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SBMC MISSOURI #4
Free
“I can’t keep you, Addison, as much as I think I want to.”
Free is the club’s chemist, creating drugs to supply and sell for his brothers. He never uses these drugs; instead, he experiments by giving them to women and watching the outcome. Free never eases the women’s needs, instead leaving that job to his boys. Addison is kidnapped and held by men who treat women like cattle until she’s sold and delivered to her new owner. He’s different, though. He doesn’t hurt her. Rather, he’s gentle with her, shocking her. Free lays down the ground rules and expectations, giving her time to adjust. When Free breaks his own hard rule with Addison, he knows that she’s different and denies his feelings. However, when the girls are snatched from the club, Addison amongst them, Free will stop at nothing to get her back. No matter who he needs to take out
Free is the club’s chemist, creating drugs to supply and sell for his brothers. He never uses these drugs; instead, he experiments by giving them to women and watching the outcome. Free never eases the women’s needs, instead leaving that job to his boys. Addison is kidnapped and held by men who treat women like cattle until she’s sold and delivered to her new owner. He’s different, though. He doesn’t hurt her. Rather, he’s gentle with her, shocking her. Free lays down the ground rules and expectations, giving her time to adjust. When Free breaks his own hard rule with Addison, he knows that she’s different and denies his feelings. However, when the girls are snatched from the club, Addison amongst them, Free will stop at nothing to get her back. No matter who he needs to take out
153 pages, Kindle Edition
Published September 6, 2024
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Erin Trejo
187 books1,339 followersI am a wife, mother, child chauffeur and author. I love being able to create different characters and spin a web that makes them come together in the end. My books do not stick to just one genre, they span many.
I write about things that are real life situations and fairy tales are not always smooth sailing. My MC books are hard and gritty and they have struggles just like you would in life.
I also have books that are not so in your face. There are several that are good love stories that are fraught with issues that the characters have to deal with.
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I write about things that are real life situations and fairy tales are not always smooth sailing. My MC books are hard and gritty and they have struggles just like you would in life.
I also have books that are not so in your face. There are several that are good love stories that are fraught with issues that the characters have to deal with.
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September 6, 2024
Oh my gosh where to start with this one
Free, he is not a good man. He might come off as one at times, but he is not. And he will even tell you that he is not a good man…Sure, he might be easy on the eyes, and he might somewhat sweet talk you…… Or will she find out that there is a good man lying beneath all those layers
The club plays a blind eye to the methods that free uses to test his drugs due to the fact that the club profits in more ways than one
Addison’s day started like any other day until it completely went south…. She was Kidnapped in broad daylight in the Local mall…..
Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into God knows how long….
She has seen girls come and go ……
Then she was sold to him to be his Guinea pig for a female Viagra drug
I’m not going to lie this one was a bit different from Erin’s usual storyline, and I feel like Erin Tested our limits on this one to see how far she can go
September 8, 2024
What a way to end the Missouri chapter of the SBMC. I remember the first time I heard Erin’s name, she was doing a co-write and I loved her writing style. Since then I’ve read all of her books and she is still one of my all time favorite authors. Her words and characters pull you in from the very beginning. I’ll admit, Free pissed me off in the first few chapters but quickly redeemed himself. I can’t wait for more words from Erin. 🖤🔥💀🔥🖤
My favorite quotes from Free;
• Why does she play with my mind the way she does? Why does she feel like she was made for me? I don’t know why I can’t get past these feelings, but I can’t. And I don’t know if I want to.
• She’s mine, and I don’t plan on letting her go. She means everything to me, whether she knows that or not. And I’m guessing she doesn’t know. I haven’t told her. I told her I couldn’t keep her.
My favorite quotes from Free;
• Why does she play with my mind the way she does? Why does she feel like she was made for me? I don’t know why I can’t get past these feelings, but I can’t. And I don’t know if I want to.
• She’s mine, and I don’t plan on letting her go. She means everything to me, whether she knows that or not. And I’m guessing she doesn’t know. I haven’t told her. I told her I couldn’t keep her.
