience! Ryuji completing the trio and I'm wondering where it will all end!
LGBTQ+ with this read and some questions regarding sexuality. I adored this installment and really want to continue reading the series! I loved the bonus stories at the end and the gorgeous art in between those stories. Pom also includes translation notes at the end! Cannot wait for the next installment!
Enjoy the beginning of a new romcom series! Don't forget to give the author some stars!
Thank you, NetGalley and Kodansha!
shutupandbookup.com
June 12, 2025
‘Senpai is an Otokonoko: My Crossdressing Classmate 1’ was originally a webtoon; next week is going to be printed in a full-color paperback edition by Kodansha Comics Us on the 17th of June.
I’ve decided to read it, to see the difference with the Italian edition. The Us edition is more beautiful.
It’s a work of art!
It is a romcom manga.
The story is simple but complex because it touches many themes that are dear to LGBTQIA+ community.
It is settle in a Japanese high school and three are the main protagonists:
- Saki Aoi, a cheerful bisexual brunette, she is a first year high school girl who has a crush on an older student, Makoto Senpai, a beautiful blondie!
When Aoi San confess her love to Senpai, she finds out that Senpai has a secret…Senpai is a guy, a crossdresser. She’s determined to enjoy both version of Makoto. She has always admire him for his gentle eyes, his height and his deep voice.
- Senpai is Makoto Hanoka. In the day, at school, he’s an Otokonoko, he dresses as a girl. The school is a place where he’s free to be himself, to express himself.
In the evening, at home, is just an ordinary guy. He lives with his mother who doesn’t know that her son is a crossdresser, she would not understand. In fact, at the beginning she is drawn without eyes to emphasize her inability to see and understand her child in his true identity.
In addition, Senpai’s figure is associated with flowers: chrysanthemums and lilies. The previous one indicates personal growth, finding the true self, healing and personal transformation. The latter is love, intense emotions and femininity.
The third character is Ryuji, Makoto’s overprotective best friend who will stand for him no matter what! He plays the role of the antagonist, he’s the one who is in competition with Saki San.
The three of them form a love triangle connected with a red string of fate.
What I’ve really appreciated about this manga is the use of colors, the illustration gallery and the notes from the translator.
Senpai’s world together with his friends are drawn and colored with light and pale watercolors, the colors used give us peacefulness. instead, to point out the stereotypes of society, Makoto sexual attraction to Saki as a guy, and moments of fear and silent of the past, the mangaka uses dark colors such as black, gray and dark brown.
The illustration gallery helps us to figure out the story and the notes from the translator are also important to understand the Japanese words such as Okama, Otokonoko and first names.
In my opinion, there are not negatives elements to list but it’s missing a guide on how to read a manga.
If you want to know how this story ends, wait until next week. This manga is a two-monthly series of 10.
Thank you to Kodansha Comics Us and NetGalley for the ARC!
5 star
Story: 8/10, Art: 8/10, Characters: 8/10, Overall: 8/10
I’ve decided to read it, to see the difference with the Italian edition. The Us edition is more beautiful.
It’s a work of art!
It is a romcom manga.
The story is simple but complex because it touches many themes that are dear to LGBTQIA+ community.
It is settle in a Japanese high school and three are the main protagonists:
- Saki Aoi, a cheerful bisexual brunette, she is a first year high school girl who has a crush on an older student, Makoto Senpai, a beautiful blondie!
When Aoi San confess her love to Senpai, she finds out that Senpai has a secret…Senpai is a guy, a crossdresser. She’s determined to enjoy both version of Makoto. She has always admire him for his gentle eyes, his height and his deep voice.
- Senpai is Makoto Hanoka. In the day, at school, he’s an Otokonoko, he dresses as a girl. The school is a place where he’s free to be himself, to express himself.
In the evening, at home, is just an ordinary guy. He lives with his mother who doesn’t know that her son is a crossdresser, she would not understand. In fact, at the beginning she is drawn without eyes to emphasize her inability to see and understand her child in his true identity.
In addition, Senpai’s figure is associated with flowers: chrysanthemums and lilies. The previous one indicates personal growth, finding the true self, healing and personal transformation. The latter is love, intense emotions and femininity.
The third character is Ryuji, Makoto’s overprotective best friend who will stand for him no matter what! He plays the role of the antagonist, he’s the one who is in competition with Saki San.
