2.5 rounded down. This was... fine.
I mean, I knew I was going to be disappointed, which is why I kept putting it off, because I just can't get over the utter lack of Asa/Avi goodness. Their relationship started so interesting and had SO much possibility, and it's utterly baffling to me that the author just wasted all that potential. Besides the fact that I 100% believe this should have been twincest or at the very least some kind of explicit poly situation, I'm just generally disappointed by how little interaction we actually get between the twins. All of the ~mental~ connection stuff (which is minimal) is seen from Felix's POV, so we never actually get to experience it, and the few times the brothers are together, they're either in a group, or it's off screen while we once again get Felix's POV. I honestly don't understand how you build up twins as being two halves of the same whole and then never show them together. And then at the end of the book Avi basically says Felix is more vital to him than his brother, and sorry, I'm 100% not here for that. I don't understand any of the choices the author has made for the twins, as they make zero fucking sense.
Then there's the kink, which was, like all of the books, really weirdly tame. We keep hearing about how Avi's a subby masochist, and we get a couple of pretty tame scenes with a knife, and basically just regular mildly possessive sex otherwise. No whips? No CBT? No piercing or nipple torture or IDK, anything more than a couple of scratches? Avi doesn't even fucking bottom once, which I'm not saying he can't be a service top situation, but it was weird that it never even came up at all. What is this author's problem with setting up premises she can't or won't deliver on? Why is a series about psychopaths so fucking vanilla and heteronormative? Why are people incapable of feeling love raising children and all settling down and getting married in monogamous white-picket-fence bliss?
Also, what was the point of Felix being a random virgin? What purpose did that serve? How am I possibly supposed to believe that is anything other than author wish fulfillment that made no sense for the character or the narrative?
IDK. I liked Avi and Felix, I didn't hate them together, the case was interesting, but try as I might, I'm really struggling not to let my resentment over lost potential not take over. Aiden/Thomas has so much potential, but again, the way the author has gone SO hard in the "we're not related" schtick makes me think that their story is gonna be a letdown when we get it. Archer was so freaking obviously not an alcoholic degenerate, that the ~reveal~ for the next book is 0% shocking, but I'm curious, partially because I just want to move past the disappointment of the twin books.