September 4, 2024
Another belter from Erin, Free is anything but once he buys Addison… yeah, I said what I said.
I was a bit iffy with where this was going then when the reason for buying her I’d made clear I thought, nope not loving this brother. Karma got him though, this one made him break his own rules then demolish his own walls. I’m not 100% sure Addison is falling for Free or it’s a bit of Stockholm syndrome, maybe a mix of both.
Nails is going to kick off big time when she realises the man she wants is off the market
I was a bit iffy with where this was going then when the reason for buying her I’d made clear I thought, nope not loving this brother. Karma got him though, this one made him break his own rules then demolish his own walls. I’m not 100% sure Addison is falling for Free or it’s a bit of Stockholm syndrome, maybe a mix of both.
Nails is going to kick off big time when she realises the man she wants is off the market
September 4, 2024
Wow erin,
Thought i was divinging into another fantastic Soulless Bastards book.... but a drug filled sex book to turn the girls bits on fire, holy smokes woman.. where do u come up with this stuff..
With that said... yep free makes a drug for the ladies and wants to know it it is good as viagra for men... wow.. read and be warned thos is hot.. little does he know the drug.. will turn one little red head who he is not suppose to fall for... into a horney temptress... who only has eyes for him.. see what journey awaites for Free and Addison.
Thought i was divinging into another fantastic Soulless Bastards book.... but a drug filled sex book to turn the girls bits on fire, holy smokes woman.. where do u come up with this stuff..
With that said... yep free makes a drug for the ladies and wants to know it it is good as viagra for men... wow.. read and be warned thos is hot.. little does he know the drug.. will turn one little red head who he is not suppose to fall for... into a horney temptress... who only has eyes for him.. see what journey awaites for Free and Addison.
September 5, 2024
Fantastic
I thought I’d never say that I love a guy that I hated. It will make perfect sense to you once you read this book. Free bought Addison who was kidnapped by human traffickers to use as a guinea pig for his drugs. It wasn’t just any drug but a drug that would have the women doing whatever and whomever they pleased.
I loved the fierceness of Addison and came to love Free when he became her knight in shining armor. The twists and turns in this book made it huge page turner. Saying this book was hawt is an understatement. I highly recommend this book.
I thought I’d never say that I love a guy that I hated. It will make perfect sense to you once you read this book. Free bought Addison who was kidnapped by human traffickers to use as a guinea pig for his drugs. It wasn’t just any drug but a drug that would have the women doing whatever and whomever they pleased.
I loved the fierceness of Addison and came to love Free when he became her knight in shining armor. The twists and turns in this book made it huge page turner. Saying this book was hawt is an understatement. I highly recommend this book.
September 6, 2024
Loved this book! It was cute and a little bit soft. The characters are meant to be together, but the main male character is fighting it, because suddenly he has feelings and it scares him.
Addison was kidnapped, then sold, and then used to try a new sex drug. Along the was she started to care for her buyer, Free, who is also the maker of the drug.
They both are skirting around each other, and the feelings that they are catching.
Free has always maintained that he will not interact with the test subjects, but Addison is different and he breaks his rules.
They navigate feelings, betrayal and finally admit that they are keeping each other.
Addison was kidnapped, then sold, and then used to try a new sex drug. Along the was she started to care for her buyer, Free, who is also the maker of the drug.
They both are skirting around each other, and the feelings that they are catching.
Free has always maintained that he will not interact with the test subjects, but Addison is different and he breaks his rules.
They navigate feelings, betrayal and finally admit that they are keeping each other.
September 6, 2024
This was rather interesting and a bit different than the others in the series. But it's a really good one. I liked how this turned out plus it held my interest. Another thing that I liked about this story was how different the main characters were and how things worked out for them. It's a little bit of a dark story with a few twists but so worth the read.
September 7, 2024
pointless
I was very disappointed in this book. I thought this author could make it work. I was wrong. There was no character development, no real back ground. There was little explanation of anything other than drug induced gratuitous sex. This book was definitely lacking and not for me.