The three of them form a love triangle connected with a red string of fate.
What I’ve really appreciated about this manga is the use of colors, the illustration gallery and the notes from the translator.
Senpai’s world together with his friends are drawn and colored with light and pale watercolors, the colors used give us peacefulness. instead, to point out the stereotypes of society, Makoto sexual attraction to Saki as a guy, and moments of fear and silent of the past, the mangaka uses dark colors such as black, gray and dark brown.
The illustration gallery helps us to figure out the story and the notes from the translator are also important to understand the Japanese words such as Okama, Otokonoko and first names.
In my opinion, there are not negatives elements to list but it’s missing a guide on how to read a manga.
If you want to know how this story ends, wait until next week. This manga is a two-monthly series of 10.
Thank you to Kodansha Comics Us and NetGalley for the ARC!
5 star
Story: 8/10, Art: 8/10, Characters: 8/10, Overall: 8/10
March 14, 2026
Makoto Hanaoka is kind, well-measured, and effeminate; helps out around the house; and takes their classwork seriously. He also prefers to dress in girls' clothing and simply adores all things cute. SENPAI IS AN OTONOKO is a straightforward comedy with a gendered twist.
Perhaps Makoto should have foreseen that an adorably overeager first-year student would latch onto him and pledge to become his "first love." But in truth, toeing the line of being a crossdresser while in school is fraught with the usual discomfited glances, teasing, and social isolation. Saki Aoi say she adores being friends with an otonoko and couldn't care less what consequences her admittedly parched social life might suffer. But is her affection sincere? Does her eagerness mask less earnest misgivings? Would that Motoko were not slim and waifish, would Saki still find him flawless?
SENPAI IS AN OTONOKO is slightly awkward and sort of fun, and if that's all readers are gambling for, then one cannot be too put off by the book's modest results. Endemic to most Asian comics birthed online, the manga leans heavily on two-dimensional archetypes, lacks considerable narrative context, and has close to zero background artwork. Webcomics and vertical-scroll comics are largely talking heads and text effects, and SENPAI IS AN OTONOKO falls in line. The manga takes place in a schoolyard setting, and so readers would do well to get acquainted with myriad glimpses of classrooms, sports gymnasiums, stairwells, and nothing else.
The book's humor pivots on and around Saki's golden-retriever energy; the chatty girl's dreadfully annoying entreaties of friendship aside, one finds a first-year high-schooler in desperate need of attention. At least, that's the presumption. Readers have no idea what Saki's home situation is like. The book's only secondary cast member is Makoto's childhood friend, Ryuji, whose frowny, protective countenance is clumsy but charming. Ryuji naturally butts heads with Saki, only for the younger girl to discern Ryuji's protectiveness stems from a genuine affection. The comic's best humor often stems from Ryuji hurrying to shut up the underclassman, to keep her from blabbing about how the guy really feels (e.g., a cute photo in his wallet of Makoto?).
SENPAI IS AN OTONOKO is funny but likely won't prove compelling what for its limited breadth of ambition. For example, Makoto crossdressing only at school, and changing clothes before he walks home, isn't particularly realistic or practical. Will the manga take a more true-to-life approach to the difficulties of surviving a bigendered culture? For these characters, for now, the risks are low and the consequences are minimal.
Perhaps Makoto should have foreseen that an adorably overeager first-year student would latch onto him and pledge to become his "first love." But in truth, toeing the line of being a crossdresser while in school is fraught with the usual discomfited glances, teasing, and social isolation. Saki Aoi say she adores being friends with an otonoko and couldn't care less what consequences her admittedly parched social life might suffer. But is her affection sincere? Does her eagerness mask less earnest misgivings? Would that Motoko were not slim and waifish, would Saki still find him flawless?
SENPAI IS AN OTONOKO is slightly awkward and sort of fun, and if that's all readers are gambling for, then one cannot be too put off by the book's modest results. Endemic to most Asian comics birthed online, the manga leans heavily on two-dimensional archetypes, lacks considerable narrative context, and has close to zero background artwork. Webcomics and vertical-scroll comics are largely talking heads and text effects, and SENPAI IS AN OTONOKO falls in line. The manga takes place in a schoolyard setting, and so readers would do well to get acquainted with myriad glimpses of classrooms, sports gymnasiums, stairwells, and nothing else.
