4.7⭐️😮💨🙂↕️
I LOVED EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF THIS BOOK, DO YOU HEAR ME??? Like I was GONEEEE. Unreachable. This book owned me, destroyed me, revived me, and then destroyed me again. Every character had their own little spotlight, even the side ones, and I was just sitting there like: “YESSSSS, SHINEEEE BABY SHINEEEE ✨😭✨.”
FAWN. This girl is EVERYTHING. She stood up for herself, she fought her demons head-on, she didn’t let her trauma define her — she TOOK CONTROL. And the way she didn’t back down??? ICONIC. STRONG. POWERFUL. QUEEN BEHAVIOR 👑. She’s messy and human but so inspiring, and her journey??? I ADORE.
TITUSSSSSSSS. THE MAN. THE LEGEND. THE ABSOLUTE STANDARD. Where do I even start??? The way he loves his girls (the dogs 🐶😭)??? The way he treats Fawn like she hung the moon??? The softness. The patience. The protectiveness. THE SWOONNNNNNNN. He’s literally PERFECTION. LIKE I SAID. PERFECTTTTTTT. If men aren’t like Titus, don’t even talk to me 🙅🏻♀️.
And honorable mention to this one particular side character that im for sure will bloom more and more:
RONANNNNNN. Listen, I KNEW from the start he wasn’t the cold-hearted monster people painted him to be. Deep down, he’s good, just misunderstood, just needed someone to guide him and remind him he’s worthy. AND THEN HIS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT??? UGH. I swear every time he was on page I was like “YES SIR YOU DESERVE THE WORLD 😭😭😭.” He’s that kind of character you can’t stop rooting for because you know his soul is golden.
And let’s TALK ABOUT THE ANGST. My god, the way this book had me SCREAMING. Like actually feral. Throwing my blanket, pacing my room, pulling my hair. My poor pillow went through it because I kept screaming into it at 2 AM 😭😭😭. The push and pull, the tension, the emotional wreckage — I WAS A MESS. But also living for it???
And can we talk about the way the plot holes are just sitting there waiting??? Like HELLO I SEE YOU 👀 but fine, I’ll let it slide because you just KNOW it’s leading us straight into the next book. And if that next book is RONAN’S??? BEST BELIEVE I’M ALREADY PRE-ORDERING WITH MY SOUL.
This whole thing was just a rollercoaster of emotions — swooning, crying, laughing, screaming, feral chaos. I want to hug it. I want to throw it across the room. I want to reread it immediately. I want MORE.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 😩😭