This was a book that left me pleasantly surprised.
Rating 4/5
I think it perfectly balanced heavier conversations around grief while also including soft, comforting moments that are often found in contemporary romances. What I really appreciated—especially given that this is a young adult novel—was how, even though we see a budding romance between Sydney and Marcus, the author makes it clear that a new love or new sense of comfort, while beautiful and worth looking forward to, is not meant to replace the loss of someone you’ve loved deeply. This felt like a really beautiful and accessible explanation of grief and reason—one that resonates with readers of any age, but particularly works for a YA audience.
We get the classic moments of teen angst: worrying if you’ve said the right thing to the guy you like, being self-conscious about how you're perceived, the thrill of the first kiss or touch. But what’s even more poignant is that we also get to see two teens navigating different kinds of loss, realizing that grief doesn’t single anyone out—nobody is safe from it, and nobody has to endure it alone. I’d describe this book as a fun combination of 50 First Dates and Groundhog Day, where we see Sydney and Marcus relive the same day over and over again. I also appreciated that their experience wasn’t all magic and romance—they had moments of disconnect, moments where reality set in and reminded them of the weight of what they were going through.
I think the author made a powerful choice by using Sydney as a voice of reason throughout the book. It was also meaningful to see how the adults in their lives were quietly carrying their own grief. The book underscores that grief and healing aren’t solitary experiences—they’re journeys that are better shared. It’s beautiful to see that the act of remembering someone no longer with us doesn’t need to be a burden we carry alone.
This book isn’t just a young love story—it tackles the kind of love we don’t always feel comfortable talking about: the love of someone who is no longer here, and how we preserve that love in their absence. It also speaks to the power of family and friendship. We see that clearly in Sydney’s relationship with her best friend Jaq, and the way she begins to process that moving forward isn’t just for her—it’s also for the future of the people she holds dear. Meanwhile, so much of Marcus’s journey is a reflection on healing, fear, and forgiveness.
I think this book will be well received by a wide range of readers. It’s not overly cozy or filled with insta-love, and the two main characters are ones anyone could see themselves in—whether you’re currently dealing with the pressure of grades and your uncertain future, or someone older looking back with reflection. Most importantly, this is a story about grief, and anyone can relate to that. Through Marcus and Sydney, we see how grief is felt and explored in different ways—but there is a path forward.
Some readers may find the initial repetitiveness of each day a bit difficult to get into. In that way, I do think the book could’ve been a few days shorter. But at the same time, as Sydney and Marcus show us—no day is wasted, and every moment brought them closer to where they needed to be. There were also some moments early on where POV shifts between Sydney and Marcus weren’t immediately clear, but as the book progresses, their voices become more distinct and easier to follow.
I do think the repetition and structure were intentional—it’s not just about reliving the same day, but about feeling emotionally stuck. Stuck in grief. Stuck in an idea of the future that will never come to be. Stuck in the terrifying uncertainty of how to get to tomorrow. But what this book reminds us is that while that journey is not easy, it doesn’t have to be taken alone.
Thanks to HOV Tours, Charlene Thompson, and NetGalley for this egalley.