The book's humor pivots on and around Saki's golden-retriever energy; the chatty girl's dreadfully annoying entreaties of friendship aside, one finds a first-year high-schooler in desperate need of attention. At least, that's the presumption. Readers have no idea what Saki's home situation is like. The book's only secondary cast member is Makoto's childhood friend, Ryuji, whose frowny, protective countenance is clumsy but charming. Ryuji naturally butts heads with Saki, only for the younger girl to discern Ryuji's protectiveness stems from a genuine affection. The comic's best humor often stems from Ryuji hurrying to shut up the underclassman, to keep her from blabbing about how the guy really feels (e.g., a cute photo in his wallet of Makoto?).
SENPAI IS AN OTONOKO is funny but likely won't prove compelling what for its limited breadth of ambition. For example, Makoto crossdressing only at school, and changing clothes before he walks home, isn't particularly realistic or practical. Will the manga take a more true-to-life approach to the difficulties of surviving a bigendered culture? For these characters, for now, the risks are low and the consequences are minimal.
January 17, 2025
This is a must read in my opinion. I don’t know how the Pom does it but she managed to encapsulate the experience of struggling with one’s gender identity and orientation, familial struggles, bullying, friendship and more.
Makoto is a crossdresser, preferring to dress to feminine clothing and goes to school in a wig and girl’s uniform. Aoi, a girl in his class, gains a crush on him without knowing he’s a boy. Upon him revealing himself in the first chapter, she seemingly doesn’t care, still wanting him to fall for her (she’s canonically bisexual). Ryuji, who is Makoto’s childhood best friend also has a massive crush on Makoto. The dynamic between these three are so carefully crafted as even any of them could really be the main character. They all go through their own personal problems while discovering themselves, and in the end youre left with a beautiful byproduct.
This part is a huge rant about Ryuji since hes my favorite character and will include spoilers.
The art is so beautiful and cute aswell, as since it’s a webtoon the style can get simple at times, but at crucial points Pom’s art skills shine as you can truly feel the impact the scene is suppose to have.
Overall, I believe this series needs so much more recognition, there is a prequel series that is being updated as well, focusing on the three’s identity in contrast to their high school selves.
Makoto is a crossdresser, preferring to dress to feminine clothing and goes to school in a wig and girl’s uniform. Aoi, a girl in his class, gains a crush on him without knowing he’s a boy. Upon him revealing himself in the first chapter, she seemingly doesn’t care, still wanting him to fall for her (she’s canonically bisexual). Ryuji, who is Makoto’s childhood best friend also has a massive crush on Makoto. The dynamic between these three are so carefully crafted as even any of them could really be the main character. They all go through their own personal problems while discovering themselves, and in the end youre left with a beautiful byproduct.
This part is a huge rant about Ryuji since hes my favorite character and will include spoilers.
The art is so beautiful and cute aswell, as since it’s a webtoon the style can get simple at times, but at crucial points Pom’s art skills shine as you can truly feel the impact the scene is suppose to have.
Overall, I believe this series needs so much more recognition, there is a prequel series that is being updated as well, focusing on the three’s identity in contrast to their high school selves.
July 28, 2025
Senpai is an Otokonoko: My Crossdressing Classmate Vol. 1 surprised me in the best way. I went in expecting a lighthearted romcom, and while it definitely delivers on humor and charm, it also explores gender identity and self-expression with more sincerity than I anticipated.
Makoto lives as his true self at school—cross-dressing in a way that feels authentic to him, even if it makes him a target. Fortunately, he’s not alone. Between a fiercely loyal best friend and a relentlessly earnest girl who confesses her love for him without hesitation, Makoto has people who truly see him—even if he’s not sure he can believe it yet.
What makes this work so well is how the three leads play off each other. Makoto has learned to deflect the casual cruelty of classmates, but it’s clear he worries Aoi, his underclassman, will face the same if she continues to pursue him. Aoi, meanwhile, is a gem—completely unshaken, accepting, and full of genuine warmth. When she finds out Makoto is a guy, she basically shrugs and says, “Even better.” Her openness is both funny and touching.