I was very disappointed in this book. I thought this author could make it work. I was wrong. There was no character development, no real back ground. There was little explanation of anything other than drug induced gratuitous sex. This book was definitely lacking and not for me.
September 12, 2024
OK, I didn’t like Free at first. He just wasn’t a likable guy, but as you got to know him, he grew on you. Addison was a tough cookie for putting up with Free’s BS. Free ended up, redeeming himself in the end, but it was a hard road getting there.
September 5, 2024
Love this series
Love the sbmc Missouri
Dark twisted heartstopping broken intense arrangement forbidden love story of Addison and Free
Gripping
Heartwrenching
Ready for more
Love the sbmc Missouri
Dark twisted heartstopping broken intense arrangement forbidden love story of Addison and Free
Gripping
Heartwrenching
Ready for more
September 7, 2024
Well, where to start, at first I really did care much for Free, with the way he did things, but he redeemed himself and I loved him for it. Free and Addison start out rather different from most but end up in love with each other. Such a great story!
September 6, 2024
Lessons learned the hard way. IF you have read prior books in this series you have met Free and know he’s the club chemist. OH not the street kind, he doesn’t make hard drugs, he makes what I would call party drugs. His latest creation is the equivalent to Viagra for Women. Then he studies the women’s needs as they party with his mc brothers - he never partakes, he just studies the interactions. I won’t lie, at first I wanted to dislike Free. I mean using women for this just didn’t sit well with me, even if the women he gets he is often saving from a horrendous situation. His latest purchase is Addison. A woman who was kidnapped and caged to eventually be put in a slave market. Addison calls to Free’s soul. She isn’t like the others he’s used as guinea pigs in the past, She is sexy, smart and fisty. But what happens when she takes the drugs? She’s a beauty to watch and mesmerizes Free. What happens when it’s Free she wants: does he break his rules or give in? When trouble hits the club's doors and several of the women are maliciously taken, including Addison, the book takes on a whole new turn of events that will take you on a wild ride and a whole new version of Free comes out.
The storyline is hot, sexy, down right gritty. I can’t recommend the book enough.
2 Thumbs Up and 5+ Stars
The storyline is hot, sexy, down right gritty. I can’t recommend the book enough.
2 Thumbs Up and 5+ Stars
October 5, 2024
Good story, a bit different than what I was expecting after getting to know Free a bit through the other guys stories. But I still enjoyed it. Addison was feisty, outspoken, take no crap from anyone type of woman. She was good for a man like Free who was loyal, head-strong, and very smart. He's the guy behind the clubs money making "ventures". Free was rough around the edges and gave the impression that he felt like he didnt really deserve happiness and a good life because of the way the club led their day to day lives. But all in all he wanted what his club brothers had which was a good, loyal woman by his side whom he could trust and maybe one day start a family with and he found that in Addison. Even if they're coming together was a bit unusual, they were definitely meant to be. I was lucky to receive a ARC of this book for an honest review. I really enjoyed it and I
can't wait to see what Erin Trejo and the Soulless Bastards MC brings us next!
can't wait to see what Erin Trejo and the Soulless Bastards MC brings us next!
September 24, 2024
Oh My! I've volunteered to review this book. Free is the fourth book in the SBMC Missouri Chapter. It's Free and Addison's story. Addison was kidnapped and sold. Free is a chemist who makes a certain drug to enhance women. When Free buys Addison for his test dummy, everything changes. Free has always maintained that he will not interact with the test subjects, but Addison is different and he breaks his rules. When Addison is taken from the clubhouse. Free is ready to burn down everything to find her. There are parts of this story some might find triggering, due to subject matter and events in the book. Looking forward to the next in the series. It's an awesome storyline. Can't wait to read more from this series. Keep up the amazing work!
September 6, 2024
Not easy reading to some degree. But it's not as bad as it could have been, yes I'm talking plot not writing or grammar. It's quite dark but despite reasons Free has a connection to Addison so plans get a bit twisted sideways. Suspense, a small amount of violence and other things have this being an edgy story one that has you torn especially as a woman. It's gripping and I read it in one hit, great characters you either like or don't and a fairly fast flow. It was interesting subject matter that was a fascinating concept but also worrying, thankfully this is fiction and not real. Quite an impacting read and I enjoyed it.
