I loved this book so much!! It was such a fun and cute romance but also had so many genuine and emotional moments. I just really enjoyed it.
Miles and Zoe are my babies, I absolutely adored them. Zoe is kind of the exact type of female character that I always gravitate towards. Simply because a cold, but really very sensitive, just hurt on the inside woman is very much relatable for me. And Miles was just so adorable. He was so sweet and funny, but still very emotionally mature which we love to see.
I loved how their entire romance played out. There were so many moments where I was actually giggling and kicking my feet. They made me genuinely giddy every time they interacted and every time they were absolutely not pretending, like when they always called each other boyfriend/girlfriend in their heads when quite literally nobody was listening but themselves? The cutest.
Also how Zoe’s whole fear was that she was afraid of people leaving and Miles is loyal to a fault. How in the book we see that he’s willing to fight for her, because she’s worth it, that just because she’s scared he will not let her go. But she still makes an effort, she’s scared and she runs but she also realises her mistake, because she knows she has to try if she really wants their relationship to work. They were just perfect for each other.
I really appreciated that the book left it very clear that if you want forever with another person then you have to fight for that forever every single day. And I will admit, the fake dating trope is one of my favourites so I can’t say that was a huge plus for me. As well as the, the “golden retriever/black cat” type of dynamic.
It’s not a five star read for me, just because of a couple of things. On the one hand, I didn’t love the side characters. They are obviously not the most important part of the book, but I do tend to enjoy a book the most when I can fully enjoy the relationships that happen outside of the romance, it makes me feel a bit more invested in the characters.
And on the other, I didn’t love the resolution with her father. Personally, I feel it lessens what Zoe has spent the entire story learning: that just because her father left, it doesn’t mean everybody will leave too, that his leaving wasn’t her fault, and that she has to learn to give up control, she can’t control if people leave but she has to believe she deserves to be stayed for. And that all of that, is hard but worth it, because love is worth it and you can’t just live in fear and not love because you are afraid people will leave you. And up until the end it’s so perfectly portrayed on the book.
So when her father shows up in the end, it’s like sure he did leave her, and she did struggle with that, but there were definitely very extenuating circumstances to his departure so, doesn’t that also make it much easier to deal with all of your trauma if you realise that your father wasn’t just a deadbeat? Doesn’t it make it easier to accept that not everybody will leave you and you don’t have to live in fear when you realise that your father didn’t really want to leave you? I guess I feel it cheapens Zoe’s character arch, so that’s the biggest fault of the book in my opinion.
But apart from that, again, it was just a really good book. Great main characters, good banter and beautiful writing, which I haven’t mentioned nearly enough. It was so well written. Perfect mix between lighthearted and fun, and genuine and vulnerable.