✩.・*:。 4 stars! .•*:。✩
-minor-ish spoilers-
I’m so happy I got an ARC from a giveaway for this book! I genuinely enjoyed the majority of it. The book comes out in February 2025 and I highly recommend it!
Juliana is a single mom and widow to two girls, Clara and Sophie, entering back into work as a job recruiter, when she runs into (literally) Ben, who works in the architecture department. She had been a SAHM before her husband passed away and is forced to get a new job 9 months after his death.
There’s immediate sparks between them, but she ends up having to cut her day of meetings short with the leaders of the departments because of one of her daughters having an issue at school, and overhears Ben sort of roasting her for being late and then cancelling. Which makes them enemies.. to Juliana. Which starts a two year battle between them getting on each others nerves for fun (mostly).
I loved the nuances of the attraction between Juliana and Ben. Juliana struggles with the trauma and pain of losing the first love of her life, and having to pick up the pieces for her girls. She is an incredible single mom and it made me so much more appreciative for my own single mom and what she inevitably had to go through while raising three kids.
Juliana is also in a war with herself, full of guilt for being attracted to someone new after losing her husband in a car accident, and her raw emotions are so real on the pages. Her silent strength around her kids is incredibly moving. Her kids have an active role in the story because they bring Ben and Juliana together when their daughters become best friends.
While Ben obviously starts off as a bad guy, the reasons behind his initial reaction come to light and I honestly really enjoyed how everything played out. They share a bestfriend, Asia who has known Ben for many years before Juliana.
I had some issues with the way issues were handled between the adults, things that could’ve just been said immediately to explain certain reactions. But even though things get very messy, it’s so REAL that I really couldn’t be mad about it.
As Ben and Juliana get closer, the stakes get higher and they decide to keep their relationship a secret while Juliana waits for a promotion to go through. They both go on a work trip where things really heat up between them (the spice was pretty good, too). There are some funny bits with them having to hide their relationship from their kids and almost getting caught in the process.
I loved Ben’s understanding of Juliana’s love for her husband (also his name is Jason which is the name of my own father and I cringed so hard everytime I had to read that name, BLEHG). He asks her about him and is patient with her throughout her feelings of guilt. Her support system with her parents and friends is so heartwarming and precious it brought tears to my eyes a few times.
Things get messy near the ending, ugh, another third act breakup trope that kind of pissed me off a little. But like, I get it. Ben’s ex-wife comes back into play after giving her daughter the beautiful gift of anxiety and abandonment issues. She tries to get Ben back, which spoiler alert, will never work. Honestly the way things got handled by Ben was really disappointing and made my jaw ache from clenching. Like I wanted to yell at him! It almost soured the book for me, but alas, he did do a very good job on his grand gesture so I quickly forgave him.
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Overall, this was super enjoyable and I can’t believe it’s Amy’s debut novel! The intricacies of grief, healing and love were so realistic and powerful. It made me appreciate the hell out of my own mom. I’m very happy to have won a giveaway to recieve this book!