Then there’s Ryuji, Makoto’s childhood friend, who’s clearly wrestling with feelings he doesn’t understand—and doesn’t want to. His hostility toward Aoi’s crush feels like textbook projection. His arc is shaping up to be a complex (and potentially explosive) one.
This volume delivers a few standout emotional punches: Makoto’s quiet transformation as he heads home, Aoi’s dramatic tree jump, and the moment he reveals his true identity to her. These scenes land, and they’re beautifully executed.
While Makoto isn’t subjected to intense bullying, there’s a quiet ache to his story—especially in scenes with his mother. His forced duality, trying to be the boy she expects while hiding his real self, is one of the more heartbreaking threads, and you sense it’s only going to get more difficult as the story unfolds.
The art is generally solid—nothing groundbreaking, but expressive and impactful where it counts. Big emotional beats get the visual attention they deserve, and that’s a smart use of the medium.
All in all, this is a thoughtful, touching look at gender identity, acceptance, and the power of having even just one person on your side. It’s a story about finding yourself—and maybe love—when the world feels like it doesn’t quite fit. A great start to what promises to be a heartfelt series.
Makoto lives as his true self at school—cross-dressing in a way that feels authentic to him, even if it makes him a target. Fortunately, he’s not alone. Between a fiercely loyal best friend and a relentlessly earnest girl who confesses her love for him without hesitation, Makoto has people who truly see him—even if he’s not sure he can believe it yet.
What makes this work so well is how the three leads play off each other. Makoto has learned to deflect the casual cruelty of classmates, but it’s clear he worries Aoi, his underclassman, will face the same if she continues to pursue him. Aoi, meanwhile, is a gem—completely unshaken, accepting, and full of genuine warmth. When she finds out Makoto is a guy, she basically shrugs and says, “Even better.” Her openness is both funny and touching.
Then there’s Ryuji, Makoto’s childhood friend, who’s clearly wrestling with feelings he doesn’t understand—and doesn’t want to. His hostility toward Aoi’s crush feels like textbook projection. His arc is shaping up to be a complex (and potentially explosive) one.
This volume delivers a few standout emotional punches: Makoto’s quiet transformation as he heads home, Aoi’s dramatic tree jump, and the moment he reveals his true identity to her. These scenes land, and they’re beautifully executed.
While Makoto isn’t subjected to intense bullying, there’s a quiet ache to his story—especially in scenes with his mother. His forced duality, trying to be the boy she expects while hiding his real self, is one of the more heartbreaking threads, and you sense it’s only going to get more difficult as the story unfolds.
The art is generally solid—nothing groundbreaking, but expressive and impactful where it counts. Big emotional beats get the visual attention they deserve, and that’s a smart use of the medium.
All in all, this is a thoughtful, touching look at gender identity, acceptance, and the power of having even just one person on your side. It’s a story about finding yourself—and maybe love—when the world feels like it doesn’t quite fit. A great start to what promises to be a heartfelt series.
April 20, 2025
thank you very much to the publisher and netgalley for the e-arc!!
i really wanted to read this because i saw this floating around as a rec on my ig explore page for a bit, and after actually reading the synopsis i thought it was gonna be a cute highschool romcom!! and for 90% of it, i'm right. i can already see the other 10% as potential emotional damage. [to preface this review, i have never read this manga before]
i will get my one gripe out of the way first. ahem is the mic on. Saki is so annoying. she's supposed to be the typical genki girl but after awhile of her following Makoto around it got really tiring and annoying to read. the one thing i agree on is that,, imagine having a crossdressing partner whom you get to enjoy both the male and female versions of. 100% understand. Saki has great taste. i have a feeling she'll probably get some character development later on.
i love how Makoto's character is developed, and how it revolves around his identity. yes he identifies as a boy but he loves cute and girly things too and chooses to dress as a girl in school. i love how he doesn't let things like confessions on a dare and his mother's attitude to him liking cute stuff get him down. he sticks to what he likes to do and does it anyway.
and Ryuji ah Ryuji..... i can already see the second lead syndrome. i hate that he has internalised homophobia ingrained so deeply in him. he clearly treasures Makoto, and it's in the way he's protective of him, respectful of him and even the way he accepts Saki into their group when Makoto does. and it's clear that it extends more than friendship, in an 'actually gone for him since childhood but is in denial' way. very much looking forward to seeing how his arc goes!! though with most popular mangas i don't think he'd end up Makoto so i am...... bracing myself for emotional damage......