September 6, 2024
Free invents and makes the drugs and he uses women to test them, it’s not as nefarious as it sounds, to him, the ladies have complete control except their senses are heightened, but he buys them over the internet from traffickers. He sees Addison’s photo and buys her, his brother tries to outbid him for his business but she’s already sold to Free.
As soon as Free meets her he knows there’s something about her but tries to control himself, then she and some other of the Clubs girls are taken and he won’t stop until he gets her back.
Though the subject isn’t nice, the story is good, especially the end.
As soon as Free meets her he knows there’s something about her but tries to control himself, then she and some other of the Clubs girls are taken and he won’t stop until he gets her back.
Though the subject isn’t nice, the story is good, especially the end.
September 18, 2024
Addison is abducted by human traffickers and bought by Free. He is the club’s chemist, who purchases woman to do drug experiments on, and releases them when his tests are completed. This is something about this new girl that stirs things in him that none of the others have. He ends up breaking his own rules for her and helps her thru the drugs effects.
When Addison is taken from the clubhouse, Free is ready to burn it all down to find her. There are parts of this story some might find triggering, due to subject matter and events in the book. Looking forward to the next in the series.
When Addison is taken from the clubhouse, Free is ready to burn it all down to find her. There are parts of this story some might find triggering, due to subject matter and events in the book. Looking forward to the next in the series.
September 4, 2024
Book 4 in the Missouri Chapter of the Soulless Bastards MC, Free is Addison and Free's story. If there's ever a character in this series I'd really liked to have caused bodily harm, it's Free. I absolutely couldn't stand him in the beginning, heck most of the book, but true to form, this author brought him in a new light and before I knew it he'd made everything pretty much right. Addison broke my heart. I felt so bad for her. She'd been through so much before she finally got her HEA. Their story definitely had me feeling all sorts of things. Free is another great addition to this series.
September 8, 2024
Free is the chemist for the club and makes drugs that he experiments on women so he can record their reactions. It’s the women’s version of Viagra. Addison was kidnapped and sold to Free for his experiments, but she’s different. What happens next is that he breaks his own rules by getting involved with Addison. When she’s taken again all hell breaks loose. He admits his feelings for her and he’ll stop at nothing till he gets her back. Another great book in the Missouri chapter of the Soulless Bastards. Highly recommended.
September 12, 2024
Another great story from Erin!
Free is the chemist, perfecting his drug and testing it out on girls, and the club is all he needs until her. She's unlike any of the other girls he has gotten before. Addison didn't ask for the life she was living but going back to what she had wasn't exciting either. Choices and decisions come and go, some made for them but in the end Free is there, he's her knight in the dark and she's ready to take on this rollercoaster.
Absolutely loved book 4 of Missouri!
Free is the chemist, perfecting his drug and testing it out on girls, and the club is all he needs until her. She's unlike any of the other girls he has gotten before. Addison didn't ask for the life she was living but going back to what she had wasn't exciting either. Choices and decisions come and go, some made for them but in the end Free is there, he's her knight in the dark and she's ready to take on this rollercoaster.
Absolutely loved book 4 of Missouri!
September 14, 2024
Free and Addison take you on an unusual read of action and romance. Free the clubs chemist buys girls to test out drugs he makes, but something about Addison makes him feel different and he may want to keep her. Addison normal girl kidnapped and when she gets sold things the worse. As the days and weeks pass she feels more for Free. When she gets taken Free tries to figure out who could have taken and when he does its to worse betrayal out there? A good read to end out this series but very different. Can't wait to read what she has next.
September 5, 2024
Not sure I really liked Free at the beginning, yes he was nice about everything but he still did kinda bad. My head was torn on that one, I know he would redeem himself, and holy did he ever. Loved how he finally gave into Addison. Addison was ripped from her life that she knew, she was sassy even when she shouldn't have been. She was the one finally to make Free free. Loved this read between these two, and this chapter.
