This is book two of the Women of Asher series and the main characters are Cat (Catherine) Fraser and Glen Lewis, high school sweethearts who had a hard time in their lives. They came together some months after he moved to the school from Chicago, at first with her ignoring him as he seemed to be quite a player with the girls. Her one best friend deserted her after her father died in an accident at work when she was sixteen and her younger brother Bo didn’t take it well. Glen was the only one who stuck around with her during this time. Bo had first become friends with Glen, always having him back to the house where they would work on his truck. He slowly wore away at her and they became a couple, but not without a few others not being so happy about their relationship. Her mother tries to take on everything her husband used to do around the house, as well as providing for them all alone! Her best friend tries to make amends for leaving her all alone for so long, a pariah amongst her classmates, but it may be too little too late. Both have had trauma in their pasts and as they go ahead and marry as soon as they can, it all starts to fall apart.
Cat has to trust that Glen is not the player her best friend tells her he still is, and not the one who will break her heart according to her mother. They manage to get their first house together and seem to be settled, until a baby comes along. Glen seems happy with the news and Cat certainly is, but their early months with a baby who never seems to stop crying, soon begins to tear them apart. Glen becomes distant, then starts going from drinking after work, to disappearing for hours, then days, weeks and longer! Trauma is added to the stress when his long distant half sister calls. Glen falls apart completely and is determined to realise he should never have been a father and absents himself from their home. Cat refuses to let him leave her completely, she still loves him and always will, whilst he had told her he would never leave her, but that is exactly what he is doing. His keeps his word by making her push him away, as he still loves her, but can’t remain in their family because of his past and what he believes he has inherited from his own father. He refuses to seek any help or therapy and just continues to disappear from Cat and his daughter’s lives for years. We witness her mother and Cat herself have complete breakdowns, Cat whilst trying to start again in another town and struggles to make ends meet. She wanted to move away from the memories and get a fresh start, but it almost kills her!
This is a hard read at times, as everything is laid out bare as the years pass and they don’t seem capable of coming back together even though neither has loved anyone else. Their daughter Jenna realised something was different about her parents set up when she was about twelve and had her best friend round to visit. Even when she thought her father was gone, he was in fact keeping a close eye on her achievements from afar. Eventually, Glen will have to force her to leave by doing something that hurts her badly. They have periods of being friends once again, but she gets to a stage where she can no longer be with him, as it hurts so much. Until he sorts out his massive issues about his father, she can’t take him back and she needs to stand strong to this decision. It will take a few decades before he turns up in her life again, but he is finally able to work on himself and his issues form the past. He doesn’t return immediately, and it is years later when another family event leads him back to town, that he turns up in her life again. His father badly affected his life, that of his half-sister and later on his own daughter, but Cat suffered her own issues with abandonment after her father’s death. The journey back to each other is a long and difficult one, almost being the end of both of them, but true love certainly pulls them back together, no matter how long it takes. Lots of suffering and teenage angst at the start, with life decisions about relationships made at an early age when maybe, they weren’t able to realise how their lives would end up!
Hard to read and see them struggle, with the decision he can’t be a father at one stage, changing as the story progresses and another life event happens. The two of them waste so many years struggling apart, when they haven’t faced the issues that made them as they were and have such huge hurdles from their pasts to overcome. I received an ARC copy of this book from BookSprout, and I have freely given my own opinion of the book above.