okay but i like the dynamic of between the three of them. i can see that this friendship is going to have a big impact on all three of them, especially from that fireworks chapter.
going to binge this soon....
i really wanted to read this because i saw this floating around as a rec on my ig explore page for a bit, and after actually reading the synopsis i thought it was gonna be a cute highschool romcom!! and for 90% of it, i'm right. i can already see the other 10% as potential emotional damage. [to preface this review, i have never read this manga before]
i will get my one gripe out of the way first. ahem is the mic on. Saki is so annoying. she's supposed to be the typical genki girl but after awhile of her following Makoto around it got really tiring and annoying to read. the one thing i agree on is that,, imagine having a crossdressing partner whom you get to enjoy both the male and female versions of. 100% understand. Saki has great taste. i have a feeling she'll probably get some character development later on.
i love how Makoto's character is developed, and how it revolves around his identity. yes he identifies as a boy but he loves cute and girly things too and chooses to dress as a girl in school. i love how he doesn't let things like confessions on a dare and his mother's attitude to him liking cute stuff get him down. he sticks to what he likes to do and does it anyway.
and Ryuji ah Ryuji..... i can already see the second lead syndrome. i hate that he has internalised homophobia ingrained so deeply in him. he clearly treasures Makoto, and it's in the way he's protective of him, respectful of him and even the way he accepts Saki into their group when Makoto does. and it's clear that it extends more than friendship, in an 'actually gone for him since childhood but is in denial' way. very much looking forward to seeing how his arc goes!! though with most popular mangas i don't think he'd end up Makoto so i am...... bracing myself for emotional damage......
okay but i like the dynamic of between the three of them. i can see that this friendship is going to have a big impact on all three of them, especially from that fireworks chapter.
going to binge this soon....
June 17, 2025
This was cute! I know some readers are asking questions about whether the MC is trans or what, and I feel like the answer is pretty clearly "no" or at least "not yet." Interestingly, his sexuality isn't really addressed either. He just likes girly things and feminine gender expression. From what I can tell, the otokonoko concept is somewhat unique to Japanese media, as opposed to a real-world cultural thing, but I like the way the author played with the 'meaning' of gender here. The MC isn't portrayed as doing something silly, or something to trick his classmates. If anything, he's only described at putting on a show for his mom by intentionally being more traditionally masculine at home.
As a person who thinks about trans stuff a lot, I can see why people would get into this with different expectations. I truly don't think that the artist is portraying or commending on transgender issues at all, so much as playing around with gender expectations. Saki, the underclassman with a big fat crush, isn't particularly girly, and Ryuji, who also has a big fat crush, seems to be attracted to Makoto in general but uncomfortable with what that would mean for his sexuality. In other words, he isn't just attracted to Makoto's feminine persona; he also has pictures of the two of them in boy mode together. Meanwhile, Saki's pretty openly bisexual and seems to have no problem with people knowing it.
My feelings on this could change depending on how the story progresses, but overall I thought this was pretty cute, low-stakes, and doesn't make fun of Makoto's situation. I'll check out more of the story as the series releases.
This book came onto my radar during the Trans Rights Readathon, and while I don't think it's a great fit for that reading initiative (unless the author is openly trans, which a quick Google search doesn't answer so it's none of my business), I do think genderspicy folks will find elements to enjoy. Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the ARC of book 1.
As a person who thinks about trans stuff a lot, I can see why people would get into this with different expectations. I truly don't think that the artist is portraying or commending on transgender issues at all, so much as playing around with gender expectations. Saki, the underclassman with a big fat crush, isn't particularly girly, and Ryuji, who also has a big fat crush, seems to be attracted to Makoto in general but uncomfortable with what that would mean for his sexuality. In other words, he isn't just attracted to Makoto's feminine persona; he also has pictures of the two of them in boy mode together. Meanwhile, Saki's pretty openly bisexual and seems to have no problem with people knowing it.
My feelings on this could change depending on how the story progresses, but overall I thought this was pretty cute, low-stakes, and doesn't make fun of Makoto's situation. I'll check out more of the story as the series releases.