September 10, 2024
This was an awesome read it happens to be book four in the SBMC Missouri Mc and this book was about the chemist of the club Free & Addison they met in which a unusual way she came to him as property that he could use to test out his chemistry skills but that didn't work out well because the rules he set for himself he broke them. She was determined and strong willed and it wasn't something he was prepared for he thought he could use her and throw her away, but fate & betrayal changed things.
September 10, 2024
Addison and Free 👌🏼
Rules were made me to be broken, right? Even when those rules are those you set for yourself.
Free and Addison aren’t your typical boy meets girl love story. Free is the clubs “manufacturer” and he paid a lot of money for o use Addison as his test bunny.
Quickly, Addison is breaking down Free’s walls and he’s going to break the rules. Will she be worth it? Or will he lose her in the end?!
Rules were made me to be broken, right? Even when those rules are those you set for yourself.
Free and Addison aren’t your typical boy meets girl love story. Free is the clubs “manufacturer” and he paid a lot of money for o use Addison as his test bunny.
Quickly, Addison is breaking down Free’s walls and he’s going to break the rules. Will she be worth it? Or will he lose her in the end?!
September 17, 2024
I'm sorry to say I didn't like this book. I didn't like Free or Addison. I was bored reading this. I even skipped around, and I still didn't like it. I wish there would have been more interaction with the club members and their ol' ladies. There really was nothing, in my opinion. To me, this was a sad way to end this chapter. Hopefully, if there are more Soulless Bastards in the future, they won't be like this book. Again I'm sorry to say this but this is my opinion.
September 27, 2024
I love Erin & I love the SBMC but this book was definitely pushing my limits with what he does because this goes against what pretty much all of the MC's stand for. That being said, I really liked them together. I liked that she was Free's specific type because he wasn't one to just be with anyone to scratch that itch. Being with her made him realize what he was doing was not okay & he wanted to be a better man for Addison & himself.
September 27, 2024
Love the Dark Side!
If you don’t like books that live on the dark side - this one isn’t for you. Those of us that do - Yeah!!! The Queen of Darkness, Erin Trejo, strikes again.
Addison and Free have a story to tell!!! And in true SBMC fashion, their road to a HEA is not traditional nor is their HEA itself but it is perfect for them and this club.
Drama, intrigue, mystery and all the good stuff abound in this latest SBMC book!
If you don’t like books that live on the dark side - this one isn’t for you. Those of us that do - Yeah!!! The Queen of Darkness, Erin Trejo, strikes again.
Addison and Free have a story to tell!!! And in true SBMC fashion, their road to a HEA is not traditional nor is their HEA itself but it is perfect for them and this club.
Drama, intrigue, mystery and all the good stuff abound in this latest SBMC book!
September 6, 2024
Free is someone you go from not liking to loving him. From the very beginning Erin pulled me into Free and Addison's world and I didn't want it to end. Usually I have nothing to say against the club girls, but after what Bunny did I wouldn't want to be near her either. I couldn't be happier that Addison changed Free for the better. What a great way to end the Missouri Chapter of the SBMC.
September 15, 2024
A different story
Thank God a strong female.
Addison was kidnapped and sold.
Sold for what she never expected. Free is a chemist who makes a certain drug to enhance women.
When Free buys Addison for his test dummy, everything changes.
Throw in an evil brother, kidnappers, and a man willing to burn the world down, it isn't a bad story line.
Thank God a strong female.
Addison was kidnapped and sold.
Sold for what she never expected. Free is a chemist who makes a certain drug to enhance women.
When Free buys Addison for his test dummy, everything changes.
Throw in an evil brother, kidnappers, and a man willing to burn the world down, it isn't a bad story line.
September 20, 2024
Another amazing book in the SBMC series. Free is a Chemist that makes drugs. He bought Addison so she can try his experimental drug. He normally would never fall for his test subjects but the chemistry between Free and Addison is off the charts. This was a wild ride from beginning to end. Another amazing book by Erin Trejo.
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