☆arc review☆
i have never read anything like this. volatile memory played like a movie in my head. it was fast paced, full of action and the yearning!!!!! omg. i loved the main characters. i really enjoyed this little sci-fi novella.
second person narrative is always hard for me to get into but once it clicks!!!! the writing flowed nicely, the world building was simple yet powerful, the political intrigue and the romance was really well done. i highly recommend listening to the audiobook. i listened while following along with my arc and it was an immersive experience.
☆sci-fi // cyberpunk novella
☆2nd person narrative
☆book 1 of 2
☆trans rep
☆sapphic
☆a.i. masks with animals capabilities
☆forced proximity
☆1 body; 2 minds
☆revenge plot
☆capitalist dystopia
quotes i like:
╰┈❥We were open to each other now like a dam had been breached, and even if we were to patch that hole, parts of us had already run into each other. A part of you was in me, and I knew that I was in you.
╰┈❥Put me on, I thought, and you did. And when you did, when our vision collided, and your heartbeat became ours, I thought to you: This is the closest we will ever get. And also: This is closer than anyone can ever get. Because in truth, we were one person when we were like this. A fusion. And if I could not kiss you, or hold you, or fuck you, I could still experience you. We could still be together.
╰┈❥We sat together for a while as this one being. Existing close to you, your warmth on me and in me, our shared heartbeat and organs and limbs, was divine. A holy thing. An evolution. We were something new.
╰┈❥But I wanted to be inside you, cradled in the safety of your rib cage, close to that heart of yours. I wanted to eat it, I wanted to be it. I wanted to get so close to you we wouldn’t be able to see the seams.
╰┈❥ Is the body that important to you? I almost said— and didn’t, because yes, of course, the body was important to you. You had spent your life reshaping yours. Turning flesh into art , owning wholeheartedly the body that contained your mind. You had made a home of your body— you had torn shame from your insides, confronted every aching, rotten part until you could recognize yourself.
╰┈❥ "You worried that the mask tech allowed others to know too much about you. With the right amount of money, with the right tech, perhaps they could squint and find the seams in your stitching. Perhaps they would decide that you were unreal. But in truth, it wouldn’t matter. With the right amount of money, with the right tech—you could be seamless and they would find fault in you regardless. Some people simply hated people like you. Remember? The cruelty is the point.
╰┈❥ "You dimmed the vessel lights. A tinny tune reverberated around us. Some AI-generated salesperson popped into existence. He looked like an amalgamate of every race, unrecognizable and statistically average—which wasn’t done for representation, mind you, but to appeal to as many people as possible. Just another Corporate Federation workaround; they couldn’t even hire a real person for this.
♡thank you so much netgalley, seth haddon + tor publishing group for an arc