This book came onto my radar during the Trans Rights Readathon, and while I don't think it's a great fit for that reading initiative (unless the author is openly trans, which a quick Google search doesn't answer so it's none of my business), I do think genderspicy folks will find elements to enjoy. Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher for the ARC of book 1.
June 22, 2025
3.25 stars. This was a nice start! I actually knew about this title since it had an anime adaptation, although I haven't watched it yet so this review is based solely on the first volume from the manga.
The story is about Makoto, a guy that likes to crossdress ane does it at school. One day he receives a confession from a girl, Saki, whom believes Makoto is a girl. Makoto reveals the truth, but turns out Saki doesn't mind. Saki wants to become his first love, but things won't be as easy because Makoto's childhood best friend, Ryuji, is wary of her and protective of Makoto.
I think this serves as a good introduction to the characters and their dynamic, as well as presenting the future themes it might go over in future volumes. We get to know part of Makoto's backstory and his family situation, as well as his history with Ryuji. There's still room to have more of Saki, but I trust it'll be on later volumes.
I really like the topic of a guy being gender non conforming and being confident in it, despite the harsh treatment from others. I don't think we get many characters like that anywhere without them being the comedy relief, or if they aren't that then they don't get to tell more from themselves, so cheers for that.
I also enjoy what seems to be forming between the three, hinting a possible love triangle. I'm the type of reader that likes that element because I enjoy drama, and while this has a slice-of-life tone, I also want to believe it'll give justice to everyone involved no matter the endgame. Ryuji's feelings in particular caught my interest the most, because it seems to have layers and perhaps some awakening underneath.
Overall, this is a nice first volume that starts in a fresh way, with potential to be an interesting depiction of a gender non comforming male MC, while giving commentary about society's treatment towards people like him and having a cast that develops a heartwarming friendship that might end up in some broken hearts.
-I received a copy of this book for free through NetGalley and I am leaving an honest review voluntarily.
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The story is about Makoto, a guy that likes to crossdress ane does it at school. One day he receives a confession from a girl, Saki, whom believes Makoto is a girl. Makoto reveals the truth, but turns out Saki doesn't mind. Saki wants to become his first love, but things won't be as easy because Makoto's childhood best friend, Ryuji, is wary of her and protective of Makoto.
I think this serves as a good introduction to the characters and their dynamic, as well as presenting the future themes it might go over in future volumes. We get to know part of Makoto's backstory and his family situation, as well as his history with Ryuji. There's still room to have more of Saki, but I trust it'll be on later volumes.
I really like the topic of a guy being gender non conforming and being confident in it, despite the harsh treatment from others. I don't think we get many characters like that anywhere without them being the comedy relief, or if they aren't that then they don't get to tell more from themselves, so cheers for that.
I also enjoy what seems to be forming between the three, hinting a possible love triangle. I'm the type of reader that likes that element because I enjoy drama, and while this has a slice-of-life tone, I also want to believe it'll give justice to everyone involved no matter the endgame. Ryuji's feelings in particular caught my interest the most, because it seems to have layers and perhaps some awakening underneath.
Overall, this is a nice first volume that starts in a fresh way, with potential to be an interesting depiction of a gender non comforming male MC, while giving commentary about society's treatment towards people like him and having a cast that develops a heartwarming friendship that might end up in some broken hearts.
-I received a copy of this book for free through NetGalley and I am leaving an honest review voluntarily.
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June 9, 2025
High school second-year student, Hanaoka Makoto, likes to dress as a girl at school, complete with a long blond whig. The entire school knows he’s a boy; he attends boys’ gym class and is referred to as ‘he’, but he’s otherwise feminine and likes cute, girly things.
First-year student, Saki Aoi, isn’t aware of this. She just likes the person she thinks is a girl and confesses her feelings. But when Makoto reveals he’s a boy, she gets very excited for getting two persons in one. He shoots her down, but she’s not the type to give up, much to his chagrin. He also fears that other students will make fun of her for talking to him.
Things get really interesting when a third peson, Makoto’s childhood friend Ryuji, is introduced. He claims not to have feelings for Makoto, which Saki instantly challenges. He agrees to help Saki win Makoto over, but then keeps hanging with the two.
This was a good start to a series, even though it was mostly character intros. We learn that Makoto hides his crossdressing at home, and how he’s been a bit girly since preschool, but nothing about how he took the first step in crossdressing—or where he gets his strength to continue. Even though the bullying here wasn’t all that bad, it’s obviously been worse. Saki is very childish, so if there’s going to be a romance, it’ll probably (hopefully) be between Makoto and Ryuji.
This was originally published as a webtoon, so art is in larger panels and in full colour. It’s very lovely. There’s some info on Japanese tradition of crossdressing at the end which I found interesting.
I received a free copy from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
First-year student, Saki Aoi, isn’t aware of this. She just likes the person she thinks is a girl and confesses her feelings. But when Makoto reveals he’s a boy, she gets very excited for getting two persons in one. He shoots her down, but she’s not the type to give up, much to his chagrin. He also fears that other students will make fun of her for talking to him.
Things get really interesting when a third peson, Makoto’s childhood friend Ryuji, is introduced. He claims not to have feelings for Makoto, which Saki instantly challenges. He agrees to help Saki win Makoto over, but then keeps hanging with the two.
This was a good start to a series, even though it was mostly character intros. We learn that Makoto hides his crossdressing at home, and how he’s been a bit girly since preschool, but nothing about how he took the first step in crossdressing—or where he gets his strength to continue. Even though the bullying here wasn’t all that bad, it’s obviously been worse. Saki is very childish, so if there’s going to be a romance, it’ll probably (hopefully) be between Makoto and Ryuji.
This was originally published as a webtoon, so art is in larger panels and in full colour. It’s very lovely. There’s some info on Japanese tradition of crossdressing at the end which I found interesting.
I received a free copy from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
April 23, 2025
I received an ARC via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
Aoi-san confesses her feelings to an upper classman, Makoto-senpai only to learn that Makoto isn’t another girl, but a boy who likes to dress up as a girl. To Makoto’s surprise, Aoi isn’t dissuaded and vows to make Makoto fall in love with her. Cue a montage of Aoi-san looking for Makoto senpai and her senpai avoiding her. After while she learns of Makoto’s best friend, Ryuji who is fiercely protective of his friend, and sort of sporting a crush on them?
Volume 1 is mostly just Aoi-san determinedly worming her way into Makoto’s life, winning over/blackmailing her best friend and, finally, meeting Makoto’s mother only to discover that Makoto is hiding his crossdressing from her because she seems to sport traditional views on gender norms.
Personally, I found this first volume to be so sweet. I was expecting something closer to Otomen, but this one is different and a completely separate class of its own. Aoi-san doesn’t care that Makoto is a guy or a girl. In fact, she gets even more excited learning that she ‘gets to see both genders’ of him. She doesn’t care that she may start getting picked on by association. She’s determined to prove her feelings for Makoto. The girl is so pure-hearted and stubborn. I respect that. Lol
The art, at first was just pretty decent, and then you get into the fireworks scene and it’s just absolutely magical to look at. Gorgeous artwork.
Honestly, this manga was a breath of fresh air and I very much look forward to reading the next one!
Aoi-san confesses her feelings to an upper classman, Makoto-senpai only to learn that Makoto isn’t another girl, but a boy who likes to dress up as a girl. To Makoto’s surprise, Aoi isn’t dissuaded and vows to make Makoto fall in love with her. Cue a montage of Aoi-san looking for Makoto senpai and her senpai avoiding her. After while she learns of Makoto’s best friend, Ryuji who is fiercely protective of his friend, and sort of sporting a crush on them?
Volume 1 is mostly just Aoi-san determinedly worming her way into Makoto’s life, winning over/blackmailing her best friend and, finally, meeting Makoto’s mother only to discover that Makoto is hiding his crossdressing from her because she seems to sport traditional views on gender norms.
Personally, I found this first volume to be so sweet. I was expecting something closer to Otomen, but this one is different and a completely separate class of its own. Aoi-san doesn’t care that Makoto is a guy or a girl. In fact, she gets even more excited learning that she ‘gets to see both genders’ of him. She doesn’t care that she may start getting picked on by association. She’s determined to prove her feelings for Makoto. The girl is so pure-hearted and stubborn. I respect that. Lol
The art, at first was just pretty decent, and then you get into the fireworks scene and it’s just absolutely magical to look at. Gorgeous artwork.
Honestly, this manga was a breath of fresh air and I very much look forward to reading the next one!
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